A New Year is starting. 2011. It suppose to be a happy year for me at least. I have been waiting for 11.11.11 to come. I used to tell dad, mom, cousins and friends that I'm gg to have a celebration. A big one. It's once in my life time that such a nice date occur. But dad didn't have the chance to celebrate together w us.
Reading back the post I wrote last yr, same date. I hope for good health for my parents and family. I wish for everyone to be happy. But all this wishes i made turn out to be more like a nightmare. A big cruel joke made on me. Till now, frankly, I still can't get over the loss of dad even though 3 weeks has pass.
I hate 2010, really. But I want to thank 2010 for making me grow up. Grow up in a way that I have to set my priorities right. I hve to shoulder the burden together w mom to this family going. I have also learn to make friends wisely. Yes, in the past, I m judgmental. I judge when people come and tell me something about that particular person. I'm easily affected by others' words. And because of this, I lost friends. Friends that I know for years over friends I know for months. HAA. Sad to say, it's a 人咬人的世界. You don't know who will turn their back and stab you. But at least I'm out of it. Nicknames and bad words are given to me. It really upsets me alot initially. And finally I understand the worst feeling of it when I gave people nicknames.
I'm not going to make any resolutions this yr. I will just live life to the fullest. To do what that is needed to be done.
I want to thank my relatives, friends, colleagues, my 2 best butts and gf for going through the worst and tough time with me. <3
Just hope that 2011 will be a better year for me, for you, for us, for everyone.
(:

Nonsensical dad. Taken this pic just one week before he pass away.

"learn how to die and you will learn how to live"



"you die every night when you sleep and you are reborn when you wake up"







Tuesday with Morrie is a inspirational book.
Spend a week reading it. (:


nice book.





Its not the same anymore ever since dad pass away.


The house is quiet.


I miss dad very much.
The laughter that we used to have.


The nonsense we used to say.


The naggings dad used to give us.


The goodbyes he bid us before leaving for work.


The calls he always give me and ask me wad time im gg home.





You will always be in our mind and heart, dad.


(:

We used to be a happy family. But god is cruel to take our dad away suddenly. Just 30 seconds and dad go into coma. I was at hm together w mom trying to revive dad. Before he close his eyes, I can tears at the edge. I can see that dad got lotsa things to tell us. But he does not have the chance. We pray and pray hoping that he will be awake. But that never happen. He died in his sleep with breathing difficulties. He vomit blood twice but the doctors lied to us saying it's food.
Life is just never fair. When dad is gg to recover and has kick off all the bad habits, he is nt given any chance to enjoy his life. He wanted to see bro's graduated from university. He wanted to see sis graduating from poly and enter university. He wanted to go hols w us. He still got lotsa things to do w us.
I miss dad's nonsense, laughter and nagging. Please take care of urself dad. We love you, always.

Dad, hang in there. Don't leave us behind. We still got lots of things need to do together.

Today is a happy day with dearest. Went round suntec just to get our swim suit! HAA! In the end, we got them at discounted price. Good deal eh baby. Am so determined to jian fei seriously. A really must do it resolution for next yr!

Motivate me baby! Control diet and exercise more! (:
Healthy lifestyle tht we must follow strictly alright.
And I love you always, honeyskye. (:

Happy birthday to ME!
(:

i decided to blog because this post is specially for my dearest girlfriend, skye.
I want to thank her for putting in so muchhhhh effort for planning my birthday celebration with beloved bestfriend or rather my cousin, rieeeee.
Though their PLAN A has failed(because they are surprised that im NOT SURPRISED! LOLS!), but i can say they really put in alot of effort.
Baby was taking numerous pics and quickly sending me to make it as clues to search for them!
And when i reach the place, she ran up to me and use her hand to cover my eyes.
and the CAT IS LET OUT OF THE BAG CAN!
i knew something is fishy!
AND YES, SHE LED ME TO SOMEWHERE AND WHEN SHE LET GO OF HER HAND, IN FRONT OF ME IS MY NONSENICAL CLIQUES!
ok. at that time, i do feel SHY!
then, something "coincidental" happen! baby asked me to turn behind because she saw someone familiar.
i turn my head and i saw that someone's back. And i know who is she immediately!
i went to confront her and she can really ACT SO WELL! she was SHOCKED to see me!
HAHAHAHA!
her 2 years in mediacorp paid off!
YES! that someone is my BUTT KOH!
(:
All of us had a good time chatting, laughing, mingling together.
And congrats to moo and gareth because they are gg to have their solemnisation next yr at SKYPARK! (:
And while we are engrossed in talking, another surprise came!
Baby got me my favourite and sinful awfully chocolate cake and 3 pink roses nicely wrapped!
The cake is just so yummmmmmmmmmmylicious!
After dinner, all of us bid goodbye and i thought we will be gg back home.
But baby says she wanted to bring me to somewhere.
And she need to blindfold me and stuff me w loud music!
I was kinda reluctant but give in.
Hop on the cab. and was wondering where she is bringing me to.
Alighted the cab and was holding her so tightly because im so scared i may bang to the wall or trip!
Then we were waiting somewhere which i dont know where initially.
After awhile, baby led me to somewhere and when she unfold my eyes, im in RAIN!
;D
i have been wanting to sing badly!
and baby booked this room for me to sing my hearts out!
its not cheap and i know everyone is saving very hard!
i appreciate everything people! ((:
Again, we had a great and crazy time singing, dancing and drinking!
And some peeeping toms peep inside our room occasionally and see BUTT and rie dancing on the sofa.
HAHAHAHAHA!
alrighty. thats all for yesterday.
And i really had lotsa fun.
(:
Once again, thanks baby for everything. Thanks for being there for me everytime.
iloveyoualways.

woah. i have not been blogging for nearly 2 months!
And girlfriend is complaining about me being lazy...
HAA!
oh wells. life is pretty much the same.
girlfriend birthday just pass not long.
I booked her a room at siloso beach hotel
And so happen, its somewhere she has always wanted to go!
Spend a relaxing day there.
And i hope she did have a memorable bday this year
Another important day happen this month too!
8/8/10!
(:
After enjoying, life turn back to SQUARE ONE!
Its all revolving with work, work work and more WORK!
5% will be spend on catching up with friends.
30 will be spend on going out with family and girlfriend.
and 55% will be on WORK!
And this month is rather a chaotic and busy one.
2 colleagues were hospitalised.
And left with the 2 small fry soldier to fight the war against 330 staff in the hotel!
Oh yea, together with the commandor.

And finally, tonight will be meeting up with cousins and classmates!
HAHAHA!
and im finally listening to chinese songs to prepare for our singing and drinking sessions.
its has been long since we catch up!

Anyway, have a good weekend folks.

Smile MORE!
its contagious!
((:

This morning, me and gf went for the SPCA run at mac Ritchie reservoir at 7AM! For goodness sake, trust me, it's nt easy to wake up at 6am! When I woke up, 3 pieces of hotcakes are waiting for me to finish them up! Girlfriend sacrifice 30mins of slp to make the bfast! A good housemaid isn't it?! LOLS! Start the "run" (we brisk walk more) at 710! There are alot of humans there doing morning exercise! I was inititally dragging my foot. But thanks to the crazy gf, she motivates me to finish up this run! I nearly faint ok?! It's like a million years since I really did a proper run! And surprisingly, my fatty gf still can play and laugh while running while I'm like left w half of my breathe! And because her madness and encouragment, I manage to finish up this run! :D and our next run is standard chartered. Whooooo! Goood game.



While waiting for papa orge and gf, I manage to snap this nice picture.


And also, answer me truthfully, am I pretty?! LOL.

Tomorrow is another new week. It's like 10000000 "no" to go and work! Chui! I think the work system should change. 2days of work. 5 days of rest! Work hours already take half of 24 hrs. Sad life isn't it? I mean life can be made to be simpler right? Why are we slogging so hard? We should continue to stay on the 60s era. Women stay home while men work. Actually this can happen. Close ur eyes, slp and dream!
And I'm thankful to have an awesome girlfriend whom I really adore alot. It's because of her which keeps me goig during my unhappy times. And also make me looking forward to the end of each day to meet her and rant to her abt my unhapiness. Thanks baby. :D

Time for bed folks! Nights.

