weekends are coming!
am going to stay at home and do my assignments.
It is killing me silently.
CRUISE TOURISM?!
WHAT THE HELL IS IT?!
omg!
i seriously feel like dropping out.

And im still not yet done with it.
and next friday is the DEAD LINE to hand in proposal!
my eyes are just gg to pop out from facing the laptop for hours!
Despite looking at the screen at work for 7 hours excluding lunch time and when i reach hm, i still gotta face the com for another 3 hours!
Saddening life isnt it?!
Ok. i think i shall stoppppppppppp whining.
no point complaining this and get nothing out of it!

and now, finally i feel much better after ranting minority people who realised that im actually not ok?!
And wads so funny when i mention abt female pig which is a SOW?!
AH KEL can laugh non stop when she heard wad i say.
....
anyway, 8 mins to 11! i need to get to bed soon.
i feel damn super tired.
tml having dinner with my lamest best friend!
;)

you may tink that i leave without an answer.
but i just feel so sick and tired of everything
and i dont know how to answer the questions you asked and to face you.
i guess the biggest problem lies within me.
i cant accept someone who cant communicate with me and the people around me.
This is you, your character.
i know i cant change anything about it.
thats why i chose to leave.
and i know you ll be much happier without me.
:)
take care.



no turning back.
everything said before are all bullshits!

lets start afresh.