OMG OMG OMG!
i dont know what the hell is wrong with me!
I was waiting for the show to finish streaming
so that i can watch in PEACE!
and yes, after waiting for 20 mins, it finished!
and when i was about to watch, i ACCIDENTALLY press the BACK BUTTON!
Tell me: "HOWWWWWWWWWW CLUMSY CAN I BE?!!"
DAMN. ok
chilll.
im waiting again for it to stream
and while waiting, i shall blog!
Lets not waste time isnt it?!
HAHAHA!
ok.
Lets welcome weeeeeeeeeekends to come!
*OPEN BIG ARM*
(:
am going to watch "THE MURDERER" later.
HAHA!
Seriously, i only know its acted by Aaron kwok!
And i dont even know what the story is all about!
its ok.
Tomorrow am going to try out new breakfast recipe!
CHICKEN BURGER with POTATOES!
HAHA!
Hopefully it will taste good!
And someone is willing to be my guinea pig again!
HOHOHO!
TOMORROW IS THE PAK TOR EVENT!
OMG!
and i was initially kinda DEPRESS!
cause CAS and BF are going with their gf!
i dont have a GF, but i still wanna go and i wanted to go ALONE.
sounds PATHETIC isnt it?!
HAHA!
in the end, i ask my FBA to go with me!
WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOO!
and she is one lame woman!
I forward her the sms Cas send to me!
And she was asking if she can bring her mattress along!
I was like: BY ALLLLLLLLLL MEANS! WEAR UR PJ and BRING UR KA PUANG!
more cosy isnt it?
and we both are laughing!
and seriously, im laughing to my hp in the bus!
and she was on the train!
Sounds FUNNY yo.

and i realise to some people, im a MONSTROUS WOMAN!
Those who dont listen to explanations!
and someone who got a bad tempered!
Am i really so MONSTROUS?!
TELL ME!
i want to be an ANGEL!
not a MONSTER!
(:
and for one thing, i do not make comparison when the two person are far toooooooooo different!
Come on.
Tell me how to compare when one person's everything is opposite another person.
ABIT OFF ISNT IT?!
and we dont live in shadows.
its tooo dark.
im scared.
Life is already kinda unfair and miserable at times.
And w all this comments, its like MORE UNFAIR and MISERABLE!

and my pooooooooooor boy!
he become not handsome anymore.
Not kidding!
He went for grooming 2 days ago!
and when i came back, i got a shock out of my life!
ok. not so exagerating!
i got a scare.
His body got those chicken poxs MARKS!
Guess wads the reason behind it?!
HE ATE TOO MUCH BREAD!
OH MAN!
and bread cause all this pokka dots on his beautiful body!
but no worries. i still love him as much.
(:
Now im warning mum not to feed him anymore JUNK food.
BLAHHHHHHHHHHHH

ok la. enough of rantings.
i need to do some house chores
before heading out!
its like 8.22pm already!
time FLIESSSSSSSS!


niceeeeeeeeeeee weekend yo FOLKS!
(:





lets play pretending.
uhs huh?
what?
IS it?!
hmmmmm.
ok. (:

im very tired.
REALLY TIRED now.
my eye lid weigh a ton!
seriously, i ought to sleep soon.
But i need to BLOG 1st.
A rountine.
Just came back not long.
Drove a thousands miles to BUKIT BATOK!
HAAAA!
Went Cas Place to Nua for awhile
She was showwwwwwwwwwwwwwing off her fan to me.
HAHA!
after which, i was wondering why so many keeeee keee kokkok sounds.
She was being a PLUMBER ok?!
fixing the bathe room shower thingy!
WHOOOOOOO!
then i was watching that show which talks about the celebrity life!
this time round is CHEN WEI LIAN!
...
Watched halfway.
kinda BORING!
Wait for her to POM finished!
and while waiting, Cas's Mum came back
Kinda nervous!
HAHA!
sounds shen jing bing right?!
But seriously, its my 1st time seeing her mummy!
went out to greet her mum.
Then shun bian going off already!
And her mum was like asking us to bring the box down to throw cause there are 2 of us!
LOL.
Drove to J's workplace there afterwhich
We had dinner there.
Not bad the food!
But its kinda LARGE portion de YO!
and so SPICY can!
helllo. excuse me MR JASPER MOK!
i cant take so spicy food!
and yet the things u cooked are all kinda HOT!
OMG!
But afterall its nice la.
:)
Send Cas home.
And then my turn to driftttttttttttt home.
HAHA! there are sooooooo many cars still at this hour.
Drove kinda FAST!
and carefully.
its sounds contradicting!
How to be FAST and careful?!
but anyway, im home safely!
:D


ok la. its time for bed.
i seriously need to sleeeeeeeeeeep.
i shall continue tomorrow.
nights FOLKS!




can i drink more mango vodka?!
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

boy loves to play hide and seek.
i was screaming my lungs out
"AHHHHHHHHHH BOY!"
i thought he is in my bed room.
Sis told me that he went out!
My room door was close.
No wonder he didnt come to me.
And when sis wanted to open the door,
Boy came out!
and walking towards me.
:)
all along, he is under my bed.

alright.
tomorrow will be meeting BUTTTTTTTTS!
last minute planning.
going tanah merah country club for dinner.
ah kel, dee, sharon and bestie was asking me to go BUTTER tml
with the free flow of alcohol drinks and more DRINKS!
but im trying to rush my work yo!
From now till sept, its nt a good mth to go club!
im stuck with assignments!
INDEPENDENT SOMEMORE!
though i self proclaimed myself to be miss INDEPENDENT!
but im still dependent on people at times.
HOLY SHITS!
i feel so NUA!
from monday till now, im really damn fcuking lazy!
dont feel like doing anything at all.
except sleeping!
and not forgetting abt eating
sounds like a FREAKING FATTY PIG RIGHT?!

And my dear ALI is going HONG KONG on thursday.
OH OH OH!
im so going to miss her so badly.
HAHAHA!
And miss ALI, please remember my MAGGI MEE.
and some souvenirs ok?
hmmmmm. dont buy me a truckloads yea
one or two will do.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
i think if she is going to read this, she ll want to box me badly.

anyway, my "DA YI MA" finally come after 8 days!
and surprisingly, there is no cramp at all!
this is something weird and abnormal.
OMG!
cause previous months, i have been whining and complaining all the pains.
HAHA!
MR CAS CHEN say im undergoing hormones changes.

blah blah blah.
time to write a few sentence for my assignment
i feel that im much lazy as compared to last module.
OH MAN!
someone, please motivate me.
dont motivate me with icecreams anymore
cause i feel so damn freaking PUI TUT TUT!

maybe motivate me with salads, slimming pills, or cenosis?
HAHAHAHAHA!
im getting nonsensical.

and now my laptop is playing this song 分手快乐
SICKENING!
just change to another song-i believe.
:)

ok. shall get myself devoted to assignments right now.
nights folks.




im glad to see you happy.
but im unhappy.
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

Yesterday dinner at Hooters was Good!
i had beeeeeeef fondune.
Sounds Special to me.
Cause i only had icecream fondune before.
But it dont taste as fantastic as i thought.
Just some cubes of beef!
with 3 different sauces.
:

the weather now is freaking warm.
Not very condusive for me to do my work.
shall blog later.

180 cranes are being locked in my cupboard.

BBA=BEST BUTTS ALWAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! <3

HEYO!

the countless tears
the unhappy feeling
i couldn't explain why?
i just feel helpless and upset about it.
The hole i dug for myself to jump in to it.
Yes.
i think i got hurt.
rather deeply.
im slowly climbing out from this hole.
dont worry. i will get out of it by myself.


This morning, woke up early.
went back office to clear some stuff.
Its still early.
Went library to do some research.
Met Kel for lunch at airport.
Went home.
Watched tv awhile.
Had medicine.
Lie on the bed.
Use handphone's WiFi.
Chatting via Ebuddy for an hr.
Slept.
Woke up at 7 plus?
Had dinner.
Lie on the bed again.
Was having so much random thoughts.


Yes. im stubborn.

nights.

Am going office to clear some work in the morning.
Will be heading home and rest!
i need tons of sleep.
Weekend is coming!
Time to rush assignment.

im infected with germs and bacteria now.
mum asked me to wear a mask and sleep.
how funny yea?

time for bed.
nights



Putting in effort and commitment?
what the hell are they?!

