after sooooooooooooo long, my alcohol rash came back. HAA! i "forced" them to come out after yesterday. Went PLAY with cliques. partay until i nearly DROP! had vodka, shots, lambor, waterfall!
After all this alcohol gets into me, the worst part came. i became the MERLION! HAA! rushed out to puke. And after puking, i cried. Seems comical isnt it? And i realised there are a few people sitting in the middle of the road. and they are DRUNK! so i supposed im still not as bad as them. Buddy was beside me looking at me being the MERLION! and when i started to cry, she asked me a qsn:"are u very sad?"
Oh wells, i do feel sad for some reason.
Cabbed home, stay at the voideck and started to puke out everything. The feeling is really horrible to the MAX! Stumbled home. Changed and PLOP on the bed. Afterwhich, the puking sensation came. Went to puke again. gross. Went back to bed.
Woke up at 945. Went to see doctor. Right side of my brain is fucking painful! Giddy.
Initially doctor wanted to give me 2 days of MC! But one day will do since tml im nt working. Bought some desserts home for mum and sis. Onlined awhile. Slept until 4 plus. Drag myself outta bed. Mum was nagging at me to eat.
OH YA. and one thing to ADD ON! THE FRONT PART OF MY HAIR GOT BURNT WHILE DRINKING WATERFALL! I GOT A SHOCK OUTTA MY LIFE WHEN I SAW THOSE BROWN DRIED THINGY ON MY HEAD THIS MORNING! I THOUGHT IT WAS SOME THING STUCK THERE AND TRIED TO REMOVE THEM! BUT IT WAS MY HAIR! IT BCOME SO BRITTLE WHEN I TRIED TO PULL! BLAH!

i had enough fun. now its time for assignment. MISS ALI BABA is saying that i have been clubbing for this 3 mths and did not do my work. BLAH! ok. i shall be good and finish up soon.


redanggggggggggggggg, here we come. :))

i bought my shades. =D

had a fun night today. =))
went to Cas Pa's house today with buddy.
Last minute decision.

whole morning and noon was at library with rie. =
assignments are driving us mad! but no worries. we are still surviving.

and its time for bed now.


nights people.

its right to say that if you love that person, you have to accept him/her.
But somehow there is a limit to how much one can accept them.
And saying accepting the person's everything, it does not means that the feeling for another party should be neglected isnt it?
In a relationship, its a two-way communication issue.
An old phrase saying:"it takes two hand to clap."
Well, i suppose things are meant to end up this way?

Anyway, lets talk abt my routine for ytd?
HAA! nothing much. As usual, worked and in the evening, went to meet BUTT! its has been like 1223344556677 years since we met up! miss KOH YA HUI was supposed to meet us too. But she got smth on. So we shall catch up w her in MARCH! =)
dinner at CA at MS! Cas Pa and Ros joined us afterwhich. Crapped, laughed, talked.
BUTT drove me back while PA and Ros got their own program. *evil grin* ;)

This morning, woke up at 8am. Buddy came over my place after her work.
fetch me to SIMEI to get my phone fixed. Had breakfast at coffee shop. -_-''
Saw a long Q for S.H.E! Went to find the service shop! Warranty card did not update! And we went to look all over LEVEL 3 while its at LEVEL 2! Thanks to CAS PA for telling me. If not.........................................buddy will have to go J8 with me. LOL! and POOR hp have to go for a thorough modification! HAHA! the damage impact is too HUGE!
Went to Pets Safari to get buddy's doggies stuff! shoes, leash, collar, food, bowl, tidbits! =D
a new family member of hers, a miniature schnauzer. And his name is Call BB! But this DAMN freak dont really welcome her BB to her house! She can niam all day long please. PIAK! Went back to her place to @@ her dog. And seriously, its fcuking cute! SMALL and SHY at first! lol. and he welcome us with his noisy BARKS!

Was looking thru buddy's photo album! and its damn FUNNY please. lols.
Buddy went to slp. and i cabbed home.
bought rojak!
ate.
slept!
oh man.
FATS! BLAH
woke up, doing assignment.
And now the time is 9pm.
its time for dinner. no! supper.

nights

i go my way. :))

its a sad thing when people have to teach you what to do and what should not be done.
HAA! and its more sad when you can claim that you have change but yet you told people that you dont the intention to change at all. CONTRADICTING isnt it?
And i threw away the sunflower. Its something given out of unwillingness. i feel so STUPID outta sudden. When i think back, i feel that everything is so wrong.
"lets make things simple?" HAA! simple in what way? To accept for who you are even if unhappiness arise and we have to bear w them? YES! i keep them in me until i cant take them anymore.

its ok. Everything is over. :))



no existence.

its all accumulate from a slight unhappiness from the beginning.
i let it past.
another unhappiness drop by.
i let it past too.
Everytime whenever i can tell u my unhappiness in a smiley way,
is it a joke to u?
i just dun wish to quarrel.
though i have said them out, those unhappiness are still inside my heart somehow.
i thought you will feel my unhappiness.
but you did not.
or is it im too crazy everytime that you think im OK?
Insensitivity is the excuse used everytime.
Seriously, sick and tired are all i want to say.
If everything has to be taught and said out,
i seriously got nothing to say but i feel sad for myself.
eventually i have to face it, i know.

