insanity is the word to describe myself at times.

Yea. I deleted the post i post last night. Due to the content in it. To cut it short, i admit that i have disappoint my parents in some way. I did apologise to them and i dun expect them to forgive me straight away. My affected part is still kind of pain. The whole of last night, i have been sleeping side ways. I cant lie flat straight on my bed. Cause i can feel the thing pulling apart. I wont complain or grumble much. Cause i caused this to myself. But i did not regret afterall. Nobody influence me. No body changed me. I did it outta my own decision. Yea.. This morning, it seems that the whole world is unhappy with me. Msged CAS Pa and told her that. She reasoned out with me. Ya, i understand what she is trying to tell me and i went to do some reflection afterwhich.. sigh.

Work was fine today. Except that i need to run to a few places to help out.During lunch time, A few of my colleagues were talking to me and then they pat my back. They didn't know anything and yea, i was BEARING the pain but i still can smile and chit chat w them for that moment of time. HAA! But in my heart, i was like" what the hell?!!" BLAH.

Oh, i had free lunch treat today. LOL! seems "tan xiao pian yi" isnt it! If travis is ard, he will sure comment on this! Yea. A treat cause this week is my last week in the office. Tml there is one more treat with my executive. *grins*

Last night, freaking sis msged me that she is proud of me after looking at the pic. I was like:"eh. i did not went for a run or whatsoever and won a medal. what for be proud of me?" HAHA! Yea. i get wad she mean. CRAZINESS LAH SIS! lols.

Just now i was on BUS XX. Then there was this senior citizen old man with his 30 plus year old sexy GF! Yea. From CHINA! Its ok if they are totally in love. But the thing is this old man is trying to be a old hero. Trying to protect his gf in the packed bus. Hugging her upper body. NOT WAIST, BUT THE BREAST AREA closely to his body. Whispering in her ears. And the whole bus of passenger is staring at them! And guess wad, they dropped at the red light district. HAA! sounds disgusting isnt it? BLAH.

i cant wait for saturday to come. HOHOHO! A celebration for me leaving my current job. And a celebration for me to join another "KU HAI". Contradicting yea i know. I just hopes everything will turn out fine.

I have been a good girl these few days. I slept at 9 plus, and woke up early. =)

Tml hopefully i can go gym though mum forbids me as she is afraid that if i sweat, there will be infection. Hmmm. i supposed not lah. BLAH.

im slping soon. Good nights people.

i need a bucket of moisturizer!

thanks silly pig for all the reminders. =)