i totally forgot about my old blog link.
until i read bestie's BLOG.
she got my old and current blog's URL.
and i went in to take a @@.
2 years of blog posts are still intact.
HAHA!
Weekends just passsssssssssssssss so quickly.
Wonder if Cas Pa got bought my KOOOOOOOOROPOK or not?
Wonder if AH KEL got buy my PORRRRRRRRRRRKY floss or not?
HAHA!

And my dear sis went to bought a BLACK BERRY HP just now for $500 dollars.
HAHAH!
i was telling dad that i want $200 to TATTOO!
and he was saying he will HAMMER me if im gg to tattoo!
cause the 1st tattoo, i din ask for his consent.
OOPS!
im gg to bed now.
i feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeels tired now.
nights PEOPLE.




come on'
LETS GO!
:)

Restuarant CITY server SUX!
i think my 5 employees are going to die of tiredness and hunger.


idiotic.

chill out session next week YO!
CAS PA! do think abt it yea.
HAHA!
DEE was saying smth which makes me laugh
SHE CLAIMS THAT IT HAS BEEN MILLION YEARS SINCE WE HAD SHOTS TOGETHER.
HAHAHHA!

asssssssssssssignment do make me crazy.
sians.

the lecturers was saying me and rie talks alot!
WHICH MEANS WE R TALKATIVE!
THANK HUHS?!



shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i want to sleep now.

i was singing.
Boy was looking at me with his big eyes.
He must be wondering: WOW! she sings well!
HAA.
and i think he understands what i say to him.
:))
and my CUTE gf was asking me to pretend not to know she is going to buy me a watch.
and she asked me to choose what i like.
LOL.
RIDICULOUS right.

time for bed.


call me FAT LI CIA in future.

catch me in IRC: FAT_FEL
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!


always keep me flying high in the sky.
:))

ONE WORD to describe what im feeling now.
SHAGGGGGGGNESS!
just came home from project discussion!
was trying ways and means to TACKLE our this module- LAW!
Seriously, this MODULE IS HORRIBLE!
and i feeeeeeeeeeeel LOST!
come on~ im not familarise with LAW please.
and this thurs, we are going to have our presentation.
WOOOOOOOHOOO!
ITS malu-ing session for ME yo!
HAHAH!
And my sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet gf came and go and home with me.
Despite that my project ends at around 10!
And also despite she came from home.
:))
Trained home with RIE! and she was BULLYING me from the moment baby came!
Cause i was disturbing her while she was chatting with JER on the phone! LOL.
LALALA! i love being a PARRRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOT!
HAHAHAHAHA!
Walked from from eunos MRT.
The weather was sooooooooooooooooooooooo damn WARM please.
and i was complaining to baby that i wan a CAR ASAP!
but she says she want a HOUSE more!
WHATEVER! Then u shall get the hse. i shall get MY CAR!
HAHA!

and i happen to read some of the random friends' BLOG!
feel that their life are rather SAD!
its like their blog is all about their sadness.
how they drown their sorrows.
how much they love the girl they like.
But in the end, that girl dont love them.
YES! Blog is about writing out how u feel, your tots.
But, WHY SO NEGATIVE?
add some colours to LIFE YO!
=D
....................................................

ok. stop being random fel.

anyway, THANKS BABY for coming today.
:))
time for ASSIGNMENTS before heading to bed.


i need a rubber watch badly.
:(

HEY folks, 一眨眼 weekends just passssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
And why is it called weekend? Weekend suppose to be very relaxing and nice to have a good rest!
But my weekends seems to be hectic and tiring.
with assignments and etc.
HAHA!
On friday, baby bought me to Kuishin BOWL! ok
should be KUISHIN BO!
Cause i had a craving for SUSHI badly.
But over there, there are also other considered "NICE" food there.
got baby's favvvvvvvvvvv UNAGI, salmon!
Got my favvvvvvvvvvv prawn, yaki tori and the not very BIG snow crab pincer.
LOL..
Took some pictures.
But im lazy to upload.
BLAH!
Watched night at the museum 2!
Not as nice as part 1!
And the worst part is i DOZE off in the midst of the show.
OOPS!
Cabbed home afterwhich.
And on saturday, woke up at 9am!
rie called me to cfm the timing to go grand's place.
LOL
met her at the usual place. The weather is damn super hot to the extreme until we went to get BUBBLE TEA!
Had a very light lunch.
Went to take bus to Library. And rie can say my head was swaying from left to right when i doze off!
HAHA!
Went to do research. The topic is too vague till we cant really find the informations.
and our later part of the evening is DAMN INTO OUR assignments!
Dinner was at MAD JACK at 10pm!
COOL HUHS?! The oily food made us feel so ERRRRRRRRRRRRR....
reached home around 11 PLUS!
As usual, bathe and PLONK to my bed!
Woke up at 10 plus this morning.
Feeling tired still.
Bought BOY down to PEE AND POO!
ate breakfast!
and do some homework.
Gf still can come and tell me she ate Sakura for lunch.
HAA!
Napped for 2 hrs.
Just had dinner with parents and sis at Parkway.
Went to buy OLAY facial mask to put. I dont wan to have a dry and wrinkled FACE!
i will freak out if i become a OLD HAG in future.
and yes. now i m gg to bed now.
tomorrow is another long day.

nights.
:))


we r gonna be.
forever you and me.

am feeling slightly giddy now.
Hitch a ride with Rie on RH'S Van.
the bumpy ride and warm surrounding makes me have the feel of vomiting!
LOL.
i think RIE will nag at me when she see me complaining now.
But i really dun feel well.
;(
have been sleeping late recently.
rushing assignments.
And results some tense feeling in me which causes INSOMNIA!
YES! i will toss and turn.
And look at my sis doing her homework till i feel the drowisness.
kinda SCARY yea when u realise 2 eyes balls staring at U!
LOL.

And work is really fcuking busy this 2 mths.
i feel sad whenever the workers tender resignation letter.
its not i feeel sad that they are leaving!
But i have to do their TAX CLEARANCE!
And its really tedious when 1 whole group just resign like tt.
and make me like a SHAG woman.
and seriously, m thinking of the objective of my job.
Its like at the end of the day, what should i achieved? What will i gain?
Take a retailer as an example. Their end of the day, they hope that their customers will be happy and come back to their shop.
Take a teacher for example. They hope their students gain knowledge.
And for me. what should i hope for? Those resignees will be happy leaving Spore?
HAHAHA!
its sounds nonsensical i think.
yea yea yea.

ok la. its show time.
going to catch one episode of my show b4 i sleep.



think what have u done for the day before sleep.
Use up all the brain juice
dont waste them.
:))



how much you love me?

i realise why PEOPLE do have car accident.
Its because the car behind ur car is just 1 arm length away.
TAIL GATING U!
and when u brake, the car behind will kiss UR CAR'S BUTT!
COOL UH HUH!
just now, drove Mr Cas Chen home.
and i was living in my world listening to radio, humming the song and looking forward.
And when i look at the REAR mirror, i got a shock that behind me is a cab which is super close to me.
And the faster i accelerate, he caught up, and i got no choice.
i changed lane and he drove past me damn FAST!
WOW!
DAMN!

had a fateful night!
Why is it fateful?
cause i was having stomachache when i got home.
and Cas PA wanted to vomit after having dinner.
LOL.
gotten her a bottle of ribena and sour skittles.
:))

and i think i need to sleep soon.
im having MAJOR BLOOD LOSS now.
HAHAHA!


i miss primary school days.
where im screaming, laughing and playing catching w my friends.

can i turn back time?
boooo buddy say im still the youngest among them.
but i just wan to be 10 year old always.

struggling to catch a breathe

finally 16th CAME!
is doggies outing with buddy's dog, Dee's dogs.
we are heading sentosa yo.
this morning at 8 plus, my dearest RIE came over my place to deliver the seafood and veg.
I woke up at 7.15am.
and was preparing to go out.
recieved her call at 8 and she is at the market already.
LOL
THANKS YEA MISS TOFU!
=D
went to the supermarket to get somemore trays and aluminium foil.

and now i gotta pack things for BOY!
his biscuits, bread, towel, shampoo!
buddy is coming soon to fetch us soon.

good weekend people.

