i nv totally believe in horoscope
But i finally believe that certain horoscope really cant match with some horoscope.
HAAA!
why cant i prove myself wrong?!

i feels tired seriously
nights.


the pain in me.

i feel like im a burden now.

To you.

inside very bubble, there is a wish
hope that grandma and dad will get well soon.
(:



the sad secret behind the smile.

Just for 3 months.
So much things happen.
Not good things but instead they are all the BAD stuffs
which really upsets me and family
HAAA!
fcuk this world.
seriously.
Grandma cancer cells have been spreading.
now its spreading to her brain cells.
And she dont want to continue her chemo anymore.
I hope Aunt and family will come back soon from NZ for their 1 mth holiday.
1 mth more and they will be back.
Grandma has been yearning for their return.
with my 4 active and cute lill cousins.
i hope she will continue to stay strong.

As for dad, he suddenly cant see.
His legs went numb.
There is a blood clot in his head.
And now, he cant write.
His hands are strengthless.
And mum was saying that this noon, dad was angry that he cant write when the physio-theraphy came and did some test w him.
Dad threw the pen on the floor when he cant write and he got angry.
i understand this feeling.
I just hope that dad dont give up also.
All this takes time to recover.
Me, sis and bro have been encouraging him and ask him to rest well.

And now, the 3 of us have to try our best to help mum out.
i know it has been hard on her recently to look after grandma and dad.
i cant imagine if she fall ill at this point of time
I think the 3 of us will ka lang ka bok!
sigh.

And thanks to people out there who haf been sending me encouraging msges and also call to check on how am i doing and stuff.
There are too many people to be listed out.
I feel appreciated.
Really
(:

and lastly, thanks baby for being there for me.
TO listen to my crying and whining every now and then.
and to be understanding, showing me ur support when i need them.
i love you.

alright. its time for bed.
good nights.

i hope everything will turn out fine.
(:

Can you guys read this?

If u can, it means we r on the same boat!

HAHA!

right now, im waiting for gf to got home.

And the time now is like 11.33pm!

Yes! she worked OT today.

SHUCKS!

she can go back at 430 SUPPOSEDLY!

BUT, since her vessel is leaving tml, she OT till 630 to finish up unfinished work.

Then when 630 came, she told me she have to let people sign the documents.

So she dragggggggg till 830!

And at 830, she called me and told me she still have unfinished work again!

And so she continue to stay on till i end sch.

I called her again.

She is still working!

And ard 11, she den tell me she will be going home now.

Hardworking isnt it?!

BLAHHHHH!

poor gf is like slogging her life away.

alright.

i must be understanding i know.

im trying to be one.

school was pretty boring.

as usual.

going to work on assignment soon!

1/4 done only

DAMN IT!

so much to do please.

;(

Work in office is alright.

Manager is still thinking where to go for co. trip.

Baby and mum was encouraging me to go.

Since its like FOC!

but there are factors which hinder me.

HAHA! shall see how again.

And today boss was telling his nightmare exp with his 2 maids at home.

The incident happens just few days back.

And all along, he has been keeping 2 time bombs at home with his 2 children.

His family treat these 2 maids very good, bringing them to holiday.

like one of their family members

But,

They are really horrible.

Doing things that shocked all of us

alright, i shall come str8 to the point!

Treat maid like humans will do! Dont over trust them

Dont keep offguards against them or else, things will turn ugly!

And i tot of Butt's maid!

HAHAHA!

she dope them with sleeping pills!

OOPS!

OH OH OH! happy 24th bday to lill jo!

(((:

alright. time for bed soon!

the smile on ur face. (:

HAHAHAHA! THIS IS FUNNY!! (:

anyway, to all my close friends n buddies. i love u guys many many!
Sorry that i have neglected you guys recently.
But im rushing my assignment which is like going to dueeeeeeeeeeeee soon!
(:
SHALL MEET UP SOON YEA?!

Thanks BABY MANY MANY for bringing me to the dental yesteday!
And talking abt dental, it just turn me off seriously!
We came at 630!
And there were so many people in the Q.
Their appointments are earlier than me.
But they have yet to see the dentist.
We waited until 8?!
And the same people who are Q-ing are still there.
In the end, i got frustrated.
Went to another clinic.
Consulted mom abt it!
She was saying that another clinic charge more expensive.
And seriously, i got more angry when she asked to me to check for awhile more.
Baby tried to calm me down.
In the end, went to the more expensive clinic.
And seriously, filling of teeth cavity is a very scary thing to do!
Its like a nightmare. And i hate to see the dentist
People, please take care of your teeth!
They are like assets!
Do one filling cost $50 bucks.

After dental, there shud be no food consumption.
Went to NEWTON with baby to meet her workers for dinner
i didnt eat.
no.
i mean i didnt eat much!
And basically for last night, i was looking at them w eye power as they drink and eat!
HAPPENING SEH!
12 bottles of BEER i think if i din remember wrong!
and all the oily foood!
Baby say next week, she will bring me to eat sushi as a make up for ytd dinner!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
finally i can eat sushi!
im like super deprive of sushi!
And seriously, i hate to go home after 12am now!
WHY HUH?!
Cause my dearest gf eyes can just close anytime after that!
its very tedious for her to drive at such a late timing especially when she is working so hard in the day!
And thus, i think in future, no more hanging out late already!
BLAH!

Summary for today!
Went prawning.
Caught 10 prawns.
HAHA!
rie caught 14!
Ok!
more lucky and skilled in prawning!
But at least this time round, we caught more.
heee.

just came home nt long ago. had FEI FEI wanton mee with baby and kel.
(: nice supper isnt it?!
HAHAHAHA!

alright.time for bed.
nights folks.



you are my everything, skye baby. ((:

life, stay happy always. (:
fcuk unhappiness

Thanks baby for bringing me to the doctor yesterday despite you working so hard in the day already.
really appreciated many.
*LOVES

time to go dental soon.
im scared, seriously.
goodbye.

Happy friendship day to Cas Pa and BF!
(:
finally we had dinner together after a 123456789 years!

today gf worked till 830!
late isnt it?!
But she is really that busy recently!
blah!

tomorrow will be meeting rie to rush assignment!
(:

gtg bed now. nights folks



u are always that special! (:

alright!

Weekends pass REAL FAST!

Desaru was fun.

(:

Had a gr8 time with gf!

Yesterday was monthsary.

All the photos are uploaded in FB!

Can u imagine that i could take 280 pictures in just 2 day 1 night!

HAHA!

im happily snapping away.

Gf was shocked that i could take so much pictures.

And at one point of time, she was actually pissed off that i forced her to take photos!

YES! i forced her to take pictures when there are nice scenery and objects.

But she is always so reluctant!

And we nearly quarrel over it please.

And thruout this trip, the most happy thing is THE FIREFLY TOUR!

its so super worth it please.

Though i hate the fei fei flying around me.

And the smelly life jacket which everyone has to wear.

But when the light is off, everyone has to speak softly, the lill small dots flying ard!

WOOOOOOOO! its so beautiful!

(:

and for 30 mins, it cost RM40 per person.

A lill expensive isnt it?!
BUT seriously, its worth going to view this memorable moment!

HAHA!

and when we r on our way back to hotel, they drop us at a mini mart!

And guess what. Their carlsberg is only RM7!

SI BEI CHEAP ISNT IT?!

and toking abt carlsberg, i think gf is gg to whine again!

WHY IS IT SO?!

its becoz she got 2 cans at the hotel for RM36!!

WOOOOOOO!

they chop her carrot head!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

but its ok la!

CHILL BABY!

lol.

Next morning, woke up at 6 plus!

DUE TO SOME DREAM MONSTER WHICH GAVE BABY BAD DREAMS!

And thus, we woke up early to settle some issues!

LOLOLS!

had breakfast at 7!

HAd a walk.

Napped for 30 mins before heading to the fruit farm!

HAHA!

Baby was applying Insect repellant for me again.

Walked ard the farm for 45 mins before i rushed to get my MANGOES!

I REALLY BARGE TO THE FRUIT STALL!

lol.

Intially getting only 5 mangoes.

But after some persuasion from baby, i get 7!

LOL!

damn fcuking cheap!

HAHA!

but poor gf has to carry them for me all the way from desaru to spore!

I was so afraid she will xek tio her back please.

When reached spore, cabbed back to her place.

Shared cab with a ang moh.

He was running from marine parade to changi!

And the most happy thing abt sharing cab with angmoh is becoz they are nt calculative!

HAHA!

he passed us $20 bucks and when we reach gf's hse, the cab fare is only 22.

which means we only pay 2 bucks!

WOOOOOOOO!

ok

i sounds cheapo!

hahaha.

Nua awhile at her place before heading to J8 for dinner.

Take away KFC back to her place to have dinner.

SINFUL PLEASE!

haha!

Meet kelson afterwhich!

Pass her mango.

Get beancurd and chill for awhile.

Head home feeeeeeeeeeeling so tired!

Slept after toking to gf for 5 mins.

and guess wad?!

MONDAY BLUES!

sickening.

alright. normally weekdays, there are nth much to blog!

shall stop here then.

nights folks.

(:

im crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy over you, SKYE BABY!

HAHAHAHAHA!

:D

just finish packing my barangs.! (:
tml off to DESARU!
wheee.
finally its coming! Me and Baby have been waiting for this day to come!
LOL.
Lets talk abt yesterday 1st!
CHUI AH!
Seriously, ZIRCA SUCK!
its so freaking boring.
WITH THOSE POM CHIAK CHIAK MUSIC!
so no feel to SHAKE IT!
end up, i turn into drinking!
Had Waterfall w woman!
And before that, met up with sharon,feng,MK,zen,corinne,kel and dee together w B!
We drank before we went in. Asahi, Chivas with coke, Chivas w Redbull, anchor beer.
A bunch of drunkards i know.
Went in around 11 plus.
Saw some scary people.
Scary=gave me nightmares before.
Its not about looks anyway.
Dont get the wrong idea.
HAA!
Baby ordered 2 jugs of tiger still! YUM SENG!
LOL!
drank drank drank!
dance dance dance!
And while i was in those wanting to knock out mode, some one POKE ME!
i look at her for 5 secs!
ITS ER JIU GONG DAUGHTER!
and she got a BF!
WTF is she doing her?!
And when i was abit blur at that moment, i suddenly become awake!
OH MAN!
i kept wondering if she saw things which she is not supposed to see!
But wad has done has been done!
BLAHHHHHHHHHH
ok.
headache.
went off ard 1plus gg 2!
Cab home.
Knock out in the cab.
And the moment i gg to reach hm, I wanted to vomit!
SERIOUSLY!
B was asking me to control 1st.
I was holding back my breathe! and counting for secs in my heart.
Ok. 5 secs pass.
And the moment i got down, i squat down near the drain again!
HAHAA!
i wonder how many times must i do that?! VOMITING after drinking!
FUN HUH?! So disgusted w myself seriously.
and im nt gg to drink for the time being.
I know B and Rie will laugh at me for repeating this for a zillion times.!
Come on!
im SERIOUS!
and the best thing is i still went for work!
HAHAH! say im hardworking!
HAHA! cas pa this morning say im hardworking! WOOOOOO!


anyway, i gtg now.
more updates when im back!
Off to desaru tml.
HAHA! Take care folks! (:

My Cousin who asked me to take picture of him playing YO-YO!

Grandma's Birthday dinner!

HONEY DEW SAAAAAAAAAGO! (:

HAHAHA! she look cute isnt it with the mask on!

ok. some outdated photos which i wanted to post but im toooooooo lazy to do that!

Yesterday went to Baby's friend birthday at Sentosa!

It was drizzling! and there were so many people sharing one small little shelter. And seriously, Tanjong beach is the least happening beach in sentosa i think! THERE ARE HARDLY A SOUL THERE!

Scary yo! So yesterday, Baby's fren's bf did alot of things to make the place bright with alot of light sticks and lay alot of mats for people to rest there! HAHA! Its kinda romantic as wad dear said! HAHA!

hand around there till 11 plus.

Got home around 12. Helped boy to check his body to see if there are still fleas and ticks!

And YES! my boy KENNA FLEAS AND TICK!

We are thinking if he Kenna that while he went for grooming on thurs! And yesterday, after going to grandma place, baby send me and sis home to clean up our room!

And thanks baby for helping out to change my bedsheets! <3

alright! gotta prepare to go to grandma house to buy lunch for aunt! (:

today will be celebrating BOOOOOOOOOO'S birthday!

i super miss BABY! she is working still.SAD LIFE ISNT IT?! she work 7 days a week! OH MAN! blah! ;(

u make me flyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

i think im going to gain like 10kg after this mid autumn festival.
Reason being: EAT TOO MUCH MOONCAKE!
seriously, every single day, im eating at least 1 of it!
HAAA!
there are more in my fridge! Including the ones Baby got for me from bakerzin which i have not eat yet!
And tml will be the actual day for it!
But from the no. of mooncakes i see at home, i think we can eat them till mid oct!
No kidding!
i dont want to have a round face.
*WHINES*

i so feel like slping now.
shall continue blogging tml then
nights folks.



(: