Just for 3 months.
So much things happen.
Not good things but instead they are all the BAD stuffs
which really upsets me and family
HAAA!
fcuk this world.
seriously.
Grandma cancer cells have been spreading.
now its spreading to her brain cells.
And she dont want to continue her chemo anymore.
I hope Aunt and family will come back soon from NZ for their 1 mth holiday.
1 mth more and they will be back.
Grandma has been yearning for their return.
with my 4 active and cute lill cousins.
i hope she will continue to stay strong.

As for dad, he suddenly cant see.
His legs went numb.
There is a blood clot in his head.
And now, he cant write.
His hands are strengthless.
And mum was saying that this noon, dad was angry that he cant write when the physio-theraphy came and did some test w him.
Dad threw the pen on the floor when he cant write and he got angry.
i understand this feeling.
I just hope that dad dont give up also.
All this takes time to recover.
Me, sis and bro have been encouraging him and ask him to rest well.

And now, the 3 of us have to try our best to help mum out.
i know it has been hard on her recently to look after grandma and dad.
i cant imagine if she fall ill at this point of time
I think the 3 of us will ka lang ka bok!
sigh.

And thanks to people out there who haf been sending me encouraging msges and also call to check on how am i doing and stuff.
There are too many people to be listed out.
I feel appreciated.
Really
(:

and lastly, thanks baby for being there for me.
TO listen to my crying and whining every now and then.
and to be understanding, showing me ur support when i need them.
i love you.

alright. its time for bed.
good nights.

i hope everything will turn out fine.
(: