HAHA! I think im really a "ZI LIAN KWANG". omg! Just in case one day i forget who am I!

The mud PIE is BIGGER than my FACE. LOL.

Its red light on the road and thus its cam whoring time AGAIN!

HAHA! Even in my house lift, i want to take pictures too.

HOHOHO! Its TUES! And thus, Its dessert DAY again. WOW! one week just passes so quickly! Last week had GELARE! Today went to have cakes with freaking sis, Jv and my own sis at changing appetite. Drove there and luckily no road blocks or closure. Smooth trip there. =] YEA! This is the sinful thing i order for myself!

Notice this CAKE whereby i circled the parts! Its not cream or whatever! Its MOULD! oh my GOD! i thought its some cotton candy initially until Bro point out its MOULD and she got freaked out also. BLAH.

Yea. Overall, today i had a great time. HAA! Crapping ard with both of them while my sis was there listening to our lame stories. Yea. Im kinda naggy. This is what CAS PA say to me also. BLAH! I like to repeat things again and again. HOHOHO! This is my trait! Its was raining so damn heavily when we finished our desserts. Drove Freaking sis and bro back home with heart attack feelings! HAA! cause my 1st time driving along CTE! sounds NOOB i know. But yea. im a road idiot somehow. Plus im a NEW driver still though i have pass for a year PLUS! I think 3 of them were feeling kinda unsafe just now. LOL!

Today when i was at work, 3 people was saying that i got a gd temper. Then so happen that me and kelson was msging and thus i went to ask her if she agrees with this sentence? HAA! The replied i get is:" haha. u only throw temper to ur partner." YES! u better make sure ur gf dun fa pi qi on you ok. LOL! Uncle Travis was asking me if i got anything on this evening. I was thinking there should nt be anything good when he asked me this. LOL! And true enough, he wanted to ask me to queensway with him and MEE rebus to get their things. Then asked me to TAG along. But in the end, im rushing home and so i give it a miss.

Tml bro will be gg thailand for his last parachuting training. =) Luckily the flight is in the evening. I still can make it to send him off. LOL! =)

WOW! i feels tired now. The weather is so nice for sleeping now. good nights people. Oh ya, SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL! enjoy ur PH EHH. BE it sleeping, eating or nuaing. LOL. its a time to rest!

dont let me be the last to know.

can i be a PUFFER FISH?! BLAH.

The yakult is worth the amount of coins.

Ya. messy hair. I KNOW! my hair grows damn fast lah!

Ok. lets start from friday! Friday, i didnt go anywhere. Rather i went to the gym. Had dinner with parents, sis and bro at old airport road. To mum, the place become more windy after renovating! But to me, its still the same. BLAH!

Saturday, Went to watch MAMA MIA! woah. The show is SUPERB. And now im addicted to ABBA songs! Oldies! LETS rock and ROLL! blah. Went to meet CAS PA afterwhich. Yea. She was telling me that she is waiting for F1 car to come. I was wondering"oh she is in suntec." But in the end, the F1 car she is talking is TAXI! HAHA! funny EH?! lol. Had SAKAE for dinner. And guess wads for desserts! MY BENS AND JERRYS! PA, thanks for the both of them YEA. Next time will be my treat after ur OP! =]

On sunday, initially it should be sun tanning session! In the end, it become singing session for me and TOFU! oh MAN! I realise i will sing every weekend. Yes. my hobby and past time. Cant live without it! But one thing to add on, i dont sing well. MY singing is horrible and terrible. And on that day, im hogging to the mic. And i feel so PROUD of it! Thank YOU! BLAH.

Went to the gym w sis afterwhich. Met parents for dinner at one of the restuarant in joo chiat. The food is nt that fantastic but the price is fanstastic! HAA! Yea. Went home str8 after dinner. And guess what?! Grandma, uncle and aunts came over my place to SAY HI! lol. and SUPPER of the night-CHILLI CRAB. As usual, i got tempted and i ate like 3/4 of the crab. LOL! Went to sleep after awhile. And i had a bad night sleep. Cause im simply too FULL! Toss and TURN! and im thinking abt so much so much stuffs that has been happening recently. And i feel asleep unknowningly.