HAHAHAHA!
Being random.
(:

The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want.

Do or do not. There is no try.

Success is going from failure to failure without losing enthusiasm.

I need MOTIVATIONS to go for work! ROAR!

I did three things today; miss you, miss you, and miss you.

Hi baby! i MISS U sooooooooooooooo much!

Dont you people realised that weekends pass so quickly?!
Pretty Unfair isnt it?!
Especially today.
I feel that i didnt do anything much.
But time just pass so quickly!
DAMN
Past few days, consume too much poison!
oops. i mean alcohol.
Had some rash on leg.
HAAA!
besides alcohol posion, there is a more powerful toxic in me too.
Powerful until i feel like sucking them all out!
And that is the OIL I CONSUME FROM EATING!
oh please. its nt i keep wanting to complain this and that.
But becoz im already so FAT, and i need to cut down on oily stuff, the food that i have been eating really consist of TOO MUCH OIL!
its like FOC!
WOOOO!
now my stomach is like upgraded from a 3 mths round tummy to a 6 mths round tummy!
this is too upsetting!
and im depressed!
...
Tell me how am i suppose to go for my run next week!
i think i ll punk zek halfway please.
oh dear.


anyway, i need to go and get some beauty sleep.
My eyes weigh a ton!
Tomorrow is another drastic day!
HAAAA!
im drama queen what! (this is what papa orge tells baby about me)
nights folks.


thanks for being there for me always, baby. (:

lastly, happy father's day to my dad and all fathers ard the world. Lastly to PAPA ORGE! :D

Loving unconditional means
forgiving and learning to live with his imperfections.
Because in the end you'll realize that's what you love the most.


True love is, when everything in the world is going wrong, all you have to do is look at that special person and, suddenly, everything in the world is right again.

I miss you a little,
I guess you could say,
a little too much,
a little too often,
and a little more each day.

Friendship is always a sweet responsibilty, never an oppourtunity


(:

Again, weekends just ZOOOOOOOOOOOOM past like that.
Tomorrow is another day of work. How sad this can be?!
But everyone is going thru the same thing.
So no point complaining!
But i cant help it.
Sad life, life sucks.
i think baby is gg to scold me for being NEGATIVE!
a week has end, and new one is starting
Wad keeps me going is baby's motivation every morning before i go for work!
And this will make me look forward for saturday to come!
(:
Spend a night with baby.
this morning she drove to buy the hotcake mix while im still in bed slping!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Had my fav hotcakes cooked by her with my fried egg!
(:
continued to do the jigsaw till our eyes are popping out!
But we r progressing well!
Give us 2 weeks more!
Its nt we r slow. But we can only do on weekends!
hahaha
Had a simple lunch cooked by her again!
and its nt im lazy that i dont wan to cook!
But i swear baby can cook better than me.
(:

Anyway, its time for bed!
i feels tired now.
nights folks!




you are the sweetest gift i have, baby. (:

WHEEES!
finally i have the time to ON the lap top!
Thanks to Mum!
She was watching show on my lappy!
If not, i dont think i will even on it please.
Because im PLAIN lazy!
seriously, ever since i start to work, i got no time for this.
im tooooooooooo tired.
but i manage to get some rest during this 2 days.
Thanks to PH!
HAHAH!
Today worked half day!
Sad life isnt it?
But what motivates me again is meeting baby after work!
Yes, she came and meet me after work.
Went town and shop.
And seriously, its flooded with humans!
Thanks to GSS!
Everywhere i turn, i saw people ransacking for clothes in the department store.
Seems like its free and everyone are grabbing them!
Oh please.
The design is quite OUT!
and yes, i bought a new shoe again!
From hush puppy!
Its like my 3rd shoe in a week!
and i spend like 100 on each pair.
Depressed!
And last week i spend like 400 plus on clothes.
MORE DEPRESSED!
I heaven got my pay for 2 mths for goodness sake!
Thanks to the 1 mths 2 weeks UPL i took!
Sad life!
HAHAH!
im super poor now.
but its worth it yea to invest on them!
they will have good returns.
self consoling!
and right now, me and baby is doing on a 2000 pieces jigsaw.
my eyes are popping out, like seriously!
i want to finish them up soon inorder to feel the achievement!
HAHAH!
and tell u people a secret, i have nv complete doing a jigsaw before!
Because i used to find it a waste of time! PLUS boring!
HAHAHA!
but this time round, i wanna complete it with baby! (:
yep yep!
alright. time for bed!
Tomorrow will be another fruitful day, i suppose.
nights folks.

((:



lets work this out together, baby. (:

Blah!
FML. I'm actually blogging this while on the bus way back to home now. Work is too hectic! Seriously. I am gg to die from exhaustion! No more msn. No more chit chatting on phone w baby. No more snacking. No more facebooking. No more playing iPhone apps. SAD LIFE! Now my life is revolving work, work and work! Meeting baby is like a gift and plus point to me now. Cause I'm really very happy when I'm able to meet her. It's just 2nd day of work, my leg is gg to break. The muscles are gg to tear soon! I'm so damn exhausted. CHUI!
Today this post is basically ranting! Rahhhs! I can't wait to go home! Meeting baby in awhile. And I ll rush home to slp! Damn tired like seriously.
Bless me from nt being overwork! ;/

Oh wells. Time really flies! And tomorrow is another step to a new phase of my life. I have finish my final exam. Hand in thesis. Now is just waiting for that damn SUB paper which i have misses for that BKK trip and is due to be taken in august. In another words, I'm graduated from that fateful MDIS! 3 cheers for me. HIP HIP BOORAY! (:
Tomorrow I'm gg to _______ and start working. There are so much worries in me! Baby is so sweet enough to get me a fossil watch as a form of motivation! I'm also gg to use the new Braun buffel purse that baby bought for me.
Oh yea, ytd went for blood donating! Thanks to baby! She was the one who one to do it! End up I'm the one whonis donating! But baby, cheer up ok?
Alright alright. No more dong dong hee. Must learn 保持my image at all times!
And thanks baby for standing by me all this while. :D
Recently, there are a number of weird people doing weird things. Weird behaviour. But, it's non of our business anyway. Don't care, don't bother. If not those people will assume that outsiders are affected by it and feel proud about it cause their objective is met which is ATTENTION SEEKING!
Alright. Time to do some shopping w mom. Take care folks.

Be truthful.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!
talk to BUTT and web cam!
Cause she was complaining her face was round.
Then okay loh.
Take a look at it.
Not really that round.
Or maybe all along its round!
Spot my sis face in the picture.
She is captured unknowingly!

BLOODY HELL!
my face got a big pimple
Luckily tml im gg for facial.
(:
time to stdy soon!
NIGHT FOLKS

They are Addictive!



This is heavenly! Thanks to BABY! She made for me when I mention that I want to eat!



This is the awesome hashima i love but the ginseng smell is strong!



This Anderson honeydew icecream is woooolala!



HAHA! This is my all time favourite! 滑溜溜的扣肉包!

Gooood noon folks! Time for some updates again.
Right now am couching like some big potato, making myself comfortable on her sofa with the hi speed big fan blowing above me!!



Weather is frigging hot! I'm waiting for mom to get lunch for us! She is taking years. Lousy pok!

Yesterday was a nightmare. This nightmare caused me to be afraid to go to the dental again.
Yes. i went to see the dentist yesterday.
Wanted to have my 2 bucks bunny tooth to be whiten.
Not really white to the extend like paper white.
But just to remove those stains on the teeth.
Consult the dentist.
He was telling me that the 2 teeth cant be whiten at all!
Wait.
Why is it so?
He asked me a qsn: Dont you find it weird that only ur 2 front teeth is yellowish but others are white.?
I was like: YEA. OBVIOUSLY RIGHT?!
Then he start his story telling.
And what he say set me to think.
He asked me if when im young, say abt 3-4 yrs old, did i fall very sick before? He was saying that the 2 front tooth is the first development and growth for most children and because at that time, i might have consume too much anti biotics and medicine and cause some damage to the roots of my tooth development and thus, when my teeth grow out, its stained.
DAMN IT!
i am going to live with this 2 yellow bucks bunny teeth for life!
how sad it can be!
But I still continue to ask the dentist to polish the whole set of teeth. At least better than nothing.
And this is a bloooody experience.
All along i thot polishing of teeth is a very fun thing. I have never tried it before UNTIL YESTERDAY!
Having the dentist to polish ur teeth and u just lie down there enjoying the dental service.
I am wrong!
Most of the time, im pinching my stomach and hand. The drilling sound irritates me alot.
The sour and aching feeling in my mouth is really WOOOOOOOO!
And i dont know what the fuck is wrong with my gums.
It bleeds so much that the dentist have to ask me to rinse my mouth for so many times.
And the most hilarious thing is that when he was asking me smth, i have to ans him.
But the thing is i have not rinse my mouth and the blood was splattering around the basin!
LOLS!
This whole damn dental took ard an 1 hr.
He was telling me that the hole in my tooth is too deep!
FML!
He did 2 tooth filling for me.
HAHAHAHAHA!
i got too much decayed tooth!
Seriously, Dental Services are too expensive in Singapore!
i am thinking of MIGRATING.
But hopefully i can live beyond 2012!



LALALALALA!
till then folks.


(:

HEY HEY HEY!
im feeeeeeeeeeeeeling better today.
fever has gone, sorethroat and flu still got a little.
BUT BODY ACHE is the most irritating one!
It has been pestering me.
Now my both shoulder are bloody STIFF!

Was browsing my dearest CAS PA'S blog.
HAHAHA!
i feel like LMAO!
CAS: If you are reading my blog, im telling you that i know who you are talking about okay!?
LOLS!
But what she say is true.
Most people will take people for granted.(Sounds abit funny)
Be it parents, siblings, close friends, colleagues and etc.
I admit that AT TIMES i make this mistake too.
Everyone makes mistakes
Everyone deserve a chance.
But at the end of the day, realise the mistake, be sincere and try to change it.
when come to making friends, i mean long term close friends, everyone need to be sincere and not being such a HYPOCRITE!
Why must people be a HYPOCRITE, telling tales about people (when its not their business also) and in the end, act like nothing happen.
In person, you appear to be shy, quiet and those mature type
But actually, HAHAHAHAA! so sad to say. you are NOT!
ALAMAK!
WHAT THE HELL!
By the way, is there any "THE MASK 2" being filmed before?
I got a candidate in mind!
Anyway, the chemistry between the 2 person have to be there also.
Chemistry does not only happens to couples.
Friends also need it very much!
LOLS!
if not how they can clique!
Like how me and my BUTTS BUTTS click.
Me and CAS CLICK (She can be said to be one of my longest IRC friends. Classic!)
Me and BABY used to click when we are friends!
And mannnnnnnnnnny more!
Too bad if there is no 默契. Hi Bye Friend then.

Its true that friends come and go!
Good ones stay. Bad ones go.
Sorry, you are out.



time for bed.
nights folks!




happy friendship day to CAS PA and BF BUDDY!
(:

today im supposedly to be at work!
2nd day of work.
But yet im sick!
Say hello to fever, cough, sorethroat and body ache.
Yesterday was really a nightmare.
One of the worst day in my life.
Initially, baby and i should be going for our monthsary dinner.
In the end, we went to visit the doctor 1st!
And seriously, FML for going to the clinic
Imagine the doctor putting the thermometer outside your ear there.
And measure ur temperature.
Listening to ur heartbeat with that sethescope and putting on my body for just 1 sec.
And he claims that my heartbeat is ok
Lastly, he was asking me wad kinda medicine i want and in the end when i told him i want medicine for my fever, and body ache.
He told me to eat PANADOL! He repeated this "PANADOL" word for a couple of times.
And i seriously got irritated with it!
PANADOL do wonders isnt it!
whats pissing me off is the medical fee! Its not worth the price please.

After visiting the DAMN clinic, Baby drove to ECP and we had waraku for dinner. (:
Dont really have much appetite! But the kiwi soda did perks me up!
LOLS!
Went to take a short walk afterwhich.
After awhile, Baby zooooooooom me back home cause i feel that my body are going to split apart soon!
And true enough when i got home, my whole body was so warm that i thought im burning!
Went to bathe immediately and it seems that my muscle are tearing.
Had a hard time bathing.
Came out and head to bed.
And after lying down on the bed for awhile, my bed was so warm that my sis thought im gg to become retard from fever.
And this morning, i slept till 9am when i slept at 10pm ytd!
WOOOO!
11 hrs of slp.
Just now i had the cough medicine and the power of it is overwhelming!
I got drowsy within 20 mins!
Knock out and slept for 2 hours
Baby was saying im good at sleeping!
HAHA!

Anyway, gotta prepare to go out soon!
Baby is coming to pick me up and zoooooooom to buy her stuffs before we head to MUSTAFA!
(:

OH YEA, I CANT STAND EYE SORES TOO! (:



HI STALKER!

Things are not the same anymore. How I wish time can turn back a little bit. HA

Yesterday was mothers day. Bought a cake for mom.


And guess wad. The cake is much expensive than normal day. Had a simple dinner near our hse. (:

Today went to sign appointment letter w _____. Got a mixture of feelings though. Thanks for giving me this opportunity to learn and start my career path.
And tomorrow will be gg back to ES. 1 mth just fly like tt. And the most funniest thing is tt one lady called me and ask when I'm gg back as she wan to time table me for timesheet! FML! My
Life is revolving ard these time sheets! But it's ok. Shall bear for 2 weeks before I move on to another step of progressment!

I still got 2 more papers to go!
Go go go fel!

Just hope everything turns well. Nights folks.

Just came back from Genting. It is supposedly to be a happy trip. But it turn out another way round. I can't say I'm totally unhappy because i did enjoy myself and had my part of fun. The weather there was rather cooling. And nice as compared to Singapore. Bloody hell! Singapore weather sucks to the very max! And right now, I am having 2 fans blasting at me! But it's still nt as cooling as I want it to be.
During this 3 days, I did nothing except for eating eating and only EATING! It's not because the food there is fantastic. But it's becoz there are nothing much to do! And whereever we go, there is only food and more food! The first day I went there, it's fast food day!had kfc for breakfast, and Had marybrown for lunch. Don't know wads so nice abt it seriously.I got only one word to describe the chicken. Yes, it's SALTY! Other than that, it's same as KFC! Went to sing kar-la-ok after which when meet up w rie and jer. The whole things was in a state of confusion. The server himself don't know where to bring us to as all the rooms are still messy from previos patrons! When we finally settle down, we gt issues w the mic. CMI! After the 3 hours of screaming and shouting, the four of us went to the sushi king and eat! Again, it's CMI! The sushi itself is like soggy. The food are like gg the conveyer belts for days that kind. Appearance is 1/10! Taste is 2/10. Cannot make it is 9/10! In the end, I ate one plate of it while rie and jer gobble up one bowl of noodle! Walked through the fog after dinner. And for goodness sake, me and rie are so brave! Why? Cause we wear shorts! Our leg hair is like standing! Cold like shit!
Had my craving since I have nt went genting! The Chinese wine chicken soup! The smell is still as nice.But it's kinda disapponting when I had them! Coz it's oily and the chicken parts got alot of fats! Plus the cook leave one strand of hair inside and luckily I spot it when the waiter serve to me! KNS!
What I have been ranting above is for thurs.
On Friday which is yesterday, didn't really do much. Breakfast at a very nice place! Its buffet style and its 100000000 times better than first world hotel buffet! Went to sit cable car downhill to buy things. Then we Went to the boring themepark. Played 4 rides only. Waste like 15 sing dollar per person. 2 funny incident happened inside. 1st one was when we were abt to go for roller coaster ride, this indian lady got a cast ard her neck and she is gg for her ride! I took pic of her as evidence! Next funny thing is when we were q-ing up for pirate ship, this girl sitting for the ride already, she was covering her mouth while the ship move. I was still wondering if she is laughing or what. Next min, she vomit out white stuff and the people q-ing up for the ride said "eeeeeeeewwwww" at the same timing! And when she came down, I can see that she is embarrassed and this time, she cover her face. Spend ard 2 hrs there. Went to their ripley museum to look ard and afterwhich went back hotel and snooze! Dinner was awesome! (: after dinner, drunkards met up to drink and this exlude me! I drank apple juice! Live band was nice except that the girls are dancing rather weirdly. Went casino and donated 100 ringgit there. DAMN! But it's ok. Take it as lesson learnt. Went back and continue to snooze till this morning! Had dim sum for breakfast! Nice! Went to arcade and play awhile! And we had 992 tickets to change for prizes! HAA!
Yep yep! Enuff of rantings. Time for bed!

