call me MISS dong dong HEE fel! i feel that i dont behave like a 21 year old woman AT ALL! blah.
Today wake up around 11 plus. I was still feeling tired even when i woke up at that time. I can sleep even longer. But thanks to MUM's nagging, i drag myself out of my bed, feeling GROUCHY! YES. Grouchy is the word!
Brought Boy down to PEE and POO! HAd breakfast, bathe, prepare to go out and it was raining! HOW SIAN IT IS! Trained down to bugis. Reached NLB and RIE came abit later than me. PHEW! At least im earlier. Saw ZOO ZOO, RH, ANDY and DOMONIC there for their project discussion.
yea. Went to level 8 and look for reference book. Trust me. The security there are DAMN TIGHT! Its like check in to airport that kind! Cant bring outside notes in, cant bring penknife and scissors. Yea. The whole afternoon is kind of a unhappy period for me. LOL! Me and Rie nearly burst into a quarrel! YES! A QUARREL! i can feel the HEAT between us! Partly im at fault! cause i start to show attitude. And in the end, she is feeling angry with me and we din talk thru out. BLAH! Cas PA came around 6. Initially i was asking her to go and look for RIE 1st and help me calm her down. LOL! .But due to her shyness, she din go. BLAH! Irritant buddy came afterwhich. Intro both of them to RIE! (She Saw PA before at my bday party already) And SO, our minor issue got resolved just like that. COME ON! we dont quarrel for long hor RIE?! LOL.
Went to have dinner with my 2 MANLY escorts! HAHA! Finally had my PRATA! And yea, 4 piece all together. BLAH! Sounds like a glutton isnt it? I ate one plain, one egg, one cheese and one tissue prata in total. Not forgetting my MILO DINOSAUR! But this cant be compared with the one i had at UPPER bukit timah. HOHOHO! After devouring our food, proceed to find Irritant's thing. LOL! and finally she got it! Then walked around window shopping! Proceed to BUAY HEOW GONG (BHG) to get PA's Boxers. LOL! Its kinda awkward cause the people there are all guys! HAHA! But who cares! HAHA! DIE! im contracting irritant's habit in saying WHO CARES! lol. Yea. Went to have bubble tea. HAHA! For the past few days, im having that! BLAH! Trained home. And yea. HOME SWEET HOME!

okie. Some random stuff here.
"AH PA SAY SHE IS SIAN TO SEE ME CAUSE WE HAVE BEEN MEETING FOR 3 DAYS!"
"IRRITANT BUDDY SAY SHE IS HAPPY CAUSE THIS WEEKEND, WE MET AND GO OUT"
"I FEEEEEEEEL SO FAT NOW CAUSE I HAVE BEEN EATING NON STOP THESE 3 DAYS"
"I HAVE YET TO COME OUT W A 3 YRS CONTRACT BOND W CAS PA ON WHERE TO EAT ALL SORTS OF NICE FOOD!!"
"IRRITANT BUDDY JUST MSG ME AND WISH ME HAPPY DECEMBER DESPITE KNOWING THAT I HATE DECEMEBER!BLAH!"

Someone told me this: I am not your whoever and thus i want to return you the money you lend to me. In additional, we r not that close.

Ok. Read the sentence clearly. If still dont get the meaning, read 1000000 times.
Lets use our brain and think now. Will you people go and borrow money from people you all are not close with? HAA! Or u people will just approach any strangers and borrow money? And oh please, i dun wish to be close to you in any way seriously. I lend the money to you is not because i treat you as my whoever but rather, i know you do have financial problem and yea, no other meaning. Anyway, this issue is over. Yea. Dont call me in the middle of the night anymore just to borrow money?! And dont ever call me "kong long mei." CAUSE WE R NOT THAT CLOSE TO THAT EXTEND THAT U HAVE TO CALL MY NICKNAME. Sounds ridiculous and contradicting. HAA! i dont wish to be taken for granted. =))

Yep yep. Gotta go to bed now. GOOD nights people!


i will give you nothing but the BEST

HOHOHO! i got myself 4 new boxers. WHEEEEE. Nice designs eh. LOL! i got good taste okie. =)
Yea. Last night was a horrible night for US! no words can describe the whole thing. im Like at some SLUMS area. People around me are sleeping in their world. Their legs are all on the tables, SNORING as loud as possible. And im really angry! Cause partly im very tired also. LALALA!
Reached home around 630! Bought breakfast somemore despite me having stomachache. HAHA! Then rushed home. Msged freaky sis as today she will be going KL with family and JV! Bathe, have breakfast and i just "PLOP" to bed. Had a good sleep until 1230! Called Irritant Buddy. Confirm timing with her. Called Cas Pa to come out together also. Went SITEX fair! HAHA! Damn fcuking crowded. we are like those resident evils character. Following the crowd to the place. LOL! We were squeezing our way thru out! At the end of the day, i got my 4 GB thumbdrive. AH PA got her memory cards for PSP! Irritant buddy got a MP3! We become grouchy and grumpy shoppers afterwhich. cause its damn WARM and humid especially when me and PA going to take train. My shoulder is practically going to drop off soon. Trained to PS for dinner at SAKAE! Irritant reached later despite she bike there. SLOW POK! After dinner, Walked around PS to look for her invitation card. But she is just too FUSSY lah! Din got any. Walked to Far east to Look for Pa's stuff. Yea. Walked round and round to look for the particular shop! Luckily we got ourself BUBBLE TEA!
After we have finally found her stuff, we are thinking of where to go to CHILL! And guess wad, we went KFC! HAHAHAH! PA got the damn craving for the oily oily CHICKS! and yea, we went to have that sinful BUDDY meal. Wanted to cab back initially. HAHA! Terrible me. YEA. But in the end, trained home with PA! =)
LALALA! im going to bed soon. HOHOHO! Cant wait to be under my blankeeeeeeeeeeet. HEE!

