請不要分了以後
還記得親吻過的承諾妳的永久
已不屬於我
默默低頭
那時我很多話哽在喉嚨
妳的笑妳的快樂
或許我愛太多想太多
我能感受
他比我適合愛放了手
我偽裝冷漠逼妳先說分手
請原諒我
原諒我不成熟
不愛妳是藉口
好讓妳離開我
請原諒我
好想自私將妳佔有
妳的寂寞就給我承受
換妳過更好的生活
請不要分了以後
還記得親吻過的承諾妳的永久
已不屬於我
默默低頭
那時我很多話哽在喉嚨
妳的笑妳的快樂
或許我愛太多想太多
我能感受
他比我適合愛放了手
我偽裝冷漠逼妳先說分手
請原諒我
原諒我不成熟
不愛妳是藉口
好讓妳離開我
請原諒我
好想自私將妳佔有
妳的寂寞就給我承受
換妳過更好的生活
愛過恨過哭過也笑過親吻過
妳的脆弱
其實我比誰都要懦弱
原諒我必須假裝愛錯
別讓時間逗留
我怕說不出口
原諒我
沒有解釋太多
心痛別無所求
徹底忘了我
愛原來有捨得
我難過
我才懂

Afterall, this is a sad song.


Happy pills for the night: Tiramisu cake from cartel. =)
Drove to siglap with sis just now to get 2 slices of cakes for myself. Yes. For myself. And i did a cheapo act. That cashier charge me 11.44 for the cake. I immediately correct her and ask isnt it shud be half price since its 920pm. Upon me saying that, my dearest sister turn her head away and act as if she dont know me at all. BLAH! Cause she thinks im CHEAPO! But 5 dollars more do make a difference. Yea. Afterwhich drove her to have her dinner. And she was grumbling to me on how awful today dinner that mum cooks and ended up she have to get MAC. But to me, mum's cooking is nice.
Today i feels so tired. Last night slept at 2am. Blood shots eyes and unconcious mind. YAWNS! Time just passes so slowly at work. DAMN! Just now receive one sms from BUTT saying she will be going surgery and she feels scared! First thing came to my mind was: oh my god?! Accident? What surgery?!?. Called her immediately! And in the end, she is saying that she ll be gg for lasik surgery. -_-'' Vain POT lah! gave me a shock alright! PIAK! But in the end, everything goes smoothly yea. =)
Tml CAS pa will be going for OP. Hope that everything will be fine and she ll get well soon.
Last few days, Yh msg me and told me about which day my bday will fall in 2011! and she reminds me to book a high class hotel. Was kinda shock when i saw her sms. Appreciate that she can still joke w me abt this despite being so busy. =) But lets be realistic and talk abt my upcoming bday in NOV 1st. LOL!
Nowadays, i realise when people talks, they seems like they are fighting. And when they walk, they seems like they are running. HAA! Contradictiing isnt it?
I think i need to use a caliper to widen my heart! Cause there are so much so much things that i cant let go still. I will tend to dwell on them and think about them resulting unhappiness in me at times. im not any EMO woman. But just that there are inbalance hormones in me causing me to be happy, sad, angry and crazy. Maybe Dettol can help to give my brain a clean wash without bacterias and germs in it! HAA! nonsensical. BLAH!
Yep. my textbook is calling me now. Gotta GO! =]
Goodnights folks.


dig a hole, bury all the unhappiness. Look ahead and run towards the light. Chapter closed.