POST MENSES SYNDROME is what im FACING now. i got serious moodswings these few days and inbalance hormones changes.
KNS! And i dun really feel happy! Wells. I dont know why either. But im sure im not a EMO woman! Too much random thoughts in my mind i suppose.
This morning, i nearly got late for work. I miss a minute to the bus stop and thus, i MISS the BUS! Was rather worried while on my way to office. Practically im dragging myself as i walked. I was picturing myself to the negatives sides once i reached. But things are not as bad as i thought. Nobody mention about the incident. But seriously, i feel damn DUMB over the incident. Such a stupid mistake i made! BLAH.
Was kind of busy in the noon. So much things to follow up! Called up those foremen who owe me things. Like "LOAN SHARK". But im after documents! Not MONEY! I had my quakers energy BAR for lunch plus one honeydew and papaya! im like those TB patients. *CHOY AHH* KEEP coughing nonstop! And my lungs are working so damn HARD! LOL!
Today i finally had MAGGI MEE for dinner! Its had been like yearsssss since i had that! no kidding! Mum din cook thus me and sis cooked that to eat! After dinner, i was practically couching at the sofa watching TV for 2 hours straight! I have not done that for so long! The feeling of lazing around is GOOD! =)
Just now the show was about some home visit thingy! And they were helping the families to paint their home! and each of them had a painter HAT which is so nicely made while painting and this brought back some funny memories! Cause i remembered that i did painting too last year. And i do wear the hat too! Wells, i suppose the painting i did was replaced by another person. =) Things do changed isnt it? So many things could be just easily replaced by anyone.

Some things said are not really truly from the bottom of their heart. I dont understand wad are the meaning of the things said. Everything seems like a lie to me! Please dont say anything that is not true cause it seems ridiculous and contradicting. And i dont wish to know so much either. What you say is not wad i see. U can lie to the whole world but not yourself. Think of what you really want and go for it if possible yea.Stay happy and positive. =))

我每天睡不着
想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好

(Thanks CAS PA for being able to tolerate my rantings everytime. BIG BEAR HUG)

miss DINO fel got no voice to growl for this few days! BLAH