Yesterday i took this picture while doing homework on my bed. He was practically squeezing with me at one side of my bed.
Today workload is soooooooooooo much at work.
SO MANY WORKERS RESIGNED!
had to rush out so many things.
tomorrow is time shitting day.

DAMN!

school was boring as usual.
my mind was like floating out of MDIS!
HAA!
cant wait for PH to come.
i need to sleep for 10 hours str8!
this thurs will be madness day again.
inject myself with alcohol!
jumping up and down.
i want to buy a set of pyjamas!

alright.
time to head to bed.


its pretty clear
unexplainable questions.

today i didnt suffer from any monday blues.
=))
But rather im awake.
Last night, i toss and turn till 130am and slowly, the drownsiness came.
I think im suffering from insomnia.
HAA!
have been doing assignments till late nights.
not realy last minute work.
But all came at one go.
Dont really have much brain cells left after every nights.
How sad it can be?! LOL
And i dont have much energy left to argue and quarrel over minor issues.
I seriously hopes that people dont use their own way of thinking and concepts and put in my way of thinking of concepts yea.
Its rathering annoying at that moment of time seriously.

and im do feel disappointed in some friend's issue.
somehow, humans and the things happening do change yea?
Thats of cause isnt it? LIFE STILL GOES ON!
The earth is still spinning.
And i can keep defending for the changes occurred.
Seems like im living in my own world.
How lame this can be?!
As promised, i ll keep to my words and not interfere in all the things that are gonna happen in future.

Yep.
good nights.


the incomplete painting on the wall.
shall we complete it together?
or leave it as it is.

i dont know.

wells. weekends just pass at a glance yo. And basically, i have done NOTHING at all! Except for eating eating and ONLY EATING!
Seriously, living in SPORE is just about eating isnt it?
Went for BAZERINZ to have my long awaiting dessert yesterday.
pretty sinful YO!
Reached home around 11. Kinda late and initially i wanted to do my homework please.
But i cant fight against the slping spell!
goodness.
Woke up around 730 this morning.
Bathe for BOY.
Usual routine for sunday.
went out at 845 after packing my barangs and head to harbour front to meet up with Pa they all!
And YES, the weather is damn super duper hot please.
We went to palawan beach, our usual HOT SPOT, place our mat, put out bags, apply our tanning oil and HAA HAA! its time to roast the PIGS!
And the heat is so unbearable. And after 45 mins or so, we packed up and GO!
Bathe, tram back to VIVO and then went SIMEI to get my phone fixed!
And this time round, the screen sensitivity is not sensitive anymore.
Thanks to this particular person who msged me at 2 plus in the morning which caused it to hang!
LOL.
but anyway, this phone seems to be prone to kinda much of problems.
And after bringing my hp to b fixed, came home.
and SLEEEEEEEP!
And while im in deep slp, i got a call.
And guess wad?! MY HP is ready for collection yo!
FAST AND EFFICIENT as compared to last mth whereby i waited for 4 days?

Went for dinner with parents and sis.
Rush home to see star search
Sounds like a craze.
HAA!
And i was trying my best to do my work while the tv is ON!
BUT my eyes are practically stuck to the tv screen
AND I DID NOT GET ANYTHING DONE OUT FROM THAT 3 hours!
BLAH!
And now the time is 12.46am.
I finally finish the write up.
HOHOHO!
After work later, i ll have to rush my check list for my assignment.
=))
alright. time to head for bed.

things are not as beautifully as it should be.
lets not get too serious.
sucidal, it happens unknowningly.
nice one indeed.

thanks MR IRRITANT FREAK to make such a sacrifice for us on 16th may!
To take leave at work.
And rent a car.
AND, we ll head to SENTOSA with our dogs.
BIBI,BOY,CHUBBY and COLA!

And the most stupid and ridiculous thing is the car cant drive exceed 100km!
we have to pay after 100km.
what a JOKE?!
HAHA!
KNS!
and on that night, we will also be having a BBQ! =)
HOHOHO!
and also celebrating our FRENSHIP DAY.

