its a sad thing when people have to teach you what to do and what should not be done.
HAA! and its more sad when you can claim that you have change but yet you told people that you dont the intention to change at all. CONTRADICTING isnt it?
And i threw away the sunflower. Its something given out of unwillingness. i feel so STUPID outta sudden. When i think back, i feel that everything is so wrong.
"lets make things simple?" HAA! simple in what way? To accept for who you are even if unhappiness arise and we have to bear w them? YES! i keep them in me until i cant take them anymore.

its ok. Everything is over. :))



no existence.