tomorrow is the day whereby i will go into a new environment meeting new people, doing new work and experiecing different things. Something is not right whereby im alone coping with all this. im learning to be alone, to be independent and do things by myself.. In the past, i have relied on people so much that i cant get used doing things by myself now.
Grandma's is still not conscious. She is still in ICU and depending on the dialysis machine and breathing tubes for support. But the doctor is saying that they are cutting down on the dosage of medicine to make her conscious. But still, Grandma is still sleeping. Everyone hopes that she will wake up soon. We are all waiting for her to go home.

You took my heart away. I wish you would stay.