HOHOHO! :))

i feel the ultimate stress level in me now.
which really makes me feel really unhappy.
And i really wants to vent it out.
But i dont know how to?
Today supposed to be on leave.
END UP SHITS KEEP COMING IN!
HAAA!
WHAT THE HELL.
This makes me have a phobia of taking leave.
and i still have tons of assignment uncleared!
DAMN!
why cant we not work?
why cant we not study?
why cant this?
why cant that?



afterall we have to die.
why makes my life miserable now?
thanks TO ASSIGNMENTS AND WORK!!
:))
i know. this is part and parcel of life yea?
this is what everyone says.
im sick of tired of the same sentence people always say.
but i myself say to people the same thing which most people say.
run out of sentences to talk.
CREATE MORE PLS, TEACHERS!

damn.
i hate you.

gooooooooooooooood morning people. its 2.25am now.
and i just FINISHED MY ASSIGNMENT!
How early it is isnt it?
HAHA!
But i managed to compile together on time.
tomorrow will be handing in.
=D
1 BURDEN LESSER!
and now my whole desk is in a mess!
Taking one day leave tml? or should i say today?
HAA! anyways, its THURS LAHS!
My manager thought im going for robinsons sales and thats why i took leave.
FUNNY UHS!
And she was happily laughing at this JOKE of hers.
LOL


ok. time for bed.
random post anyways.



love, whats that?
define it for me.

had my share of fun just now.
went to have dinner with cliques at 5 star western food!
has been a long time since we met up.
As usual, they are mad!
crapping nonsense.
Eugene and Terence joined us too.
Had my smoky black pepper chicken chop.
*thumbs UP*
And after dinner, went up one flight of stair case to meet bestie and mr kel at the coffee shop.
they were there for dinner also.
LOL
and from 735, i can start talking till 945! 2 hours str8!
talking, fortune-telling, dong dong hee-ing, laughing, gasping for air.
it has been kinda long time since we had a long chatting session yo~
cabbed home.
urgent! want to weeeeeeeee weeeeeeeeeeee!

i do wonder why some people cant settle down.
and keep on changing partners.
its the own problem?
or another person problem?
complicated yo.
i think self reflection is needed isnt it?!

anyway, i came across this sentence: DONT GET INTO A RS WHEN U THINK IT MIGHT NOT WORK OUT AND DEEM TO FAIL AND END!


some things do linger.
catch me whenever im going to fall.
i know you will.
:))

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHER!


im also a mother of ONE!
And my son is...
TADAH!
this monstrous fella.




This few nights have been a nightmare for me.
Thunder and lightning.
Slamming of doors, howling winds, banging of windows.
And because of this, i suffered in the end.
You guys must be wondering how i suffer yea?
Actually its no big deal.
Its just that my dear TIMID dog stepped on my stomach, roll over my face trying to sleep with me, squeeze with me under the blanket.
And this happen every night when its going to rain.
And disrupt my sleep.
And also because of him, i share half of the bed and in the end, next thing i woke up, my neck become stiff!
funny ehs?!

This morning, woke up kinda early despite sleeping at 3am yesterday.
Got drag out by mum to go and have bfast with grandma and aunt!
But the STUPID thing is the moment we are outside waiting for cab, it starts to RAIN!
and it not those hairy rain!
its A DAMN BIG RAIN!
LOL.
End up, we went to have chicken rice near our place.
and went to SHOP&SAVE to buy things.
Mum gotten her groceries while i went to get all the sauces needed for BBQ!
Oh yea, and guess wad, i spend 4 bucks on 1 BIG aluminium foil, 1 medium tray and 1 box of zip lock bag from a VALUE MONEY SHOP!
HAHAHA! DAMN CHEAP ISNT IT?!
goood deals uh huhs.

and mum bought a lot of seafood for dinner.
4 flower crab, prawns, squid, frog legs.
Dinner is at home today.
:))

and i just woke up from nap not long ago.
was chatting with BOO buddy about some random stuff
and wad he says makes me wonder and pause for a moment.
cant really answer what he asked me.
LOL.

i THINK i shall start doing my work.
not much time left seriously.



this song has been in my mind since morning. ;))



WHEN YOU SAY NOTHING AT ALL

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may, I can never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll neverleave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whereever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll neverleave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whereever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll neverleave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whereever I fall
when you say nothing at all



i will be ur shoulder when you cry.
And when all hopes are gone, im here.