Wells,im very happy today. "with the right company, you will get the happiness and laughter" HAHA! Was laughing soooooooooooo much throughout the whole day. Thanks to CAS PA and Irritant Buddy. HOHOHO! U both make my DAY! APRRECIATED and lotsa LOVE! =D


im going to leave.

im tired. OH WELLS! good morning! The time now is 3.09am. Its exact ok! Cause now im at the airport. im very sleepy now. bah bah bah! lets shake it shake it!



ghost of you and me.

take all the memories and lies with you.
i dont want them to stay with me.

wells,MR IRRITANT lyrics do cheer me up abit. the MOVE IT MOVE IT song. She is practically insane and crazy over this song. Yea. I feel kinda unhappy and dumb since 645 till now. HAA! NO ONE IS AS DUMB AS FELICIA HENG! =)
I feel that my instinct is always right. Scorpio do have great 6th sense. I cant deny this fact. Anyway, its ok. Once bitten twice shy. LALALA. I want CURRY PRATA! BLAH! someone date me out to eat it! If not i ll keep having the DAMN craving and will NIAM non stop!.
Anyway, i really appreciate that CAS PA, IRRITANT and FREAKING SIS for always being for me when i need them the most. HUGS! =)


*WHEEEEEEEE. lets be IRRITATING! i love to shake it shake it!* =D

i got so much cravings. I suddenly want to eat PRATA with CURRY! *slurps* I want to eat the dim sum at geylang! I want to eat beancurd at geylang. I want to eat my mud pie at MS. i want to eat sri lanka crabs at jumbo. i got so so so MANY things which i want to eat! omg. Omg. OMg. OMG! This explains why am im sooo FAT still. BAH BAH BAH!
But COME ON! we live to EAT! I still got sooooooooo many things which i have not taste before. For example, the FRESH seafood from HOKAIDDO and sooooooooooooooooooo on and ON!
Grandma is really progressing well. She is more "jing shen" as compared to when she is in hospital. Now she is trying to walk with help of the walking aid. I believe Grandma will get well real SOON. =]
tml will be a hectic day for me at work. Hope i ll still be surviving in the evening for school. BLAH! Good nights people.

*miss dinosaur loves to eat MANGO* wheeeeeeee... tml i will go and get a slice in school. LOL! omg. RANDOM again!

I was wondering how come freaking sis went missing cause i called her like 5 times on sat but her hp is off . Then after that i realise that something is not right and thus, i start to call JV! The tone is diff and i was wondering where they went! Finally they are back today and they just came back from CAMERON highland. KNS! Never inform me loh! BLAH! They were saying that they did inform me b4 but its just that i forget! HAHA! i think i got some senile symptoms! BLAH!
Just reached home not long. Went for project discussion. LOL! And RIE disown me! She say she dont know me at all! BLAH! PIG!
Oh ya, Just now CAS pa was so random. She msged me to show me some concern. HAHA! Thanks leh AH PA! HAHA!

i feel so sleepy now. work is like a nightmare to me. Everything is piling up! FREAKKKK! HOOOO XI FEL.
gotta head to bed!

(IRRITANT, we are HI BYE FRENS FROM NOW. BLAH! YOU SHUD KNOW WAD I MEAN! *STARE*)

GOOD AFTERNOON TO ALL! Just 10 mins ago, MR TRAVIS called me and he was like saying:"auntie. wad you doing now?" I replied him:"i just woke up not long. feel so tired still." He said: wow. you can really sleep. what you did with HIM last night?" I growled at him:"WHAT HIM?DONT SIAO TING TONG hor." And he said:"eh. u sound so dead hor" and he was laughing! Yea. he wanted to ask me to go and K with him later. But with this kinda situation, i told him we shall go another day. Cause I feel so drowsy still. HAHA! My sleeping time for today was like MIXED UP! BLAH!

Lets do some recap for yesterday. HMMMM. Oh yea, saw my long super ex girlfriend at the MRT station! She was like my puppy love?! I was having sexuality crisis at that moment when i know her. Lets get back to the topic. Yea. And i dont think she recognised me anymore. She is still the same. The dressing, hairstyle and looks. Didnt change much. Yea. Trained to City Hall to meet MR IRRITANT! I was late! goodness. Cause i told her i ll box her if she is late. And when i told her i will be slightly late, she was saying that its ok cause she

rather beat me up than im the one beating her up! LOL! EVIL RIGHT?!

Walked over to Marina Square for our movie.Surprisingly, There was not much people watching the show. Infact there are more adults than kids! HAA! I was like praying hard that there will be one kid sitting beside Irritant and during the show, the kid will scream and cry! Reason being: I want to see her TRUE COLOURS!! LOL!

After the show, we went to FOX to change her t-shirt. And the salesperson was like saying that they dont have the size and we have to go back to the original shop where we got the t-shirt from and change! HAA! Wells, im ok with it! But Irritant was hesitating! In the end, we went to the library. Yea. Was searching high and low for my reference books. When i finally found it, i settled down and was reading through them. Irritant was telling me:
"eh. you slowly read ur things okie. Dont have to care about me one." I turned to her and wanted to laugh. And guess wad expression i saw from her! She was like so BORED and give me a SIAN
look okie! PIG! *ROAR*

AN hour plus was spent at the library finding books and photocopying the pages i want! OH YA, being a GOOD FRIEND, i INITIATE to find the Travel Guide for Irritant as she is going for a trip to thailand with her ex GF!
After library, Went to SIM LIN to look for Irritant's HP! She is one fussy person. We keep walking round and round. Looking at almost all the PHONES! But NOTHING caught her eyes! She is looking for BUSINESS class HP! BLAH! Want touch screen somemore. After walking rounds and rounds, its time for dinner! HAHA!

yea. THANKS IRRITANT for the dinner. HOHOHO! Walked over to boat quay to CHIT chat and afterwhich to fullerton hotel and begin to "dong dong hee." HAHA! Its her idea to go there to have a look despite me wearing till so LKK while she wore till kinda FORMAL?! KNS! But we have some crazy moments and im like laughing hysterically there. HAHA! Walked over to look for coffee bean cause of Irritant's Black Forest! But too bad, so sad, there is no coffee BEAN! HAHA! End up, we walked such a long distanct to starbucks at central and drink my fav white choc iceblended! And again, laughing sessions start! HAHA! Intially Irritant going to take train but due my "ying xiang li", she cant resist the tempation to take cab! Shared cab back. HAHA!

The funny part will start HERE! yea. After i bathe, i recieved sms from Irritant saying that she reached home. And when i was about to replied her, she called me. Ok. i picked up her call. HAHA! And GUESS wad?! She was locked outside her home. Lets skip the details in between. Cause it will be too much to write. The MAIN thing is she cab back to my place and borrow 1/8 of my bedroom and i lay a mattress for her to sleep. HAHA! And in the morning, we had MAC for breakfast! But its a HORRIBLE breakfast to see a sulking face eating the hotcakes! HAHA!

After breakfast, she cab back while i went home to bathe for BOY despite being so tired still. Slept back at 11 and woke up around 230. LOL! So damn tired please. Drove mum, sis and bro to granny's place to visit grandma. =] Was there for 3 hours before going home for dinner.

The channel 8 45th anniversary show is the funny! HAHA! was laughing non stop when i watched some parts whereby the host was imitating some old times actors. Its so damn funny please. BLAH!

Thats all for today. HOHOHO! =]]

<===========THIS IS NOT ME. (though i know i look abit alike) LOL.


I DONT WANT TO BE A GROUCHY BEAR FOR LIFE!

<==========THIS IS THEN ME!


ARRGHH! i make the wrong move to put such a silly and dumb nick. And now when i want to change it, i cant! And thanks to CAS PA for making fun of me just now and say im FATED to be a BEAR! *WHINES* i dont want to be a BEAR! i dont want to be condemn to be a BEAR! HAHA! its so ridiculous ok. Stupid system. Cant make amendment one loh. BLAH! KA NA SAI!
tomorrow meeting irritating freaky BF to watch magadascar. Initially going library first! But there is a change of PLAN! so we will go and do her stuffs 1st before going to the library. i just realised that I got tons of things need to do research on after today's lecture. Last MINUTE work again. HOHOHO!
i gotta go bed now. its getting lateeeeeeeeee.. BLAH!


i miss everything about you..

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁
暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说
其实别人的招数我们都懂
故作软弱撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭
傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留
傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤
傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

This song do have a meaning behind.
Watch the MTV! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LGGBoFeWVLw

Wells, today was rather busy at work. Calculating tax money for workers. Handling their resignation letter and etc. WOAH! Its REALLY a DAY!
This morning after a night of sleep, i was better. =)
BUT..................................................................................................................................................................
ANOTHER ISSUE HAPPENED today. SICKENING!
yes! OFFICE politics. HOHOHO! how nice it is?! I cant differentiate who is the devil with a mask and who is the angel with a wand. BLAH! MISS A was telling me this thing about MISS B this afternoon. MISS B was telling me about MISS A, C and D. oh my god! SEEEEEEE! office POLITICS isnt it?! I dont even know who is speaking the truth. And one thing i know is im not going to be involved in all this. KNS! And without knowing, i just realised i got STABBED behind today! MISS B was saying that i didnt take down wad MISS C teach me to my MGR! HAA! come on lah! I DO REMEMBER THINGS OK! its not i got memory failure. Yes. i admit at times, i may tend to forget some minor stuff! And the thing is MISS B still can ACT as nothing happen after BAD MOUTHING ME!
Was talking to MR WOW WOW FREAKING PIG while on my way home. Was practically grumbling and ranting to her for the past 45mins. BTH! And i asked CAS PA for survival kit on how to survive in office. HAHA! lets be ignorant then.
LOL! I cannot stop laughing at this moment! Thanks to MR CASPER! lol. She was using the term "curry POK" on someone. And its so LAME! HAHAHA!
LALALA!
omg! this week really pass so quickly.
tml is friday! SAT and SUN, i gotta do some work for essays. But before that, have to go library to do some research. SEE! im hardworking isnt it?! LOL! BLAHHH
i gotta head to bed now. NIGHTS people. hohoho!


lets turn to the left left left! WHEEEEE..