Yes, i will face them after i sort out what exactly i want.



i just wish to be alone.
really.

Thanks dear friends for trying to cheer me up this few days.
but i dont feel good still.

and this sat is finally the day whereby im going to pluck fruits at desaru. In total, i gotta bring back 11 mango and 1 strawberry STALK! lol.
2-home
1-rie
1-cas pa
1-buddy
2-grandmotherS.
1-kelson's ah ma
1-DEE
1-bestie
1-myself!

and the last strawberry STALK shall be given to kelson!


i cant wait for 14th march to come. redang is waiting for us!

oh my god! im in holiday mood.. blahhh...

see the contrast of the big PRAWN and the smaller prawn.

i swear my ah ma's kong BAK pau is the nicest in the world.

my fabulous ah ma! =D

introducing my mum, popo,dad, ME, my bro and SIS! We got the same smile. =D


!

ME!

some pictures for this weekend. =)

am i expecting too much? HAA!

lets keep it simple?

sometimes, somethings are better left to be unsaid. Its just about common sense and taking some initiative.

never mind.




yep. time for assignment soon. good day people. =)

now everyone is using the word: TO THE MAX!
lols. its a funny 3 words.

blah.


imissyou. =]

Went library earlier. Borrowed 2 books. So heavy and baby had to carry for me in her bag. OOPS!
This means im gg to start assignment soon. BLAH!
and i think my waist really expand by 10 cm! Had a full dinner. BURPPPPPP!


next weekend, im gg to import mango from msia.
So people, dun have too much fun without ME!


im your angel. =D

my boy can be a MODEL eh.

ST JAMES with CAS PA, BUDDY, KELSON and DEE!

hope everything goes well for buddy. :)) we will always be here for you alright.

things dont really goes well at work. Feel so disgusted with the people there. Saying nasty things about their own colleagues. BE it work matters or private matters. Even when people should have a baby, they can have a topic about it! This shows. HAA!

And to people who dont cherish their life, please wake up the idea of dying because its STUPID!

Even w/o a partner, its not the end of the world. Use ur time meaningfully and do something which is more worth it.

Baby, please take good care of urself since u have been sick for the past few days. BLAH! if not next sat, u ll stay in singapore. LALALAL!

tired to the VERY MAX! its 8.36pm now. and im slping. hohoho!

finallyyyyyyyyy, alcohol rash came and BUG me. i was still telling rie and moo yesterday that i dont have them anymore. but thank to my "crow mouth", they are here stuck on my leg! WHOOOHOO!
Have been drinking soooooooo much alcohol. And my blood vessels streams are filled with chivas, vodka. Went St James on fridayy with buddy,Cas PA, kelson and dee. Mono-tonousss night at first. Boring to the very MAX! yea. Drank flaming laaaaaaambogini with dee. WOOO! its burningggggggg initially. but SHIOK! drank 3 glasses of ribena vodka. 2 shots! and yes, THE party STARTS! lol.
its like some burning of fats session. Cause we are jumping up and down.
And the four of them went to have their supper session at MAC!
and cas pa was saying im being NOISY throughout.
oops.
Buddy sent me back. But before i go up to her bike, she was reminding me not to move and talk. And seriously, im too tired to move. My hands were practically stuck on her shoulder until i reached home.
Last night went to cousin's place for mini gathering. And all parents went over to Da gu's place. LOL! had karaoke sessions, gambling session and lastly drinking session. Playing all sorts of game. Sailor game, 007, big fish/small fish, indian poker and etc. All the games are so crazy please. were laughing our ass off! HAHA!
And forfeits are all about drinking! -_-''
And i become grumpy and grouchy at 1am! cause im so tired and sticky.
And everyone can see im exploding soon.
Cabbed home.
Bathed, called baby and chat for awhile and after 5 mins, fell into deep sleep.

And i just finish my part for assignment. Going to bathe for boy, going to gym for awhile.
tonight will be going to cousin's housewarming.
blahhhhhhhhh. what a tiring weekend.

im not a good friend.