Seriously, i dont understand why i always got ulcers popping out from my lips recently! Its painful ok mind you. I guess i lack of sleep. Super lack of sleep! But even if i sleep at 10, i will still grumble and complain anyway. Human is always not satisfied with the things they have. BLAH! Projects is making me headache. *faint* Next monday there is a upcoming presentation. WOO! scary sia. Was discussing about it with Rie, Peter Pan, Mr POO and Dean Wei earlier. Sheesh! The whole discussion seems like the 4 of us are working on it. Peter Pan sits there like a rock statue covering his nose all the time and dont even know what he is thinking exactly. Freak. He never even contribute at all and seriously, i cannot stand this kinda team mates. BLAH! Went to have a late dinner. HAA! Bloated up now. BURP!
I need a hair cut soon. Most probably will go and cut tml. If not thurs, fri, sat and sunday will be packed with programs. ARGHH! This and next sat, there is this course to teach us on mangement of customers. DAMN! Intially gg to have group discussion on sat noon. But now have to drag till evening and next sat is dearest TOFU birthday. Wanted to go over to help out early. Now seems like im the only one left out. BLAH! But, I will accompany her to buy the decorations next week. =) If not i will be super guilty! HOHO! =D

Actually i dont really feel quite well these few days though i can still appear to laugh and smile. But somehow, i feel a lill depressed. Sounds dumb i know. But i cant control the thoughts and feeling in me somehow. My thoughts will just run wild suddenly whereby i will stone for awhile. i feel that im selfish in some way. Never mind. I shant harp on the past anymore like what Rie told me. I need to move ON. The earth is round. But im just going round and round to the same old point. i dunnoe. HAA! I cant seem to forget of my past. Too much things are stored in my mind. But my brain only got limited space! DAMN! BLAH!


Seriously, i miss you.

Nights.