爱上未来的你.

will our path cross again?

Why human's mind got complicated as they grow up? Its like our mind is not as "pure" anymore like when we are young. I do wonder if i got some mental problem. I get pissed and angry rather easily recently. And im trying my best to control my temper. But today i cant control anymore. It was accumulated since yesterday. Yea. You guys must be thinking that i should let go right since it happened yesterday. No point harping on it. But the thing is im NOT harping on it at all. I just wonder if people think when they open their mouth and talk?! Or they just talk without making any common sense. I don't know seriously. Its not i cant take jokes. I CAN TAKE JOKES! COME ON. im so called a "CLOWN" in someone's eyes. A girl who never grow up, who is always so crazy. But this does not mean i can accept some sacarstic words. I wanted to let yesterday's issue over since its just a NO BIG DEAL matter. But just now another thing pissed me off again. people were saying my face can be as black as charcoal! AHHHHH. forget it! Dont rake it UP anymore.

HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO XI FEL!


always be my baby.

the winner takes it all. the loser standing small. wells, im a LOSER. =)

THOUSANDS APOLOGIES to BEST BUDDY BF!
Reason being: i IGNORE her sms for the whole day yesterday! And she dwells over it! She was telling me that she was rather pissed off with me for not replying her even when i got home. And just now she saying that we have not been talking much for this 2 days! HAHA! come on! Dont be PETTY lah! i dont meant it okie. But im really very unhappy during this few days. Like some emotional crisis seriously. HOHOHO! Oh ya, she even commented under the post! CRAZY freak.
But im better today. =) Cause partly i decided not to think so much of the unhappy things? And also i dont wish to affect the people around me with my MOODSWINGS! Blah..
Just came back from hospital! Grandma is progressing very very well though she is still in high dependency unit. She can slowly talk now and is undergoing pysiotheraphy for her legs. Seeing her getting better each days makes everyone in the family so happy. No matter how busy we are, we will still go and visit her, giving her our support. =)
Work was so much just now! AIYOYO! i was like rushing 2 things at one time. Being a HR assistant can be EASY-going and can have a HARD time! When there is something for you to do, there will be one chunk of it! But when you finished them all, you will be rotting there. LOL!
Tomorrow there will be class. So fast and another week just pass! There are 3 more assignments pending for us to HAND IN! Oh MAN! i hate ASSIGNMENTS MADNESS! If i cant finish my work, RIE will know wad i ll do next. the thing i ll do is CRY! HAHA! And im serious. i really cry in front of my lap top everytime i cant finish my work!
And the next thing im going to do next is i need to SLEEP soon. BLAH! Its getting lateeeeeeeeee... =D

Lastly, happy 20th birthday to BRO and my cousin, WENDY! (Both of them are borned at the same day, same year but different timing) LOL!

nights people.

can you hold my hand once again? 小手拉大手

POST MENSES SYNDROME is what im FACING now. i got serious moodswings these few days and inbalance hormones changes.
KNS! And i dun really feel happy! Wells. I dont know why either. But im sure im not a EMO woman! Too much random thoughts in my mind i suppose.
This morning, i nearly got late for work. I miss a minute to the bus stop and thus, i MISS the BUS! Was rather worried while on my way to office. Practically im dragging myself as i walked. I was picturing myself to the negatives sides once i reached. But things are not as bad as i thought. Nobody mention about the incident. But seriously, i feel damn DUMB over the incident. Such a stupid mistake i made! BLAH.
Was kind of busy in the noon. So much things to follow up! Called up those foremen who owe me things. Like "LOAN SHARK". But im after documents! Not MONEY! I had my quakers energy BAR for lunch plus one honeydew and papaya! im like those TB patients. *CHOY AHH* KEEP coughing nonstop! And my lungs are working so damn HARD! LOL!
Today i finally had MAGGI MEE for dinner! Its had been like yearsssss since i had that! no kidding! Mum din cook thus me and sis cooked that to eat! After dinner, i was practically couching at the sofa watching TV for 2 hours straight! I have not done that for so long! The feeling of lazing around is GOOD! =)
Just now the show was about some home visit thingy! And they were helping the families to paint their home! and each of them had a painter HAT which is so nicely made while painting and this brought back some funny memories! Cause i remembered that i did painting too last year. And i do wear the hat too! Wells, i suppose the painting i did was replaced by another person. =) Things do changed isnt it? So many things could be just easily replaced by anyone.

Some things said are not really truly from the bottom of their heart. I dont understand wad are the meaning of the things said. Everything seems like a lie to me! Please dont say anything that is not true cause it seems ridiculous and contradicting. And i dont wish to know so much either. What you say is not wad i see. U can lie to the whole world but not yourself. Think of what you really want and go for it if possible yea.Stay happy and positive. =))

我每天睡不着
想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好

(Thanks CAS PA for being able to tolerate my rantings everytime. BIG BEAR HUG)

miss DINO fel got no voice to growl for this few days! BLAH

HEY guys! Hows weekend?! Good Yea? BLAH! HAHA! My Sat and Sun are overall FRUITFUL?! LOL. Fruitful in a sense that i had so much GOOD food during this 2 days. Yea.

Yesterday met up w CAS PA! =) Watch a movie which is a secret and i cant say out the title! SHHHHHH. LOL! insanity. Yea. SHE IS LATE AS USUAL! meet her at OUT RAM! HAA. Claimed the tickets and then went to get our CHIPS CHIPS CHIPS! BLAH. Proceed to the cinema. Oh ya, we got couple seats! HAHA! FATHERLY AND DAUGHTERLY LOVE PLS! HOHOHO!

After movie, went to have my SSC at SAKAE!! AH PA cheat ME! SHE say SRI LINKA CRAB! in the end is SOFT SHELL CRAB! But its nice. =D Had a few plates of sushi also. HAHA! Crapping and laughing as usual. Met mr WOW WOW fabulous FREAK afterwhich. LOL. went to walk around for awhile. And have dinner at the foodcourt at PS. =) Walked over to centerpoint to see wad BF want to get from esprit. Meantime, me and PA were cam-whoring! HAHA!

Yea. walked over to HEEREN and TA-----DAH! Its dessert SESSION! HOHOHO! im like a monstrous dessert FREAKS! HAHA! AH PA had OREOS obsessions. MR BF got her bogey bogey cake while i got my goldmine cake with Double choc CHIP cake! all the 3 of them are damn SUPER DUPER NICE LAH! Every sweet things to me are NICE! BLAH!

Afterwhich, IS HOME SWEET HOME time. Pa went to meet HER LOVE! BF came over my place to see BOY! As usual, BOY was harrassing her somehow. HAHA! Went to bathe while she played PSP. Send her back together with Bro. Went KOVAN to get beancurd 1st before sending her back. And after we drop her off, me and BRO got lost! We drove round and round at Bishan, Ang mo Kio and upper serangoon. SO freaky right! Singapore is like so damn small. and we can got LOST! HAHA! Wad a JOKE!

This morning, woke up kinda early to bathe for BOY! =) Went to have mac breakfast with mum, sis, bro, granny and aunt at parkway. Went to walked around afterwhich to get groceries and renew sis's contract for GYM! Went back to granny's place. Went up to ah ma's room and on the aircon and PLOP to bed and sleep for 2 and a half hours! HAHA! Damn tiring! I dunnoe why. Must be MENSES fault! BLAH! A lazy sunday indeed! Went to have dinner at Grand Mecure Hotel together except that mum and dad din come.! The food is so damn MUCH! A lot of variety! HAA! The price of one person is 40+. So must eat it worthwhile isnt it? HAHA! Yea. and YES. i ate quite ALOT! So did aunt, uncle, ah ma, sis and bro! HAHA! Took alot of unglam pictures which are quite funny! BLAH! Anyway, its time for bed soon. Nights people.

lets be happy ok? *GRIN* =D

i got no voice anymore. Laugh too much. Eat too many. DAMN!

Oh wells, the results of eating too much "wang wang" biscuits is getting SORETHROAT! And yes, im feeling damn unwell with this freaking damn throat!
Just came back from school not long. Had a boring lesson. Hand in my assignment 1. Was rotting, stoning, talking to Rie thru out the class. Dont really have the "feel" to attend the class. Yea.
My mind is floating around the room. I did a rather stupid and dumb mistake which normal people dont make. I can actually book the wrong date for air ticket. And my CEO come and msged me and tell me i booked wrongly! This really affects me thru out the night. I feel so ARRRRGHHHHHHH. Was brooding over it. Yea. i know wad is done cant be undone. But seriously, im kinda DUMB yea?! YES! i AM! freaking sis, Dian wei, shi xiong, rie was trying to cheer me up and console me. Thanks people. =))
Yea.
Oh ya, Thanks BF and friend for coming to my workplace and accompany me for lunch this afternoon. =]]

i need lots of happy pills to cheer me up.

take care of yourself.

let me introduce this new friend i make to u guys! She proclaimed herself to be irresistable, charming, cute, fabulous and nice?! *VOMIT* BLAH!
Overall i can only say she is a irritating, mean, evil freaky PIG! LALALA!
Yea. Actually the main focus of the pic is my nutty vampire mudpie and not HER! LOL! i think she is going to kill me when she see this! BLAH. LOL!
Wells, weekend is coming. tml is my assignment due date. Was rushing my work. Having a bad headache just now. Guess its because it hs been raining these few days and i got drenched abit while coming for work. Oh man. I have become a weak freako! BLAH.
Today things dont go smoothly for me at work. Did something wrong. Was complaing to kelson and cas pa this morning. But luckily its solved after like 6hrs? Then i was having constipation also. Wanted to SHIT. But due to some circumstances, i waited until after lunch time. LOL! Was whining to both of them during lunch time! And when i can finally shit, there is BLOOD! Kelson was asking if i have shitted? And i told her there is BLOOD! and she say im too HEATY! Yea i think so too! Cause i have been eating so much oily and fried food these few days! GOSH! from tomorrow onwards, i will have a fruits BUFFET for all my meals. Yea, i grew fat somehow. Its time to do smth to it! BLAH.


THATS WHY YOU GO AWAY

Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head
You're the one who set it up now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
but there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away i know
Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There aint't so much for me anymore

many many thanks to everyone who did msg me yesterday. All the msg is still in my handphone. i didn't delete them at all. =]

First to call and wish me beforehand- freaking LES sis!
First to sms me - BUTT SIM!
First to sing bday song thru webcam- dearest RIE!
Last to msg me- KOH YA HUI! BLAH. HAHA! she came and msged me at 1.55am this morning! What kinda buddy is THIS?! LOL
People who did make the effort to remember my bday and msg me:
Winnie
RH
ZW
DAD
SIS
BRO
RIE
CAT
JANICE JIE
GLADYS JIE
DAVIS KOR
ANDY KOR
AUNTY ROSE
XIAO GU
DA JIU MU
JASPER
KELSON
LILL JO =))
CHRISTIE
JING
CAS PA
BF
ACE BESTIE
ROYDEN
ZI XUAN
GRACE
CHIOU PING
BUTT KOH
BUTT SIM
BUIS
TRAVIS
SALLY
SHU YUAN
=))

HUGS!

IN 45 mins time, im turning 21! HOHOHO!

Yesterday was fun fun FUN! Had a mini celebration with my mini cliques of friends and HUGE number of relatives! =))

Freaking sis and JV was the 1st two to arrive. HAA! They came too early and in the end, both of them slacked in the room. I was going in and out the room. Trying to talk to them awhile and go out and do things. Have to "supervise" rie, moo, bro, sis if they are doing their job in decorating the whole place. So much balloons were blown and hang up! =) Everything is nicely done. All thanks to god bro, royden, jia ying, siblings, moo, rie and sheena.

Everyone was asking me to go and wash up and wear smth nicer better than my shorts and T-shirt! But i just love to be casual. LOL! When its going to be 630, me and Royden went to change into our "couple" t-shirt! HAA! Its nice right with the birthday girl and birthday boy printed on it?! So CUTE and NICE when both of us wore on it! its LIMITED edition ok! lols. Thanks Jia Ying for this cute idea of yours. =)

Yea, Cas PA was in the room after i bathe! HAHA. Chatted awhile and drag them out for dinner. And i was again supervising at them to see if they eat or not?! LOL! Evon, SL and Andy just plop to the sofa once they came and in the end, i gotta serve them with the heaps of food i took. They are just lazy to move. Plus they are shy?! HAA. Then afterwhich, my 2 DEAREST butts came. Brought them to the room, show them my tattoo. LOL! And again supervise them to the catering area and see if they eat! HAA! Was making fun of AH SIM! LOL. Cause as i know she cant TAHAN warm, i purposely get her a seat under the fan! Afterwhile, Uncle travis, TS and Buis came! And the 1st thing he say is: SO where can i redeem the coupon?! HAA. He was being so lame when the moment he came and was trying to come out with crazy things to say! MDIS classmates was being "look after" by MOO and RIE! =)

I was running here and there thru out the night to make sure everything is under control and trying nt to neglect any one of them.. But i know i do left out some people. =(

The cake cutting session is the funniest part. HAA! Took alot of pictures but its too much to be uploaded and this uploading system is damn fcuking slow! OH MY GOD!

Anyway, i want to thank every each of one who came yesterday. =) Thanks for forking out the time to come for my mini celebration. I wan to thank RIE and MOO for the efforts put in for the scrap book done for me and royden. Thanks RIE for the sunflower. im caught by surprise when i saw my FAV flower! =D Thanks uncles, aunties and cousins for coming. I had my share of JOYS. I hope you guys had too. =]

This year bday is abit different. i dont have a partner to countdown with me.

its ok to be SINGLE! a RS can be A chore! BLAH. lol.

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY MISS DINO FEL!

