blogggggggggggggger pictures size SHRUNK!

WOOOOOOOOOTZ!

most of the pictures are in FB!

my noooob gf didnt rotate our pics.

So people, pls paste the tiger balm plaster just in case stiff neck happens.

(:

and last weekend is really a happening weekend!

Happening till the extend that me and B lack of sleep!

SUPER LACK!

and right now, i feel so tired.

i cant type any longer.

IF not i will just PLONK my head to the keyboard!

and sleep! YEA!

i think i shall blog tomorrow or what.

So sorry la hor.

goood nights folks.

things are unpredictable at times.

oh man!

why cant we all become fortune teller?!

Often, we tends to neglect or overlook feelings of people around us.
Its like one is always trying hard to accomodate to people.
And hope that everyone is please with the arrangements made.
But who will really stand in the one's shoe and think for her?
Everyone complains this and that.
Having selfish thoughts. Only think for themselves.
YES! HUMAN ARE SELFISH CREATURES!
Is it true that when someone is being nice and people can push limits to the extreme?
Taking the nice-ness for granted?!

HAAA!

seriously, cut the crap.

i was thinking just now.
Breaking up is not as hurtful and upsetting than seeing your love one being sick.

The one who has been looking after you since you were born.
The one who always cover blanket for you when you fell asleep.
The one who is your listening ear when you have problems with sch and work.
The one who really love you so much that she can sacrifice all the good things just for you.
The one who always put family interest as priority.
The one who always dont wish her kids to worry even though she is sick.
The one who always encourage you to study hard and work hard.

and there are more to be listed out. Many more.

Yes. im talking about my dearest grandma.
She is sick.
Its something that everyone dont wish to know.
But yes, we have to face the fact.
and im sure grandma will be strong to fight this battle.
(:

Cherish the moment with your love ones.
(:

sometimes, things just dont goes right.
it seems like a nightmare.
somehow.

i feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel as though im like 3 mths pregnant can?!
DAMN.
its like my fats are bulgggggggggging out!
but i didnt eat much!
WEIRD ISNT IT?!
ok.
maybe to me its weird!
SHITS!
i feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel kinda sleepy now
but i have yet to finish up my work.
i think the depress feeling are just around.
Not only me feeling stress but my dearest rie, zw and xiong feel so too!
we will go through this together alright!
CHILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
(:

now BABY is enjoying her CRAB SESSION with her friends!
i so feel like eating that also!
BUT my stomach is sooooooooooooooooo round now
i must cut down on oily food, fried food, sweet food!
SIGH!
saddening isnt it?!


ok la. stop whining.
i shall start doing my essay!




B, can i pass u my fats?!
):

damn! i noticed a difference in colour on my face!
REALLY!?
its damn obvious.
B told me when i reached home.
Mum and sis was laughing at me!
Bro was saying that my googles are big!
he thought i went swimming!
Today is a cooling weather.
Not too hot!
The sun is not so BRIGHT in sentosa!
Cas, me and B hang around there for ard 2 hours!
ARRRGH!
the more i look at myself to the mirror,
the MORE
i look retarded!
BLAH!
;(


anyways, i feel that i grew fatter these few days!
SERIOUSLY!
i have been eating non stop recently!
i think its like pre menses syndrome!
I HATE IT!
REALLY!
my stomach got rounder, and rounder and ROUNDER!
its like all the food got stuck in there.
and cant get out!
OH MAN!
B, will u still love a FATTY BOM BOM FEL!?

and i think B is still slping soundly?
Since 6?
AIYO!
i seriously think she is super deprive of sleep!
Weekend=no sleep days!
AHAHAH!
text her around 7 plus just now.
and till now, she have not reply!
POWERFUL sleeper.
LOL.
shall wake her up later to have dinner.

i feeeeeeeeeeeeel so stress with the upcoming assignments!
1.5 more to go!
blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i gotta head to bed soon.
i need sleep too.
nights folks!
(:



Spell me and you!
US!
(:

i feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel so FAT!
i dont like.
:(

HAHAHAH! Today B was showing me the evidence that i say im a sow!
Then fine. i shall admit im the pig.
(:



HAPPY B! (:


Just 20 mins ago, i went down.
B's car is still downstair.
Thought of going down to pass her a towel to wipe her face.
she was still waiting for her friends to come over and they will go chalet together.
And i was so eager to go down can despite its like 12 plus AM already.
HEE!
and guess what!
when i went down, B is not in the car!
i thought she got kidnapped.
LOL
sounds exagerating!
But yea. i looked around!
and she was sitting at the block opposite playing her mini soduko booklet!
Wipe her sticky sticky face.
and so happen, i realised her friends came!
So emabarrassing.
HAHA!
(:

today was a happy day. Today as in Saturday!
Went grand's place early in the morning.
with beloved sis.
LOL.
we are indeed early.
talked to granny for awhile.
Start doing some homework.
Had light lunch there.
Noob B dont know how to come grand's place.
Cas was also in the car.
HAHA! B went to pick her up from bukit batok!
and 2 noobs are in the car looking for their way to SIGLAP!
with the road directory.
ok.
they are not a EAST person.
So i shall excused them.
haha.
And in the end, cab with sis to bedok Mrt.
B came 2 mins later.
with her lao pok pok car!
cant stop laughing while i enter the car.
Went PS to have lunch!
Sakae again.
and did i mention that i had sakae 3 times this weeek!?
HAHA!
i think B is going to hate sushi for a period of time.
Gave 3 of them a treat!
wheeeeeeeeeeeee.

Then afterwhich, met rie and jer outside.
We went to watch movie afterwhich at cathay.
B went back first to change car.
The show we watch is "WHERE GOT GHOST?!"
dotz.
HAHA!
its funny and abit scary!
thanks to sound effect!
Went to Meet B again afterwhich at bishan.
She came and picked me up from there.
Went airport for dinner.
And silly butt call me.
she is being "hua chi" again!
telling me about the thing rui en.
LOLOLS!
she ownself admit that she is obsessed with her.
.....
And dinner for today intially xiao long bao and siew mai!
HAHA
in the end, me and B decided on BREEKS!
and seriously, i did not had this b4!
My first time.
Its nice overall.
3.5/5
(:
i like the nutellaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa milky shake shake!
LOL.
after dinner, we went over to ECP!
to chill awhile.
Was kinda crowded today!
as today is saturday.
Sat at the sand there, talking and looking at Planes flying above the sky!
and im so looking forward to next yr jan BKK trip!
and talk about this, im so freaking jealous of BUTT sim! she is gg back BKK next week when she just came back like 2 weeks ago can.!
nv had enuff of SHOPPING!
good life woman eh!
next month, we are going to book our cameron trip!
HAHAA!
B is going to carry truckloads of strawberries for me.
:D

i just heard thunderstorms.
hopefully, it dont rains.
Cas, me and B are gg tanning later on!
we r going to BBQ ourself YO!
HAHAHA!
alright i think i gotta go to bed soon.
im kinda tired.

i super miss my gf again. ;(


It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye.

thanks baby for everything.
(:
i hearts you. <3

i m still in a state of shock.
seriously
yes.
nothing can be done.
What is done being done.
OMFG!
shits.



but nevertheless, i still loves my gf.
(:

today i shall blog early!
Later am going to start doing my homework.
Its such a DREAD!
Today recieved a call from mum in the morning.
Saying that grandma has to stay in the hospital.
For the past 2 weeks, mom and aunts has been going SGH with grandma for check up and test!
So now, she is staying in hospital for observation.
I hope everything will turn out good.
(:

train of thoughts was on my mind while i was coming home just now
about the past things tt happen!
Bad and good memories.
SHUCKS!
and some memories just scare me off!
HAHA.
alright.
i shall get my ASSSSSSSSSS-SAYS done now.
im running out of time.
blahhhhhhhhhh.



Lets believe in FATE!
(:

i ask B this question just now.
how you differentiate like and love?
She paused and looked at me.
and she asked me back the same question.
I told her: if you like that person, it might be a crush ( w a awkward look)
she asked me: why that look?
i say: cause its just a crush. wont develop much.
and she just me back: so how you know if u love someone?
i replied: hmmmmm. den you will always want to spend time with that person and also want to do all the special everything with the person.
she looked at me and smile, and she say: this is my answer in my heart. i just wan to hear ur answer first before i answer ur question.
(:

Today, i was on leave.
woke up kinda early
Bus down to NLB!
and it was a super long journey.
My butt was numb.
The sun is scorching bright!
my silly gf was asking me to massage my BUTT!
blahhhhhhhhhhh
was at the library for 5 hours!
trying to do some work.
and i skip lunch!
was not really hungry!
until ard 3 plus, my stomach start to growl a little yo.
and at 4, bus down to town for eyebrow trimming!
But before to aunty's shop, drop my centerpoint to get amos cookies for baby.
LOLOLS!
and i think i look damn super aunty!
was carrying my laptop, and jacket and that plastic bag on my hand!
OH MAN!
and today's aunty's hand leg are fast!
She managed to pluck my eyebrow in 15 mins!
lol.
And then, guess wad?
i busssssssssed down to bugis again!
and DAMN!
waited for Bus 7 for 20 mins!
And in the end, its like so fcuking crowded.
In the end, took another bus. and walk down.
i think singapore should have everywhere with aircon!
BLAH!
and by the time i reached Bugis,its like going to be 6!
LOL
while waiting for baby, went to walk around and i came across this winnie the pooh HEAD piggy bank!
HAHA
Get for her to save money!
(:
and today dinner was at SAKAE sushi!
woooooooooootz!
has the craving since last week can.
finally fufil the craving!
walked over to Suntec to have Bakerinz!
I know we sound like a glutton!
HAHAHA!
had SU FEI!
and a plate of 3 custard w vanilla icecream in it!
i know this description dont sounds right!
But i forget the actual name.
OOPS!
walked back to Bugis.
got the car
and Off we went to Barrage!
And guess what, its not much people there!
HAHAHA!
was telling baby!
and we are repeating the same thing.
"BECAUSE ITS TUESDAY"
lol.
Hang around there for awhile before we went to get my craving again!
COKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
i wanted to burp at her face initially!
lol.
and GUESS WAD?!
she stopped outside MAC!
intially i wanted to get just COKE!
and in the end, i got my SHAKER FRIES ALSO!
hahahahahha!
i seriously cant resist the temptation of the shaker fries!
*SLURPS*
SINFUL TO EAT ALL THIS AT NIGHT!
oh my god!
lol

and i think im really kinda rough and bian tai when i talk at times!
HAHAHA!
i wonder how baby can tolerate me at times!
OOOPS!


i love the way you are.
the special feeling.
lets keep it going.
(:

right now, i cant use MSN!

Thanks to BRO!

he left his laptop in his hostel.

and thus,

he is using my laptop to ask his friends to transfer school work files to him!

And seriously the file is VERY BIG!

DAMN!

I just had dinner not long!

BURPPPPPPPP!

im soooooooooo damn FULL!

seriously.

i think mum's dinner always make us FULL easily without eating much!

Its not that its not nice to eat!

but we dont eat much at home!

HAHA!

all of us become SMALL EATER!

just now my sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet gf came and fetch me back from work.

Text her and check where is she?! And to my surprise, she is already downstair waiting for me! HAHAH!

And she is smart enough to find her way to my office despite that its kinda complicated!

Cause Everytime i took cab to work, those blur cab driver will be asking me: "miss ah? where to turn ah?! This route can go not uh?"

HELLO! EXCUSE ME!

i think my gf can be a perfect Cab driver with her street directory with her.

HOR BABY?!

(:

tomorrrrrrrrrrrrow i will be on leave.

to do my work.

OH MAN!

this is like a nightmare, really!

Cause i feel so turn off by this module!

KNS!

and hopefully i can finish up my work.

Meeting baby afterwhich for dinner.

(:

im damn freakingggggggggggggg excited about next week outing to the ZOO!

HAHAH!

i even went to print out the feeding timetable for the animals!

sounds abit SOT!

i know.

and seriously, i feel abit disappointed with a "good" friend.

She was telling me that she feel that she cant click with my gf!

HAAA!

come on.

lets make it this way.

If im the one who say all this to U?!

how would u feel?!

And you never even try and yet you can sound so sure?!

i realise this happens when im with a new gf!

idiotic can!

AND YEA, I SERIOUSLY CANT CLICK W HER GF AT ALL!

DAMN HYPOCRITE MONSTROUS KING KONG!

and i dont think we will be able to go out anymore in future.

with all this thick bad blood between us!

oh yea, kel was saying i abandon her during the weekends!

and nv bother much abt her!

HAHAHA!

COME ON!

dont be a PETTY WOMAN LA!

lol

(:

i need to chill for a moment!

BLAHHHHHHH!

You, ME. imissyou. (:

(:

skye, my love.

HOHOHO!

this picture marks the first picture i met baby at PLAY on 9th august!

(:

dong dong hee ah!

lol

now the time is like 8.57am! EARLY RIGHT?!

YES!

i woke up eaaaaaaaaaarly!

in fact i woke up at 6 ok?

Had MAC breakfast with baby!

Afterwhich, she sent me home before heading to her event.

Last night had a shorrrrrrrrrt dinner with Jo woman, Cas Pa n Ros, Kel and Dee at MANKUPU?

i dont know if its spelt like that!

But yea, my FIRRRRRRST time going there!

Abit lost!

because the place is kinda SMALL and sqqqqqqqqqqqueeeeeeezy!

but afterall, had a good and simple dinner with them.

(:

we will catch up soon alright.

WHEEEEE!

went to watch hangover afterwhich!

i guess we missed the 1st part!

baby was trying her best to drive very fast already!

But yea. we are still abit late.

But its ok lah.

lol. the show is abit "BIAN TAI" please.

and its funny.

i think i gotta go and do my work soon.

baby is coming to fetch me later to go suntec with her at 2 plus.

gooooooooooooooooooood weekend folks.

(:

the smile you put to my face.

firstly, lets be earrrrrrrrrrrrrrly by abit!
Happy friendship day to Cas Pa and BF! (:

Nowadays everybody around me is kinda DRAMA!
realllllllllllllly!
Drama to the extend of doing things that are beyond imagination!
seriously,
GET A LIFE!
omg.
i mean give ur partner a BREATHER, PRIVACY!
every humna need space!
DAMN!


i feeel tat my eyelid weigh a ton!
cant wait to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep!
tomorrow will be meeting Cas, Ros and Jo together w baby and me!
To celebrate Jo's Bday!
at tampines ONE!
i didnt went in before.
HAHA!
and just now Baby drove past there to find Moo!
ok.
i think its time for bed!
i cant wait for tomorrow.
seriously.



*peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekaboooo baby*
((((((:

im pretty much happy with life now.
(:
yes. im attached.
today, 11 August 2009.
with my stickman, SKYE! (:
its kind of suddennnnn.
yes. i know.
i find it very fassssssssssst also.
but, when the feeling is right, i think its ok to be together and try to work things out isnt it?
and i hope to work things out with her.
(:
this few days, she have beeeeeeeen coming to fetch me.
yesterday was from kel's place.
we had dinner at MS!
and then we went barrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrage!
Then just now, she came over my place.
waited in the car for like 45 mins for me to get ready!
Went kel's place to get my camera!
and we went ECP for dinner.
ORRRRRRRRRRR LUAAAAAAAK for me
and meee goreng for baby.
and seriously, i love to disturb her whenever she is driving.
OMG!
i sound so INSANE isnt it!
haha.
and she is more insane to disturb me back.
DONG DONG HEE AH!
nv drive carefully lo.
DANGEROUS DRIVER!
hang around ECP for an hour.
talkkkkkkkkkkking non stop!
2 chattttttttttttter boxes
and making fun of each other.
HAHA!
lame.
ok.
she send me home.
wait for me to go up.
waved good bye.
and off she go!
(:
alright. time for bed soon
i need sleep!
seriously.




i fcuking miss my girlfriend now.
(:

Just came back from Batam!
Bought alot of KOROPOK!
toothbrush back!
and not forgetting mangoes please.
HAHA!
the toothebrush are fcuking cheap!
OMG!
got one each for cliques and my family!
haha!
photos will be post tomorrow.
Am going out soon to meet SILLY DUMBO HEAD!
meet cliques they all for dinner at 8 plus.
And its PAAAAAAAAAAARTAAAAAAAAAAY time.
LOL!
OMFG!
its like a zillions years since i had LAMBOR!
and SHOTS!
haha!
alright!
i gotta prepare and go out sooooooooon!
WHEEEEEEEEEE!
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY PEOPLE!
ONE PEOPLE ONE NATION ONE SINGAPORE!

((:


ur images
floating on my head
(:

(:
woke up damn super early this morning.
slept at 3 plus in the morning.
was squatting at the toilet bowl there vomitting.
feeeel so sucky.
bathed.
changed my bed sheet.
Mum nagged at me just now.
say im lazy.
cause,
am going out soon.
to Bataaaaaaaaaaaam!
w those crazy freaks.
LOL!

tomorrow is national day.
will be meeting CLIQUES to PLAY! its like 2000000 years since i went.
but before that, will be having icecream first!
and i think i will GET drunk tml.
KEL was saying that she want to drink waterfall tml!
and yea, she owe me one SEX on the beach.
HAHAHAHAA!
alright.
time to go out.
i seriously neeeeeeeeeeeeed sleep.


and bro really tio ________
but hope he will recover fast.

and HAPPPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SILLLY DUMBO HEAD!
(:


sorry that i behave that way yesterday.
but, i feeeeeel damn unhappy yesterday.
i dont like the feeling of being taken granted of.



suggggggggggggggggar rush.
(:

i think the whole world is suffering from from unhappiness.
maybe not the whole world. But people around me are recently not happy.
And i dont know why is all this things happening.
Weird!
Just came back.
Drove bro to ECP as he is gg to run with his friend
Damn random!
They going to run 12km at 830pm.
crazy assholes.
Went to meet Kel afterwhich.
Went her place there.
Decided to have MAC!
Ate shaker fries, one piece of MACwing and half of a apple pie!
she ate MORE!
WOOOOOOO!
finally please.
On sat, Cas was forbiding me to EAT the fries.
LOL
had a chat with her afterwhich.
Can feel the sadness in her.
i am in NO position to comment anything abt it.
Cause i think im kinda BAD in handling RS!
Yea.
anyway. time for bed.
i feel damn fcuking tired now
seriously.

I just hope that everyone will cheer up abit! long weekend is coming! (:



problems. neverending.
really.
i feeeeeeeeeeeel so ___________

i think i ought to do some self reflections.
(:

The sun is scorching bright seriously
OMG!
I feel like fainting!
no. Should be MELTING!
just came back not long from grand's place.
Woke up eaaaaaaaarly in the morning.
Cab down with mom to grand's place.
Had breakfast there.
Ham, Cheese and egg wrap!
nice yooooooooo.
Thanks da jiu mu for the handmade breakfast!
wheeeeee
afterwhich, went up grandma room and do my work.
On the air con!
Enjoy LIFE right?!
i think so too.
haha.
End up, i feel asleep please.
Had lunch. Fried Kway teow.
Dad came to fetch us afterwhich!
And i am seriously very pissed with the maid at grand's place!
SHE THREW MY THUMB DRIVE CAP AWAY!
intially she was denying!
saying she did not saw my cap!
Ok. Maybe i didnt find properly!
So, i went up to grand's room and search for it.
HIGH AND LOW ok?!
BUT THERE IS NO CAP!
i came down and i nearly EXPLODE ok.
Grandma and Aunt were helping me to look for it also.
And GUESS what?!
THAT MAID came over and pass aunt the cap!
and give all sorts of excuse with that fake smile.
SERIOUSLY, DAMN HORRIBLE RIGHT?!
ok. mum then asked me to CHILL!
;(


ok la. time to do some work.
Later going to have dinner w family, grandma, aunts, uncle and cousin.
(:
i feel so lame to crap with my sis just now over this dinner issue when she called and asked me some stuffs!
YES, INDEED im lame.
HAHA!