my upper inner lips is NUMB now.
The big damn ulcer are hurting me like HELL
it had been days.
Initially its a small one.
I did not take notice of it
Drag Until now, it become rather big like O(this shape)
and i just applied medicine.

and my back has one big patch of blue black which didnt go off!
right now, im feeling rather _____________
YES, PISSED AND UNHAPPY ARE THE WORDS.
its ok.
i dont believe in ranting out in the blog and i will be happy.
Just leave it as it is.
sleep thru the night and HOPES everything will disappear in our dreams.
HAAA!
as if.

and just now, i was talking to my dog.
he seems to understand what im saying
cause he was standing and his front paw on my leg
his eyes are looking at mine.
and i was holding his face.
and he not fidget at all
:))



good nights.

sorry no more.
i have let it go.
since long time ago.