u broke ur promise to me

Just now i was really pracitsing my HOO-XI technique while on my way back. Saw brother downstairs and preparing to go to his friend's home for mahjong. Wanted to asked him something but in the end, i rused back! Leg was like JELLY! YES! i got stomachache! The feeling is really horrible. I really hate STOMACHACHE lah! BLAH. Ate too much just now.
Lets start from morning. Woke up at 8 plus. Chit chat with mum for awhile. Brought BOY down to PEE and POO! Went to have breakfast with mum and sis. And seriously, i hate coffee shop! filled with houseflies. Damn! Affect our appetite. Awful breakfast. Went to get the things i need. Trays, sticks and blah blah blah! Then headed to shop and SAVE to get my fruits for fondune. =) Carried all the stuff back while mum went to search for my honeydew. Bathe, slack awhile before starting my essay. Was cracking my head and squeezing my brain juice. Nothing much comes out though. LOL! In the end, Mr WOW WOW FREAK called and chit chat with me over where she should watch her movie with her ex gf. -_-'' I was half listening to her, half doing my work. HAHA! multi-taskable yea. yep. Went out at 230. Took bus to town. Went to get my havainas slipper. =)) Its like finally after so long! HAHA! Went to have NYDC. A quick one. Rush to auntie there for facial. Took me 2 hours! Aunty was doing cold mask for me. FOC okie. LOL! a bday pressie for me. HEE! Now my face is filled with red pokka dots again. BLAH! Went to bugis to meet dearests! They were late. In the end, i went to get the decorations myself. LALAL! Rie called me and asked me dont try to be funny and get party hats! HAHA! I was so tempted to do so. But in the end, i didnt! Cause later im the only one who will wear! Seems stupid! LOL! Bought popper though! =D
Walked to Marina Square to have dinner. HAAA! A FULL one indeed! Was basically laughing non stop hysterically and i seriously can laugh so DAMN loudly! BLAH! Had the fry icecream thingy. It has been since a long time since i played with that though its nt very nice. OOPS! But we had our shares of fun. =)) Thanks for making my night so CRAZY. *LOVES.
And when i was on my way back, i smell like BBQ pork! My whole body, hair, hand, surface area is the frying smell. =X
Its time for bed. Later still have to wake up early to bathe for smelly BOY, have to change bed sheet and etc. HOHOHO! i shall see you guys in 16 hours time! ATTENDANCE will be taken and disciplinary actions will be taken for late comers. HAHA!
LETS HAVE FUN later! =))


will you come back to me if i say i still loves you?

Hey Guys, i have drawn our the coupons meant for my birthday party! HAHA! 2 of my helpers are of coz RIE and MOO! The main job of MOO is to give out the coupons while the main job for RIE is to BBQ for the people. Well Planned right? HAHA. My drawings are so damn super cute isnt it? HAHA! *self proclaimed* Was showing them wad i drew and all of them were saying that they are going to attend a kid's party! LOL. Seriously, i find myself DAMN silly and childish lah.

COME ON FEL! GROW UP! Today time pass rather quickly at work. Was so busy in the morning with those air tickets matter, cancellation of WP and updating things to the system. And its lunch time! Lunch in today. My HR executive Help us Packed nasi lemak. Cheap and ALOT! In the end, pass half of the rice to my guy colleague. =))

LALALA! Then after lunch, i was busy drawing my coupon. I risk my life doing that actually. HAHA. Feel so proud of my art piece afterwhich. LOL. Rushed off at 5.55 from office. Took CAB to Paya Lebar MRT. Yea. u guys must be thinking "CAB AGAIN". But the good thing is i did not cab to school! Cab to sch cost me a GRANITE! Not a bomb lahs. HAHA! Snacked before going for class. Today class was rather boring. EXCEL class. HAHA! Basically we are just doing step by step with the lecturer. And mean while im crapping with TOFU! And half way thru the class, bro called me. HE was asking me for my opinions to the handphone he plans to get for me! WHEEEEEE. YAY! im changing to a new HP! But i ll still keeps this current hp. It do have some meaning behind somehow. yea. And i think im fussy. LOL! I keep changing my tots in which hp i want to have. Initially i was telling him i wants a SE phone. In the end, i asked him to get me a SAMSUNG phone. And he keeps calling back but i cant pick up his call. Luckily, his temper is good! If not, he ll just GROWL at me for changing my mind again and again. LALALA!

Tomorrow will be going facial. =) Going to buy some decorations with dearestes! Then having dinner at YUKI YAKI! i just had that like last week?! HAHA! No more clubbing tml. =( BLAH! But we are going to POSTPONE! =) i need to rush my essays by tml! If not i will get depression next thursday. HAHA! After effect of celebrating birthday. -_-''

Oh ya, im upgraded to MR FABULOUS FREAK's best friend. HAHA! (EH, ur problem is your problem. MINE IS MINE PROBLEM. WE have drawn a LINE in between okie. A thick LINE) HAHA!

i gotta go bed soon. good nights people. GOOD weekend! =] *LOVES!

thats why you go away

When i wake up this morning, i was so tired as usual. Stepped in the toilet and to my horror, when i looked at the mirror, this is wad i saw! The picture illustrate how my face looked like this morning. There is 3 dots on my face! Its not pimples, its not mosquitoes bites and the WORST thing is i dont even know wad the HELL is it! WAS sitting infront at the mirror and staring at it for quite some time after bathing. LOL. Sounds like those depressed woman.Yea.i think its a retribution! Cause i laughed at MR WOW WOW FABULOUS FREAK yesterday. And in turn, my face got 3 dots! I suspect its BOY who passed this dots to me! Cause he only bathe once a week whereas i bathe 2 times a day! HAA!

I was soooooooooo shagged this morning. Slept at 2 last night! Was tossing and turning. Cant really sleep. BLAH!