Dinner today is at MISSY SIM'S HOUSE!
good steamboat session with BUTTS! :)
with a lot of nice food and LIME JUICE!
thanks MISSY SIM many many!
me and YH focus on eating only.
And while i was eating, im gasping for air.
my nose is super block!
But we had fun eating.
MISSY'S SIM parents are funny
HAHA!
and we had 1 bottle of barcardi peach each.
with 3 mouthful of baileys
and iceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeecream!
WHOOOOOO
and i do enjoy myself with you guys everytime.
next week, please make urself free for CRABBBBBBBBS YO!

i need to sleeeeeeeeeeep soon.
my nose is super BLOCKED!
and im gg to wear a mask tml!
BLAHHHHHHHHHH


crossroads.
never meant to be.

didnt go for work today.
:)
tonight will be meeting AH KEL.
she asked ah ma to cook a feast for me.
got my fav ABC soup, pork chop with potato.
and prawn omelette!
HAHA!
going to bring boy over also.
he will have a drumstick for dinner there.


ok. am going out soon.
:)

ok. just finished up my proposal.
:)
and i ought to sleep soon.
i feels tired.
and my throat is feeling weird!
i think it really got burnt by mango vodka.
drink too fast i suppose
just now i wanted to get 1 bottle of peach bacardi.
but i hesitate for 10 seconds.
I will just become mute if i continue to drink.
mom got me barley.
I cant wait for wednesday to come.
STEAMBOATING sessions with BUTTSSSSSSSSSSSS at AH SIM's home sweet home.
:)
and i cant wait to prawnnnnnnnnnnn and sing also.

anyway, im gg bed soon.
tomorrow is another new day at work.
and im so super stressed about assignments.
its going to due soooooooon!

ok.
nights people.


You and Me.
:)

my com is abit slow.
i just realised.
was deleting all the unnecessary things inside.
The pictures, files and songs that dont want anymore.
its just taking up extra space.
ok.
i wasted 40 minutes doing that.
i need to stop procasinating.
But seriously, i got no feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel to do assignments at all.
the thing i feel like doing now is just sleeping.
Sickening right?!

Yesterday meeet up w BUTTTTTTTT!
we had sakae BUFFET!
its like OMG!
a few months since i had that!
my ebikkkkkkkkkkkko sushi craving is lingering for a long time already ever since im at genting.

Bought a couple of things at carrefour
Pancake mix,honey,milk,egg.
And Guess what?
i did breakfast today!
YES! my 1st attempt.
Some parts got a bit burnt.
But afterall, its still edible!
PANCAKES AND SCRAMBLED EGG!
i wanted to took photos of my products.
But seriously, i forgotten about it!
Some people still can claims that its a healthy but not so healthy breakfast!
So what is it?!
Healthy or Unhealthy?
Make up ur mind!
BLAHHHHHHHH!

and last night, watched UP dvd.
finally please.
it had been rotting on my desk for the past one month ever since i came back from JB!
and while watching, had mango vodka with mango puree + water!
mango vodka smells weird! But taste ok.
and now i think i got abit of sorethroat!

And around 1255am, Mr Tan(Company's driver) called me.
He told me that one of the worker didnt manage to board the plane to go back home!
Because they never pass the worker his passport.
And now the thing is i have to arrange another date for the worker to go back home.
This morning, called the travel agency and arrange this and that!
Troublesome please.

And just now, uncle travis still can ask me to play L4D with them tonight!
But i give it a miss.
:)

i think sometimes i shant take things too hard.
Yes, i think im superrrrrrrrrrrr sensitive at times.
And when someone blurt out something and they did not give me an answer, i ll want to know the answer and be kinda irritating to insist for an answer.
Whats the point of me doing that and pissed people off?!
and in the end, there are unhappiness between both parties
Yes, i should try to learn and let things go
HAAA!
dont HARP on the things.


okok.
i think its time for me to start doing my things.
if not, it ll be too late.
and its a NO NO AH!
:)

its a cycle.
without you, i will be stronger.
i will love myself more than anyone else.
Miss Independent FAT LI CIA!