Now, i really understand how evil one person's mouth can be. Putting words in ppl's mouth, Spreading rumours, talking nonsense, saying tales. Why cant they use this time to do smth useful instead. Gosh! Open our eyes big like this when we make friends. O_O

Yea. Oh my god. I got 4 more new assignments coming up! New term, new assignments and MORE STRESS! BLAH. i need sleep now. Nights people.

everything is out of control! HELPPP!

imissyoudearly. really i do.

6,8,12- Brain Mcknight.

Ooh, ooh
Do you ever think about me?
Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?
In the middle of the night when you're awake,
Are you calling out for me?
Do you ever reminisce?
I can't believe
I'm acting like this
I know it's crazy
How I still can feel your kiss
1 - It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away
I miss you so much and I don't know what to say
I should be over you
I should know better but it's just not the case
It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away
Do you ever ask about me?
Do your friends still tell you what to do?
Every time the phone rings,
Do you wish it was me calling you?
Do you still feel the same?
Or has time put out the flame?
I miss you
Is everything okay?
Repeat 1 I
t's hard enough just passing the time
When I can't seem to get you off my mind
And where is the good in goodbye?
Tell me why, tell me why
Repeat 1
Sing it for me
Ooh, ooh

HEY BUTT! This is the link about the personality test you want to do also. [Cited this link from CAS PA. LOLS.. At least i name her out. IF not i will be said cause of copyright.]
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

=] Dinner with BUTT was overall great today though i was grumbling and ranting to her most of the time. Had Sakae for dinner. And guess what. Both of us only ate $23 worth of things. Its the cheapest meal ever we had together. Went to airport to have swensens for DESSERTS. And icecreams do make wonder. It cheer us up for 5 mins. BLAH! Yea. Now i seems bloated up still with all the food in my stomach.
Oh ya, Please take good care of ur eye yea BUTT! If one drip of the eye drip is not enough. Then soak ur whole eyes in a pail okie. LOL! OOPS!

Just now silly Pig did a very lame thing. She drew a very big fat pig on a piece of paper which got a big stomach and says its me. And she took a picture of it and send to me. Its really make me =) when i saw it cause i din expect her to do that anyway. And the 2 woman which is opposite me on the bus were staring at me. Seems silly isnt it? BLAH. i dont care. Yea.

Work is overall good? Im counting down to my last day of work. But kinda saddening when i thought that i have to adapt to another new environment. HMM. Seems scary and frightening. im so INTROVERT and SHY please. im thinking of the worst. Whatif no one talks to me? What if im alone having lunch. Oh man. I think i will have to ask MEE REBUS to eat with me already since his workplace is so near mine.

i cant wait for weekend to come please. Going to watch MAMA MIA if possible. Going to have dinner with CAS PA! =) Going for my sun tanning! WHEEE! Going to have my icecream which MEE REBUS claims its nice and he wanna bring me there to try! BLAH! Yea. Someone please bring me to have cakes and icecream please! i need them badly. Oh my god. I realise this week, i had been eating icecream. GOSH! i need to cut down on them! I gotta "jian fei" now. If not i cant find any nice clothes for my bday celebration! 1 mth plus to go! wooolala.


im trying to move on as far as i can now. No worries people. Everything is still under control. =)

Call me MISS INDEPENDENT! BLAHH. =D

well. school was pretty good tonight though its the same lecturer as last term. The 1st lesson that he teaches is EXCEL. Woah. Seems interesting isnt it? HAA! My sis was teaching me on monday. Its was pretty fun when i know how to draw a chart?! BLAH. But the lecturer was practically blabbering through his slides and makes me feel so bored in class. End up, me and

Tofu was playing "pepsi cola 1...2...3.. using our fingers" Yea. we r bored. Yawns. Had pocky and hello panda while having class. HAA! seems happening yea. i think so too. Silly pig was saying that im more like having a fun and party time in school rather than studying! But its not true loh! BLAH.