LOVES U GUY MANY MANY!



lets keep it going.
=))

<3

cabbed home with RIE just now. MY LAST PIECE of 10 bucks in wallet.
OOPS!
class end late!
DAMN!
and rie was saying my eyes are "LOR LOR".
THANKS EH!
blah.


sweeeeeeeeeeeeeetest addiction.

can i have a mango cake soon?
i love mangooooooooooooooooo.
=))

Firstly happy birthday to MOM!
Had our dinner at one of the restuarant in BEDOK!
its under one HDB block.
But the food is not bad.
Photos will be up in FB after sis upload.
im lazy to do so. LOL
and i had,
2 cold crab by myself.
wootz.
high cholestro i know.
Plus the cereal prawn.
omg!
i simply love seafood to te very very max!
im called the crab queen by my parents.
and outta track abit, im called the cab queen by my frens and cousins.
HAHA!
Oh yea. Bro came back from HK today.
He gotten me a VODKA MANGO! =))
and a magic baby pooh money clipper.
And when i saw its a baby pooh, i web cam w CAS PA to show her.
she CHEY ME and say she saw it b4 already.
I thought she will be fascinated!
HAHA!
never mind.

lalala. its time for bed.
i just drank a cup of hot water.
hoping my food will just digest faster
oh gosh!
anyway, i cant wait to have BBQ soon in MAY with BUDDIES! =D
and our dogs gathering. WOOOOOOOOOF WOOOOOOOOF!

good nights people.

i dreamt of us last night
lying on the grassland,
looking at the stars up in the sky,
smiling happily.
Got woken up and
i realised
it just a dream.

i wonder something.
do you miss me?

CAN U BELIEVE THAT THE TEMPERATURE OUT THERE IS 35 degree CELCIUS! OMG PLS! i can MELT! and i just ate a cup of dark chocolate icecream. and before i start to eat them, it started to melt! In the end, i had chocolate MILK SHAKE! LOL.

Yesterday, cab with sis to CHINATOWN POINT! and though we cabbed there, we were perspiring like as if we r in sauna.

Walked to LIANG COURT afterwhich. and while walking over, Took a couple of crazy pictures which are in my FACEBOOK! Wanted to go there and sing. and guess wad, BORING LIANG COURT is filled with people. SO in the end, We have to cab to CINELEISURE. Sing from 4.20 till 8! LOL! And seriously, singing is my favourite hobby. And 4 hours are never enough! HAHA! Bus to PS with sis. Met GF there. Sis went to meet her friend. Yea. And CAS PA and ROS were late! BLAH! and while waiting for them, i went to settle my dinner and guess wad?! My dinner was TOAST bread and 2 hard boiled egg! COOL EH! HAHA!

Went to the GRAND CATHAY cinema to catch our show. And before the show, me and CAS PA are flaunting our malaysia accents. And i cant stopped laughing. HOOOOHOOOHOOO!

Yea. and after the show, i cabbed to grandma place. So random right. Stayed overnight. =)

And as usual, grandma will be at the living room watching tv and waiting for me. HAHA! Went upstairs to look for aunt. Settle down my stuff and went to bathe. Grandma on her room's aircon for it to be cooooooool. And after bathing, i was like showing off my shades as i was unpacking my bag! Aunt and grandma were saying that im like a 明星 . I was telling them im more like a 大猩猩 . HAHA! yea. Went to grandma's room to read my CLEO magazine on the mattress and while waiting for my hair to dry. Grandma was practically showering me with bolsters, pillows, and blanket. HAHA! and telling me which pillow is nice to slp on. And i was surrounded with them. FEEL SO PROTECTED please. Off the light and chat with grandma in the darkness. HAHA! she was lying on the bed facing me. LOL. and we were chatting about the past when im young, about life, about everything. and after 30 mins, i realised she didnt talk anymore. HAA! this is when she FELL ASLEEP! My talking is like lullaby isnt it? HAHA! and soon after grandma fell asleep, i slept too. =) Woke up this morning at 930 when grandma went to draw the curtain as the sun shone on my butt! HAHA! she is afraid i got sun burnt on my BUTT! lol. Woke up, and walked to aunt's room to wake her up. Bathe, and went downstair to brush teeth. and the maid appear behind me! Got a shock. LOL! cause she is wearing red also.

the 3 of us Walked to parkway to meet mom and sis there. Had MAC breakfast! =))

Just bathe for boy not long ago.

And now, i need to sleep soon. i feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel so sleepy during this hot weather.

tonight still gotta do my homework.

DAMN! *GROWL*

tml uncle travis is coming my co and work.

oh man! i can sense the bad aura. LOL

anyway, MR J, work hard for ur new job yea. =)

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD nights people. =D

things are decided this way.

that special feeling between us.

you know what i mean. =)

one crazy thing i just did with boy.
At 1215pm where the SUN is high up in the sky, i bring him down to the the fenced up court to have a run!
Come on, He is a gun hound dog whereby he should be doing hunting with the hunter ok!
But now he seems to be the family dog, lazing around with my mum at home.
LOL.
and yes, both of us sweat it out! SHIOOOOOOOOOOK!

And one thing to be HAPPY about for MYSELF!
My da yi ma FINALLLLLLLLLLLY came yesterday!
WOOTZ!
It got stuck for 2 months inside me.
And finally it came out after i drank barley.
That is why i say BARLEY DO MAKE WONDER!
YEA!
Yesterday went to have dinner at jack's place with GF!

Tonight will be meeting cas PA, and her gf for movie in town. =))
And now, i will be preparing to go out with sis to chinatown. HOHOHO!

have a good weekend people!


the fact in reality
being random is COOL and TRENDY! LOL. =D

heyo. its has been 5 days since i update my post.
Wells. Alot of things happened recently.
First and foremost, i would like to wish Buddy all the best in her new rs!
Hope they will be happy and loving always. HOHOHO!
Yea. and all this while, i have been sooooooooooo tired.
Be it physically or emotionally.
And one thing not to be missed out, yesterday was friendship day between me,bf and casper.
HAPPY FRIENSHIP MY LOVES! =)
Initially, we are meeting out to eat cakes at CA. But as Cas pa was sick, me and buddy went to have dinner at old airport road. Afterwhich went to have swensens icecream with kel and dee at compass point. Sinful please!
But its a happy night. =)

and recently, i can be super random in my tots. HAA! random until everyone says im VERY RANDOM!
Somehow i dun feel happy. Somehow, i feel lost in someway. Somehow, i feel that something is lacking. Its just alot of somehow which i cant explain.
There is just a very weird feeling in me which i really dont know how to explain them out!
YES!
i think insanity overruns my mind which makes my emotions unstable.
HOHOHO!

And today while at work, i was asking one of my colleague to talk more. Seriously, i cannot stand it when one person can sit there like a woodblock listening to people talking and he can dont talk at all! Maybe im a chatter box and i know its nothing wrong not to talk. But please show ur existence to people at times yea. And for goodness sake, he is a guy! -______-''


yep. And menses has been delayed for 2 months! HOW WONDERFUL THIS IS YEA! HAA!
im getting abnormal. seriously.
alright. time for bed.
nights folks.


my life lies in my own hand. (this is quoted from the quiz i took in FB) =D
pig love. =)

TOTAL madness yesterday at PLAY!
reached around 9! And the crowd starts to come in.
Its freaking crowded with all the girls,women.
LOL.
Share 2 jugs w moo and jo.
Had abit of Hoe garden.
Had a glass of asahi.
Had one flamming lumbor.
Had one Sex on the beach.
HAA!
and im abit screw loose.
:))
Keep running to the toilet.
LONG Q!

Went back around 2 plus while others still stay on.
Saw bestie, sharon, dee and kel at maxwell afterwhich
They can still eat.
HAA! Cabbed home w gf.
And once i alighted, ran to the drain to vomit.
And next thing i know is dad was behind me.
He is gg to market.
And he was saying: why drink until like this?
I told him i m fine.
And he looked at me until i enter the lift.
HAA! Managed to bathe.
And then after bathing, PLOP on the bed.
Concuss until this morning at 7!
Wake up, open the fridge. and drank ice water
YES! ICE WATER!
i feel very thirsty seriously
slept back till 1030!
And i woke up because i smell something WEIRD!
And it came from my quilt!
I smell BOY'S urine smell!
But its not wet or anything.
rather pissed!
Cause its really smelly to the VERY MAX!
and now mum has to wash.
That means i will slp w.o my blanket!

i still feel dizzy now.
HAA!
just had brunch nt long.
going to nap awhile.
meeting kel, dee, bestie, sharon, gf for dinner at pariss.
LOL.

yea.
nights.



难道要很多考验还要很多抱歉
才能够证明我会爱你到永远
寻寻觅觅我们还是又回到了原点

im gg PLAY tonight. :))
wont drink much.
this morning went to HSA for blood donation.
Afterwhich went for facial which results in POKKA DOTS on my face now.
OH MAN!
im fugly now.

OH YEA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR JASPER! =)
u r older by a yr. SO please be sensible alright!
HOHOHO!


why i cant get enough of you?

i dont know what the hell is on my forearm.
Its swollen, red and looks like those bloated up mosquitoes bites!
Was screaming for mum in the morning when i saw them.
She apply medicated oil for me, hoping it ll be gone.
But they are still intact on my arm.
and whoever who saw them were asking me: "FEL WHAT IS IT ON UR ARM?"
for goodness sake, how am i suppose to know please.
Today's lesson was rather horrible!
i was nodding my head away thru out the class.
Damn tired.
and my eye lid just cant open. it seems like its 10000000kg! HAHA!

And on thurs, im ON LEAVE! HAAA!
Will be going to cut my hair, and gg for facial.
HOHOHO!
and im still deciding if i should go on this thurs to PLAY!
no feel to club seriously.
Surprising eh?
BLAH!



choose the right one, right path to go.
we create our own way.
Its either we move? or we dont.
:)

weekend was a tiring and happy one.
On friday, went to have dinner with cliques in town.
Buddy was wearing so HANNNNNNNDSOME! and we were making fun of her.
LOL.
Went to Hong Kong's Cafe.
Had a feast there. HAA!
And because of the feast, we become a member there.
The manager is practically bugging us to sign up their membership.
And because i got so irritated with her screechy voice, and YES, i ll be their member.
BLAH!
Watched shopaholic afterwhich.
Buddy met her date to watch also.
LOL! The show was quite funny.
Had a great laugh.
=))

And as for saturday, Went to grand's place in the morning.
Had lunch and then cabbed home with sis.
Buddy came up my place.
Had her lunch while waiting for me to bathe and prepare.
went to JP to get something.
Afterwhich, went to Cas's pa house for painting session.
Her house was sooooooooo messy please.
LOL.
i was saying that we are filming the "make over house" variety show.
Changed to our casual attire and we start to clean the wall.
Buddy was busy pasting the newspaper on the floor
HAA! So united eh.
Then we start to paint and meantime, me and buddy did have a lill arguements.
Its like AS USUAL! HAA!
Its a tiring thing to paint, SERIOUSLY!
bending up and down. Squatting here and there!
BLAH!
Our clothes all got stained and not forgetting our arms and legs!
Had a hard time scrubbing those paints off!
And thanks to CAS PA, she lend me one toothbrush to scrub my foot! HAA!
And dinner for that day is curry chicken and beehoon the maid cooked!
ANDDDDDD, my teriyaki salmon and steamed EGG! WHEEE! i cooked them myself!
Its nice. =))
And i want to thank Buddy very much for some things she done for me on that day.
i really really appreciate it! =)
HUGS! I LOVEEEEEEEEE U SO MUCH! HOHOHO!

And on Sunday, went to Sentosa with cliques! And it was raining.
But we still had fun that day playing softball, captain's ball, volley ball.
And i saw Darren there. He became a life guard and he was so tanned please.
He recognised me still. LOL. =)
Went to have steamboat in the evening.
HAHA! A FULL ONE indeed.

and home sweet home.


my whole body is aching like fcuk now.
SHITS!
BLAH!



a mask im wearing.
You r fake, indeed.
why must you always lie?
Thanks God, i have seen everything.


Baby, you are being missed by me. =D