1 more day to WEEKEND! WHEEEEEEE.

gotta go to the hospital now. shall update more later. =)

im down with FLU! kinda drowsy now. Dont have much appetite also. Skipped breakfast. HAd one bread for lunch. Dinner is BURGER KING packed by RIE. Yea. Cabbed to school! Expensive journey loh! BLAH. This morning, MR WOW WOW FABULOUS PIG was complaining to me that she did not sleep well last night because she was feeling itchy. Was laughing when i saw her msg. Was telling her that its either she is DIRTY cause she did not bathe or her bed got BUG! HAHA.
And she was complaining to me the whole day that she feels ITCHY! And just now she finally went to see the doctor and got a DAY of MC! no. is 3 DAYS!
im SOOOOOOOO happy about the upcoming bday plans. Was telling MOO and RIE what im going to do. And they were laughing so hysterically. They say my bday seems like a carnival with my dumb plans. HAHA! LALALA!
Finally got my cakes and buffet list settled. On sunday will go and get my BBQ stuff. Saturday will go and get abit of DECO stuffs. BLAH. am going bed now.



i have a dream of You and ME

Was talking to CAS PA on the phone earlier. Initially was asking her for some advice on some matter. Ended up, i start my nonsense and i was laughing hysterically again. BLAH. HAA!
tsk tsk tsk. Feel so confused now. i got my GUEST list done. Invite only 15 friends. Thats pretty little isnt it? HAA! Royden invite around that amount of friends also. Anyway, we make it a point that its a mini celebration. And dumb kelson now says she wants to come to the chalet with her gf! HAA! initially she say she is afraid to see my family members. But now she says the more the merrier. dumb dumb FREAK! Blah. Anyway, i told her that if she is free, we can go for CRABBING session together. i got the CRAVING please. LALALA! MR POO give me face to come my partayyyyy despite ZW ll come later. LOL! =]]
Today i went to sembawang ship yard for meeting! HAA! Everyone was cycling across the whole island. LOL! Met most of the foremans. =) A nice experience afterall. And when i get back office, there are tons of work for me to DO! DAMN! Thus tml, i gotta rush for my work. BLAH.
i gtg bed now. tml finally i can go and cut my HAIR! Have been dragging since saturday! Its growing thicker. How nice it is. HOHOHO.


nights people.



原来我们活在两个世界

HAHA! silly BOY!

When it comes to boredom, i will start to be CRAZY!

BLAHHHHHHHHH.

GIRLS POWER!

=D
Look at the amount of prawns we HAD!
FOOD CRAZE!

ACT CUTE WOMAN! HOHOHO!


HAA! My BEST medicine of ALL.

I shall not make my BLOG private. Rie and BUTT were saying that im hiding things from them eversince i put as private. HAA! Craziness. Blah.

Wells. Weekend is rather alright for me? =] Friday was HALLOWEEN! Met BUTT for dinner. A late dinner indeed. BLAH. Initially going clubbing. But in the end, having 2nd tot, i decided to give it a miss. Manage to "KETCHUP" with BUTT after like not meeting for a mth? We talked more than we eat! HAA! Was kinda "ji dong" when we touched on some issues. Had BENS and JERRYS for dessert despite after we had a FULL dinner. Not single scoops but DOUBLE sccoops! Sounds monstrous isnt it? LOL! Headed back to her car as we are both lazy to walk around and eat! And while we r settling down in the car, we realised that infront of us, there is this couple who r also enjoying their icecream in the car. HAA! me and Butt are laughing hysterically when we saw that! Everyone is hiding in the car for icecream. lols. BLAH.

Saturday, Met cliques they all for lunch buffet at MS! HAA! Manage to catch up with them after 2 weeks for not meeting them. HAHA! Ate so much till i have to CAB home afterwhich. Was feeling so grouchy on my way back home. Din open my mouth and talked much. Cause dont really feel good. Rushed home to bathe and went hosp. The worst thing is my dad still asked me to drive with my HEAVY stomach! how nice of him. LOL! Was at hosp for quite some time before going town with bro. I drag him to go and meet my classmates and rie they all. We went drinking as a post celebration for MOO's bday. Open one bottle of Chivas and ordered one jug of beer. We finish the bottle in ard 1 hrs time. HAHA! WHEE! I just cant wait for next SAT to come. BIRTHDAYYYY BASH for ME!!!!!!!! =D

Went Hospital at 1210am. Ah ma was send for scopic op to stop her internal bleeding. And the thing end around 3. Everything went smoothly. =))

Cant wake up early to bathe for BOY this morning, And thus, Mum helped him to BATHE. THANKS MUM! =) Reached hosp at 12. Was there till 8! HAA! And now my back is ACHING like HELL! The chair there is so damn STIFF! Plus my MENSES is coming and make me feel damn uncomfortable! And before i came home just now, ah ma woke up! YES! We went in to call her. She tried to open her eyes and look at us. I was telling ah ma to rest well and JIA YOU! And she nod her head. =) Feel so happy that ah ma is awake. WHEE

Anyway, i gtg bed now. Weekends pass so super FAST LAH! WAH PIANG!

i cant wait for next saturday to come! BIRTHDAY BASHHHHHH! BLAH! MAKE ME DRUNK PLS! HAHAHA!

next sunday, there will be a MINI celebration! People, do remember to come! Attendence will be taken! LOL. =D

im getting a icecream cake. WHEEEEEEE.