Anyway, i gtg bed now. tml will be another boring day at work. WHEEE! finally, tml im meeting BUTT! i miss HER sooooooo much! hugs. nights people. sweetest dreams. =]




make me feel complete once again.

Incomplete Piece.

People tend to sacrifice things for the benefits of their own. Over at my house here, there is quite a number of trees being chop down because of road expansion. And There is a lack of Oxygen cause the trees are carrying out photosynthesis. And result in humid weather and thus, we have to switch on our air con and in the end, the utilities BILL will be high.

Yesterday i was reading CAS PA blog and there is this quiz link in her blog and thus, i went to do also.
Anyway, after doing, this is what it evaluate:

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

You shall decide if its accurate or not. I dont wish to judge myself. Cause its kinda dumb isnt it?

Anyway, congrats to you for your new life and new girl. =]

im sleeping soon. Tml will be a new sch term again. WHEEE!

You make ME wanna..

tml will be going down to sign appointment for my new job. =)
Will be turning in soon though i have slept from 3-6pm just now.
im just tired.
sis told me that i have been talking while im sleeping.
Seems scary.
i dont remember i will talk in my dreams.
I guessi really think too much before i slept and my mind are filled with too much things.
well, i ll try to read my book b4 slping ltr.
And i ll communicate w boy if i really slp talk again.
Cause the book is about one author and his story with his dog. =]

good nights everyone.


Live happily and well for everyday. Each day is precious. =]

It seems crazy but i just had icecream at this hour. Its going to be 1am. Just reached home not long ago.. Going to bed soon i supposed. Tml will be a day for me to stay home to rest, go to grand's place to visit her, go to the supermarket w parents at night. I hate weekends now. I dont know why either. i need to sleep now. tired body with weak mind. nights.


The day you went away

im left with nothing.

人

ok. Look at the chinese character. It seems simple. 2 strokes only. But frankly speaking, Its not even simple to be a HUMAN at all. Notice the gap between the 2 strokes. It consist of all the problems that we r going to face in our life. Be it happy things or sad stuff. Ya.Like wad Rie say, i have to face all this problems sooner or later. I cant possibly run away from them. But i cant handle all these myself. Really i cant. Its too much for me to cope at one go. i wish i can have a loss of memory to forget about everything. Yes. im running away from everything. i got no choice.


i wish upon the stars and hope you will be mine again.

Behind these 2 photos, there is a story behind. The story whereby how i can have this 2 photos when im supposed to be at work yesterday morning.

Yesterday, its initially a bad day for me but come to think to it, its can be considered a blessing in disgusie day for me also. I forget to bring my uniform to work. And thus, Da jie shun me home, asking me to take urgent leave home. The feeling is of cause not nice at all when being said. BUT if yesterday i did not go back and continue to work, i will be suffering from depression today! Cause today im having a exam! HAA! Yesterday after being shoo back, i went to meet dearest TOFU at her place before heading down to airport to study. And we took a day to complete 1 qsn. Terrible. So i suppose its fated that i forgot to bring uniform to work? HAA! i dont know. Tml i shall have to face the consequences and black face from my superiors then.

Yea. Slept kinda early last night at 9! By the time i woke up is 1230. AND ITS WHEN I RECIEVE TOFU'S MSG! blah! She was saying im heartless! I dont get what she mean initially! And i stared at my hp for a moment and then i realise its her BIRTHDAY! HAHA! HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY DEAREST! BLAH. Last night i wasnt happy also with some stuff which causes me to keep tossing and turning thinking back about some stuff. hai. never mind. Let time proves everything then. I feel more disappointed in myself than anyone else.

Anyway, the time now is 11.10am now. Shall bathe and continue studying later.

Be brave and face everything. Afterall i created all this mess. Good luck to myself .

exam loves felicia.

There is no PEOPLE in the gym in the NOON!

This is to SHOW im really exercising. BLAH

Notice the thick CHOCOLATE between the cake.

Yea. Let me finish up what i did in the later part of the day. Went to the gym after having lunch. Feel so FULL after eating what mummy cooked. Wanted to nap. But decided not to. Cab down to Parkway for workout. Unpleasant ride though. DAMN cab driver. Bad attitude. Met Rie at Train station. Got her bubble tea. Was ranting to her throughout the train journey to school. Went to have early dinner but late lunch. Both of us are undergoing pre menstrual symptoms. We really ate alot but hers is even worse! BLAH! Went to the library to do revision. Its the 1st time i step to the sch library anyway. Had a 2 hours revision which is quite slack before going to the exam tutorial room. ZW was asking me to HOO XI when i start to say i might forget wad i have studied! -_-'' The atmosphere just now was rather tense. Cause we are all prepared to start writing even before our lecturer says START! The 2 hours 30 mins seems like its only 30 mins. I was practically "vomiting" whatever i have studied and memorised out! Write and write until my 10 pages got used up! At one point of time, i suddenly forget the whole chunk of thing which im supposed to write down and i was covering my head w my jacket for 30 secs. Then bit and pieces of the words come back. After the paper, i realise my hand seems salty! Cause its filled w sweat. I really write so hard that my centre finger become swollen and the skin of my tiny finger start to peel. Seems torturing. Ya. i feel so tired now. My brain cells are all used up. I need pig brain.

i wonder how come people lies?

Yes. i lie about alot of things.

But its because i m afraid that you will be upset

i never think of the consequences and i just want to get it through

but i really dont mean it.

i just wish to put the horrible past behind and dont wish to think about it anymore.

Black morning.

THIS POST SHOULD BE ON 18th SEPT! LOUSY BLOGGER STATE AS 17! BLAHHHHHHHH

請不要分了以後
還記得親吻過的承諾妳的永久
已不屬於我
默默低頭
那時我很多話哽在喉嚨
妳的笑妳的快樂
或許我愛太多想太多
我能感受
他比我適合愛放了手
我偽裝冷漠逼妳先說分手
請原諒我
原諒我不成熟
不愛妳是藉口
好讓妳離開我
請原諒我
好想自私將妳佔有
妳的寂寞就給我承受
換妳過更好的生活
請不要分了以後
還記得親吻過的承諾妳的永久
已不屬於我
默默低頭
那時我很多話哽在喉嚨
妳的笑妳的快樂
或許我愛太多想太多
我能感受
他比我適合愛放了手
我偽裝冷漠逼妳先說分手
請原諒我
原諒我不成熟
不愛妳是藉口
好讓妳離開我
請原諒我
好想自私將妳佔有
妳的寂寞就給我承受
換妳過更好的生活
愛過恨過哭過也笑過親吻過
妳的脆弱
其實我比誰都要懦弱
原諒我必須假裝愛錯
別讓時間逗留
我怕說不出口
原諒我
沒有解釋太多
心痛別無所求
徹底忘了我
愛原來有捨得
我難過
我才懂

Afterall, this is a sad song.