being a organiser for BBQ is really not an easy job
HAHA!
have to plan things and such.
Take down price cost.
order things from food supplies.
and i was so stress just now at that moment of time.
but luckily gf is going to share my burden
THANKS MANY MANY!
together w rie helping me out together w CAS PA and Sis.
:))
Just hope that day will be a happy one.
no unhappiness or arguement yea.
LOL.
alright.
time for assignment.
i have been procasinating for too long

good nights people.

the pause.
makes me feel weird.
people do changed.
somehow or rather.

feel like a couch potato now.
no feel to do anything.
rotting on my bed watching shows for the past hour,
going to bed soon.
tomorrow have to wake up early to send mum to grand's place.
its VESAK day yo.
i feel lazy now.
Get a crane to drag me outta bed please.

nights.


你们要快乐要天长地久
你们没有错爱是自由
走出这扇门后至少我还有辽阔
你们要快乐要紧紧牵手
你们不幸福我会难过
成全最爱的人不是为了看着她
寂寞

randomness all over me.
suddenly got the FEEL to drive out.
YES, drove to marina barrage.
Cool and romantic spot isnt it?
alot of couples there.
And some are even having picnic there.
Stayed there for an hour.
Just sat there, enjoying the scenery of the singapore flyer, buildings lighting, construction lightings, breeze, water splashes, calm sea.
Seeing couples holding hand in hand, giggling to each other, hugging and walking together.
I was like "EMO"-ing thru out!
HAA!
sounds wrong. What i mean was im just in deep thoughts.
CAS PA was like saying: after emo-ing tonight den let it go yea.
Yea. im not emoing please.
Had a SLURPEE before heading home.
Called CAS PA while driving.
But i set into speaker mode.
And while talking to her, i make 2 illegal MISTAKES while driving.
And i hope nobody snapped my pictures.
BLAH!

my lips pop out one damn ULCER!
and i just applied that damn cream on it!
ITS NUMB now.
:))



mickey and minnie do live happily ever after isnt it?

我不知道
回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳

The weather this few days are SO WARM!
NO! i should say everyday has been WARM!
like now, i just bathe.
But yet i feel like im perspiring agn though the fan is tilted towards me.
and pimples have been popping out!
DAMN!


tomorrow got to come home earlier to do my assignment.
i feel like sleeping now.
No feel to BLOG!
Blog for the sake of blogging!
CHILIDISH!
HAHA!
I LIKE IT!


i miss your presence.
:))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! =D
Just had dinner at waterfront stadium there.
YES, JUMBO!
i think my cholestro level DID increase tremondously!
Had 3/4 of the crab by myself.
Had drunken prawn.
Had one mentaki cheese prawn.
HAA!
ALL seafood!
There is also other dishes like frog leg, tofu and fried rice.
Oh yea, not forgetting my hashima (Xue Ge).
A expensive dinner yo.
LOL.
After dinner, we went to the bridge there to snap photos!
First time, my parents did cooperate with us to take pictures.
Got a few crazy ones.
HAHA!
(PICTURES ARE ALL IN FACEBOOK! =D)

And the western restuarant is no more around.
I still remember that J brought me there for sausage meal i think.
and she had fish and chip? haa
Its my 1st and last time there.
nice ambience though.
:))

tomorrow, there is class.
no FEEL to go school!


alright. time for bed.
but i feel damn fcuking full now.
damn.



u do mean something to me.

TODAY 1/2 of my time is spend on SLEEPING!
i just feel so tired and lerthagic.
woke up at 1030.
had breakfast with mum,sis and bro.
chicken rice early in the morning.
how scary it is to consume them.
But there is not much choices at the coffee shop
HAHA!
went to buy things at super market.
Hot weather.
Came home.
Rot awhile on the sofa watching tv.
Went back to bedroom.
And guess what.
I went back to sleep.
And this time round, i slept from 1-5!
WOOOOHOOO!
Mum woke me up.
To bathe.
Im too tired to do so.
laze around for awhile more.
Finally woke up.
brought boy down.
Came up. Watched online show.
Went joo chiat for dinner w dad,mum and sis.
Afterwhich went grand's place for awhile.
They were discussing about their NZ trip which is like coming soon?! NEXT month, 29th!
I want to go so much.
Grandma was like tempting me.
But they will be going for 14 days!
Which means i got to take 10 days of leave which is really stopping me from going.
AIYOYO!
Their airticket have already been bought.
But due to work, Uncle has to forsake his ticket.
So tempting please.

tomorrow will be a new week at work.
3 days of rest day just pass so QUICKLY!
i feel great after ample of rest.
:))
But why the panda eye on me is still as dark as ever?
i need to do some whitening there.
Blah.

Assignments are all going to due.
no more procasinating FEL!
HAHA!

and now i think i need to sleep soon.
tomorrow will be having CRAB again.
guess wad.
its my dad's birthday tml.
:))


can u love me once more?
my heart do feel something.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! OH WELLS! THIS PICTURE HAS BEEN MODIFIED YEA!


THE EYES ARE BEING SHADED to PROTECT THE PERSON'S IDENTITY! LOL.


COOL AND NICE POSE ISNT IT? WITH THE MESSY HAIR! OOPS!


YEA! THATS GIRLFRIEND in DEC 25th 2008!





CHUI AH! I was telling her that.


And i told her i ll POST this on my blog!


SHE was totally AGAINST this IDEA of MINE!


But i only post ONE PIC yea


COME ON! HAHA!





Ok. anyway Happy birthday to Jing. =)


Welcome to the 21st ADULTHOOD gang.





Just 2 hours ago, went Ps to watch XMEN! nice show.


how i wish i also got a supernatural power too?


and in the past when im young, i always hope i will have power to make things appear and disappear.


HAHA!


i think everyone wants magic power when young yea?





And i feel so .......... at this moment.


the reason i ......... is because i dont know what i am feeling now actually.


Suddenly, I feel that the kind of friendship we used to have is starting to drift apart.


The days that we used to have seems different now.
U dont seem to be yourself.


And despite us telling you about what she say, u turn into deaf ears and continue to defend for her.


And just a while ago, u told me you really love her very much.


And seriously, i hope she is really trueful to you.


i dont wan a sad tradegy to happen and in the end, u come and blame us for not telling you beforehand.


Be happy then.


:))





Yep. im gg to paste this thing i bought on my leg soon when im gg to bed. gf also get one! WE HOPE TO KEEP our feet NICE smelling. LOL.





Oh and i think this money saving program for MISS FELICIA HENG starts Today!
Large sum of money have been spend out this 2 days!
And buddies BBQ is coming soon in 2 weeks time.

alright. i need to go to bed soon.
seems like its going to rain.
i heard thunder.
oh. good sleep yo people.

and mum was saying that my malaysian accents is nt up to standard!
But sis was laughing like mad whenever i start to speak.
So do my gf.
madness.
HAA!
i think i gotten CAS PA's SALIVA!
we speak the same way now.
OH MAN!

end of story.
thanks for making a full stop to it.
:))

today is a PAINFUL day yo.
3 reasons for it to be painful.
firstly, thanks to headache. Woke up feeling tired! seems like hangover i gotten last night!
secondly, thanks to the ucler on the bottom of my gums!
thirdly, thanks to the leg reflexology uncle.
he was practically trying to murder me.
by using his BULL strength and press so hard on my foot!
and when i showed him those expression of pain, guess wad he say?
"ITS NORMAL! if u dun feel pain, it ll be abnormal!" and while he says that, he pressed harder.
COOL YO!
idiot.
and then, gf was sitting next to me looking at how im suffering.
yea.
and after 40mins, the suffering ended.
Bus to Clark quay to meet up w CAS PA and ros.
for crabbing session.
at JUMBO!
highhhhhhhhhhhh end eh! HAHA
order 2 crab. LOL! had 2 pincers.
gf gave me her pincer.
HAHA! Had "xue he" for dessert!
nehhhhh. the so called TOAD saliva.
Its abit hard though.
not as nice as the one i had at the thai shark fin restuarant!
That one is really woooooooooooooolala!

and after a HEAVY dinner. walked over to liang court to walk around and also digest our food!
Bus home.
feeling so sleepy.
doze off
i can see that gf is tired too.
yea.
and i m gg bed now.
good nights



i cant get u outta my mind.
i can feel ur breathe when u sleep next to me.
its just so close.