海鸣威-你的承诺

乌云遮蔽了天空窗外
又是阴雨时候
伞下的恋人中不再有你我手牵手
一切过了太久
我们的十字路口
下一站是谁在等候
你我的方向盘
却向着相反的彼岸
终点还是分开
告别你我离开之后
这回忆可以保留当初那美好的感动
你说你记住了
不为彼此难过
过各自的生活
oh baby～
你答应我的
我都记得但是你却忘了你的承诺
不是说好彼此都不再联络
谁都别再犯错
是我的固执让你难过
但是分手却也无法选择
我走了以后
你要好好生活
不要想我
也别再哭了
不要想我也别再～

weekends are coming!
am going to stay at home and do my assignments.
It is killing me silently.
CRUISE TOURISM?!
WHAT THE HELL IS IT?!
omg!
i seriously feel like dropping out.

And im still not yet done with it.
and next friday is the DEAD LINE to hand in proposal!
my eyes are just gg to pop out from facing the laptop for hours!
Despite looking at the screen at work for 7 hours excluding lunch time and when i reach hm, i still gotta face the com for another 3 hours!
Saddening life isnt it?!
Ok. i think i shall stoppppppppppp whining.
no point complaining this and get nothing out of it!

and now, finally i feel much better after ranting minority people who realised that im actually not ok?!
And wads so funny when i mention abt female pig which is a SOW?!
AH KEL can laugh non stop when she heard wad i say.
....
anyway, 8 mins to 11! i need to get to bed soon.
i feel damn super tired.
tml having dinner with my lamest best friend!
;)

you may tink that i leave without an answer.
but i just feel so sick and tired of everything
and i dont know how to answer the questions you asked and to face you.
i guess the biggest problem lies within me.
i cant accept someone who cant communicate with me and the people around me.
This is you, your character.
i know i cant change anything about it.
thats why i chose to leave.
and i know you ll be much happier without me.
:)
take care.



no turning back.
everything said before are all bullshits!

lets start afresh.

This photo look abit retard! Seriously.

And i realised i cant take candid shots.

WHATEVER.

Weekend just passssssssssssssssssssssssss so damn quickly isnt it?

Last night, slept around 2 plus?!

This morning got dragged out of bed by mum at 9 plus.

Her nagging power improved!

Cause i woke up and do the things she asked me to do!

Went out with her, sis, grandma, aunt.

Met at Orchard!

GIRLS POWER.

SHOP SHOP SHOP!

And luckily i wore my knee support out!

If not, my leg will BREAK!

i think we walked 124542993u4km!

Tea break at Haagen dazs Centerpoint.

:)

Cabbed home afterwhich.

And the moment we reached home, me and sis changed and went to nap.

Within 5 mins, we really sleep!

Woke up at 6.

Bathe for BOY!

Went out for dinner at katong with family.

Another sinful dinner.

Dad ordered 2 plates of OYSTER EGG!

MR CAS CHEN, I THINK U R GG TO SAY ITS FATTENING WHEN U SEE THIS CAUSE WE JUST HAD THAT YTD!!

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

and now, my body is sticked with the salom pasi stickers.

My neck is really aching together with my back.

Dont know what the hell is wrong?

i think my muscles and bones are really gg to malfunction soon.

im heading to bed soon.

tomorrow is gg for advanced excel course in orchard.

and i think i seriously need to start doing my assignments

everyday, i seems worried abt it! and its making me nervous.

the insecurities and effort-less actions.

hold me tight

mango love.

:)

im not a silly dinosaur.
blahhhhhhhhhhhh.
Just came back not long.
From dinner at ECP!
Last minute decision.
had a feast!
FULL ONE!
after eating, we decided to walk.
And suddenly, it was raining! 4 of us went hiding in the toilet.
Grab a chair. sit down and wait for the rain to become smaller.
Luckily Mr Cas have her PSP and DS to entertain me and ros.
And after 30mins, we finally left the damn toilet.
Walked quite a long distance.
Had Slurpee.
So super duper cold.
Went to the arcade to play photo hunt.
Afterwhich Bussed home.


And i have decided to ink myself again the following week.
Will be looking for suitable designs that i can connect them to my name.
:)



the countless teardrops.
security in your arms.
feelings,
its beyond control.

a very tired but happy day.
;)
went Sentosa with Cas Pa, ros, Gf, Ah kel and DEE!
But before that, we had a mini picnic.
we all bought our own preference of food!
Photos will be uploaded when im back from genting!
YES!
im gg genting in 5 hours time.
i need to head to bed soooon.


nights folks..