Happy pills for the night: Tiramisu cake from cartel. =)
Drove to siglap with sis just now to get 2 slices of cakes for myself. Yes. For myself. And i did a cheapo act. That cashier charge me 11.44 for the cake. I immediately correct her and ask isnt it shud be half price since its 920pm. Upon me saying that, my dearest sister turn her head away and act as if she dont know me at all. BLAH! Cause she thinks im CHEAPO! But 5 dollars more do make a difference. Yea. Afterwhich drove her to have her dinner. And she was grumbling to me on how awful today dinner that mum cooks and ended up she have to get MAC. But to me, mum's cooking is nice.
Today i feels so tired. Last night slept at 2am. Blood shots eyes and unconcious mind. YAWNS! Time just passes so slowly at work. DAMN! Just now receive one sms from BUTT saying she will be going surgery and she feels scared! First thing came to my mind was: oh my god?! Accident? What surgery?!?. Called her immediately! And in the end, she is saying that she ll be gg for lasik surgery. -_-'' Vain POT lah! gave me a shock alright! PIAK! But in the end, everything goes smoothly yea. =)
Tml CAS pa will be going for OP. Hope that everything will be fine and she ll get well soon.
Last few days, Yh msg me and told me about which day my bday will fall in 2011! and she reminds me to book a high class hotel. Was kinda shock when i saw her sms. Appreciate that she can still joke w me abt this despite being so busy. =) But lets be realistic and talk abt my upcoming bday in NOV 1st. LOL!
Nowadays, i realise when people talks, they seems like they are fighting. And when they walk, they seems like they are running. HAA! Contradictiing isnt it?
I think i need to use a caliper to widen my heart! Cause there are so much so much things that i cant let go still. I will tend to dwell on them and think about them resulting unhappiness in me at times. im not any EMO woman. But just that there are inbalance hormones in me causing me to be happy, sad, angry and crazy. Maybe Dettol can help to give my brain a clean wash without bacterias and germs in it! HAA! nonsensical. BLAH!
Yep. my textbook is calling me now. Gotta GO! =]
Goodnights folks.


dig a hole, bury all the unhappiness. Look ahead and run towards the light. Chapter closed.

Dearest TOFU!

Thats ME! =)

EXAM CRAZE!

Just bathe out not long ago. Or rather i just reach home not long ago. Went to airport to study w Tofu and Her aunt for nearly 5 hours?! So much so much to study and we only touch on QSN 3! How wonderful it is to always have last min revision. But its fun and exciting in some way. SAY im MAD! i know.

Basically today is just like any normal day. Nothing much happens. Ya. Just that this morning it was raining heavily! My umbrella is too small for me as i was carrying my big bulky crumpler bag and shoe bag. Got drench with abit of rain and this irritates me alot! BLAH!

I learnt smth today. DUMB people are always the cunning ppl. THEY ACT STUPID! ACT DUMB! ACT IDIOTIC! And they are basically HYPOCRITES! Was fcuking pissed when i get to know smth. Oh well, as far as i know, you are just a DESPO person which dont have much good qualities but BAD qualities together w your FREAKY look and SUCKY characters. =) I pray HARD that you will be the one being cheated seriously. And before you tell tales about people, take a look at yourself in front of your mirror and SEE UR UGLY SELF! KNS!

i feel guilty for everything i have done to hurt this person.

i wish to say a thousands of apologies if you r reading this post.

if i could, i will really turn back time.

i hope you will forgive me too.

lastly, i hope you will find the happiness you are longing for.

hugs.

can we paint rainbow together in your room again?

notice the lumps on my thigh. rashes ATTACK!

My sis, my bro and myself!

Yesterday was grandma's actual birthday. But we have celebrated last week. And last night we are celebrating DEAREST birthday. HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY DEAREST!

Had so much fun taking photos, talking and EATING. Got my FAV fondue also. HOHO! The whole place was filled with her friends, relatives. And Ya, she got 2 chalets! WOW! rich woman isnt it? HAHA! Ya. "XIAO FU PO" OOPS! i think she is going to kill me if she read this.

Send parents back home and bathe before heading back to the chalet for the most exciting activity of the night! our drinking SESSION! BLAH! Initially i was telling myself not to drink so much! But, HAA! The "jui ying" just came and we started to play games! All sorts of funny and silly games just came out! Ya. drink, drink drink. vodka, whisky, chivas, sprite, green tea, fruit juice all came out! i love the animal GAME royden introduced us. Its so FUN to everyone doing silly actions. Anyway, we are there to enjoy! so why not? Alcohol got into my brain and i got knocked out at 330am! I was feeeeeeeeeeeeeling so tired and i told my cousins: can i just sleep on the stone bench for awhile.? And this is where RIE came and drag me up to SLEEP! And i was whining that i want to VOMIT while in a half conscious mode. -_-' The feeling is really very terrible to have something stuck at ur chest. BLAH!

Went Grand's place together w everyone as today is mooncake festival! Had a mooncake testing there! HOHOHO! Came home at 2. Slept all the way to 6. Bathe and had dinner. BURP! still kinda FULL! BLAH! And now im suffering from RASHES attack! Its damn DISGUSTING! But i have expected it! Thanks to my BAD immune system! KNS! BLAH! Anyway, gotta stdy soon. Exam is really around the corner. =] Nights people. CHEERS!

love is not in my dictionary now.

i hate liars! DAMN!

oh my god. Its just mooncake madness this week. In my fridge, i saw a new box of mooncake again. This time round, its from Shangri LA! BLAH! Bing Pi Yue Bing again. Yea. Green TEA one somemore. And i nearly VOMIT out please. I hate green TEA! seems gross and disgusting! BLAH. Then in the end, i share 1/4 of it with BOY! lol. Just came home not too long ago. Went PS for dinner and met up w CAT, Royden, Moo and RH! Yea. But before that, i went to the gym. Its LIKE AGAIN?! HAHA! No choice. im too FAT! blah.
This morning, i was msging my friends to PRE BOOK them for my birthday celebration which will be held on the 9th! i only ask afew of them who is closer to me. Yea. its a small celebration anyways. Nothing grand. =)
tml is dearest's birthday! HOHO! Guess she must be feeling damn nervous now. LOL! Will be going over late due to some courses held at work! DAMN! But i ll send sis to help her out early. =)
Anyway, i gotta go to bed now. FEEEELS so tired now. BLAH! Good nights people.


never had a dream come true.

BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

He look DAMN stone isnt it? He sit daMN straight for me to take this picture. Seems like taking those passport photo.

HI. my NAME is FELICIA HENG JUN JUN! LOL!

Yea. I quitted my current job. Now serving the 1 month notice and waiting to go the new company. But there are so much worries in me now. Gosh. Firstly, i didn't sign the letter of appointment. im so afraid that they might interview other people and in the end, i lost that job. Secondly, i never get some things clear when i went for interview. Oh man. I think im just going to be living in ?? marks in me until 13th oct.

This morning, i cabbed to work and reached at 7! How early it is yea. Was so nervous and afraid when i hand in the resignation letter to Da jie. My heart is like going to drop out. But i pluck up the courage to tell her the truth anway that there is one new job for me. And it is true that this is related to my studies.

Thanks Cas Pa for printing out my resignation letter for me. And for the 2 Bing Pi Yue Bing. WHEE! its nice loh! I had the chocolate bits one before i went to bed last night! HAHA! and i had sweet dreams. LOL!

Freaking Sis is now enjoying herself w JV at the PARTAYYY at Zouk now. BLAH! im at home nua-ing AND im enjoying too. LOL!

Wells, i feel kinda tired now. gotta go bed soon. LALALA!

embrace me. Simple love will do. =]

nights people. SWEET DREAMS EH!

Firstly, i would like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SIS! HOHOHO! She is a PIG! Reached home at 11 while me, mum and dad were like waiting for her since 10. I was doing my Resume and stuffs, dad was slping and mum was watching TV! And we are all in the living room waiting for her arrival. And when she came home, she was urging us to sing Bday song for her. And afterwhich she is grumbling to me about her stuff! And telling me what touching things her friends did for her. BLAH!
im actually kind of nervous now. Thanks to TOMORROW! i think too much! Im just wondering what questions they will ask me? What will it be like? i just feel like fainting soon. DAMN scary! OH MAN! i think i can just faint on the spot. WISH me luck okie everyone. Tomorrow might be getting mooncake from cas PA! lols. my champange and chocolate mooncakes. WHEE! somemore is BING PI YUE BING! my favorites of ALL! =S

feed me with some calming pills. HAHA!


imissyou. =)

HEY HEY HEY! finally the presentation is over today. WHOO! Its always so scary whenever it comes to presenting infront of people. Stumbling, stuttering and blabbering. Just gotten back my essay's results too. WOAH! what i can say is I NEED TO BUCK UP in order to produce better essays. BLAH!

im so NERVOUS plus worried and abit happy! Cause someone from blah blah blah company called me up and asked me to go down for interview. WHEEEEEEE! And if i got the job, SOME ONE will have to bring me potato soup plus pork chop! Its a deal OK. =]]

LALALA. im so in love in mooncakes! Not those normal one but especially those "bing pi yue bing" Dad just brought one box home from mandarin hotel. This morning my breakfast was banana mooncakes. DAMN nice lah! But its kinda ridiculous to eat that for breakfast anyway. BLAH!

Its time to continue reading my new "paper bag" i bought. This term is given by my smart brother. Cause i went to get a book from Borders yesterday. He describe it as PAPER BAG! Yea. Its called MARLEY and ME! =) gotta go bed now. Good nights people. Tml will be a better day i supposed. =D


I cant forget the way you kiss me, the feeling is too strong.

DAMN ulcers on my lips are really hurting me like anything. Keep applying the liquid on my lips but dont seem to have much effect anyway. im gg bed now. nights people.


Game of LOVE.

YES! SEE MY DECAYED TOOTH! DAMN! Half of it is chipped.
Yesterday night was really a HELL night for ME! I was sleeping since 1030. Then outta sudden, i woke up at 1230 when my mouth starts to feel "sour" and numb. AND this pain just drag on for hours! And it is REALLY HOURS! From 1230, i was crying till 300. Its not kidding. At 1st i went to my parents room and told them about it. They were both slping and dad thought it might be due to heatiness and ask me to eat 2 panadols. But it got worse. I toss and turn on the bed. But i just simply cant sleep at all. I even sit on my bed and cried for awhile before gg to get a hanky and put ice in it and rub against my cheek. Then i was sitting at the kitchen and and trying to think of a way to stop the pain. Boy follows me around. At another point of time, i found that im actually sleeping on my kitchen's floor before heading to the sofa and sleep. And by the time i sleep, its 5am. I didnt go for work today. Head to the dentist at 11 plus. WOAH! There is so much bookings but as mum and dad are regulars and thus, they squeeze me in the list. The extracting of teeth is the WORST part. They did a minor surgery. Drilling hole for some space to pull out the teeth. Den the doctor was using his pilers and trying his best to pull the hard teeth out. WOW! And it was pulled out within 1 min. I can even feel the root being pulled out. GROSS i know. But finally, this nightmare is over.
Rie came over my place to do our project. Drove her home just now together with sis. =) Had icecream in between. WHOO! It makes me cheerup for 3 secs.
im slping soon. My damn ulcers on my lips is hurting me now. BLAH! good nights people.


dont leave me. i love you.

Seriously, i dont understand why i always got ulcers popping out from my lips recently! Its painful ok mind you. I guess i lack of sleep. Super lack of sleep! But even if i sleep at 10, i will still grumble and complain anyway. Human is always not satisfied with the things they have. BLAH! Projects is making me headache. *faint* Next monday there is a upcoming presentation. WOO! scary sia. Was discussing about it with Rie, Peter Pan, Mr POO and Dean Wei earlier. Sheesh! The whole discussion seems like the 4 of us are working on it. Peter Pan sits there like a rock statue covering his nose all the time and dont even know what he is thinking exactly. Freak. He never even contribute at all and seriously, i cannot stand this kinda team mates. BLAH! Went to have a late dinner. HAA! Bloated up now. BURP!
I need a hair cut soon. Most probably will go and cut tml. If not thurs, fri, sat and sunday will be packed with programs. ARGHH! This and next sat, there is this course to teach us on mangement of customers. DAMN! Intially gg to have group discussion on sat noon. But now have to drag till evening and next sat is dearest TOFU birthday. Wanted to go over to help out early. Now seems like im the only one left out. BLAH! But, I will accompany her to buy the decorations next week. =) If not i will be super guilty! HOHO! =D

Actually i dont really feel quite well these few days though i can still appear to laugh and smile. But somehow, i feel a lill depressed. Sounds dumb i know. But i cant control the thoughts and feeling in me somehow. My thoughts will just run wild suddenly whereby i will stone for awhile. i feel that im selfish in some way. Never mind. I shant harp on the past anymore like what Rie told me. I need to move ON. The earth is round. But im just going round and round to the same old point. i dunnoe. HAA! I cant seem to forget of my past. Too much things are stored in my mind. But my brain only got limited space! DAMN! BLAH!


Seriously, i miss you.

Nights.

i got a cute octopus while sis got a silly shark! LOL

This is when 2 best friends meet UP! =D

HAA! im BURNT!

Sentosa is just under my TOES!

WOAH! Yesterday is a good day to get yourself burnt under the sun. Yea. i got Burnt! Thanks to the tanning oil that Sis lend to me. HAHA! The effect is damn super good. Within 45 mins, the burning sensation comes. BLAH! Was lazing there for an hour plus before heading to the sea to have a dip until the height of my lower half of body. EEEWW! i HATE sea water seriously!

We were like the tourist for the day. Hop on the bus and went dolphin lagoon and underwater world. Its still the same though i just went this beginning of the year. Not much changes at all. Yea. But i was really exicited before that. Sound like a kid isnt it? Yea. i AM! Went off around 4 and i had 3 scoops of icecream which i bought from BENS and JERRYS! Damn Super "Powerful" right? Is damn fcuking nice please. Especially when the choc fudge brownie got into my mouth. WHOOO! Bus down to parkway to meet mum, dad and sis at parkway. Took quite a number of pictures there. Shall upload soon! Waited for Bro and his gf for quite some time before both of them reached! BLAH! Late King and Queen. Went to have a pre celebration for sis at a restuarant at Parkway! WOW! the meal cost us 300 dollars ok! Seriously, its not at least worth it at ALL! Was grumbling to mum for the whole night! I used the new camera we bought yesterday and took alot of pictures of the food! Shall try and fig out how to use the camera when im free. BLAH!
This morning when i woke up, my arm is damn painful. Real Painful and i cant even wear my bra properly! DAMN! its seems like some blueblack on my arm. Im being abused by the SUN! lols. Work start at 8 this mth. Im trying to adjust the timing in my body to 6am now. =)

Just came back not long ago. Went to have dessets w Cas Pa earlier. Last minute decision. HAHA! Drove to MS to have my mudpies. sundaes and soda! HAHA! My blood vessels is filled w sugar i suppose. It does make me feel happier in some way. Was grumbling, ranting and sharing w her how i feel and some "interesting" stories. HOHOHO! Yea. Drove her back home way to Bukit Batok. im her AI NU alright! And thus, being a good daughter, i cant abandon my PA on the streets right?! Ya. Pass by J's place. Was looking at her block unknowingly. But luckily, there is no cars infront. Just having some random thoughts. =) Was blasting my music while on the PIE! WOW! the feeling is damn SHIOK! HAHA! I drove even faster and it become dangerous! And i start to slow down when i tot of my parents face. Ya. "drive carefully ahh". This is what my dad always say. " Dont overtake people ahh" this is wad my mun says. LOL! Ya.

Tml will be having project discussion. YAWN! i need to slp soon. It ll be a long long day tml. I wan to have sweet dreams cause this few days im having bad dreams which i dont LIKE IT at all. BLAHHHHH! good nights people.

*tell me you love me still*