(: nights folks.

Thanks for being there for me when I need you. (:

This weather is really bad! The sun is scorching bright leaving people with nothing but these following discomfort: headache, irritated feeling, giddiness, sunburnt, opening up of sweat glands cause we perspire more, lips cracks, more pimples, dry skin and there are more to list! FML! And right now I have splitting headache ever since I woke up at 11am. Baby said it's because of the minor hangover of sex on the beach i had yesterday! LOL! Come on! It's just 3 small shooters! I'm nt so lousy please. But anyway, yesterday was a fun night with BUTT BUTT, Catty(Casper), Yahui's friend whom I forget her name (LOL,OOPS) and baby at PLAY! (:
This weekend will be a busy one. Going to have steamboat at wen's house w baby and BFF tml! afterwhich, will be gg to have popeye meal(hopefully we are able to eat tt) baby was telling me popeye got great deals! HAHA! Then then, not forgetting my bens and jerry. It's beeennn years since I last had them! And tml baby will be bringing me to Dempsey to have them! Wheeeeeee.
Alright. Time to prepare to go for school!
Oh yea. Today marks my last day of school! Wooooohoooo! (:


I love you always grandma.

2 more days and my dearest girlfriend is back from KOREA!

WOAHS! time flies so fast isnt it?!
im so busy with assignments.

Not kidding!

And every day, im like super lack of sleep!

Sleep at 2 plus. Wake up at 730.

Saddening life isnt it?!

im going to finish up that DAMN 12000 words.

HAHA! 2000 more to go!

wooooo

my aim is to finish up by friday when baby is back!

Tomorrow will be going out at 630am!

Rie will come and pick me up to go. Cause im scared to go so early in the morning

Then In the noon will meet up w BUTTS for lunch!

Will come home afterwhich to pick dad up from work.

Filled up schedules!

Just now, met up w BFF and HW for dinner.

full like fuck!

Ate something which baby dread to eat!

HAHA!

SUKI BUFFET!

and i feel so satisfied! Cause i had my all times fav ni hotate! (:

grins.

alright alright. time to do some work for my assignment

nights folks.

you are my motivation, Baby. :D

seeeeeee you in 2 days.

I finally get to rest on the bed! HAA! From 730morning till now, I am either sitting or walking! My back is like going to split soon! Just managed to finish up some work! Infact, I have been doing my work since morning till now. Went home ard 11a becoz our laptops are dying and there is no plugs in sight. Then BFF wanted to meet us for lunch. So, off we go to expo and had subway. (: cab home as we r rushing for time. Then started doing the damn assignment since then. Went to pick dad up as usual. And today baby did nt came online because she was at some mountains area. Just read her text not long ago! Silly her. And I think I need to sleep now. Tml will be another long day. Night folks. Pardon me for not paragraphing! I'm blogging thru my phone. ;)
I can't wait to see u on Friday night silly one. :D

Just now managed to talk to baby in msn for 30 mins.
(:
was fetching dad home from work.
Was praying hard that baby dont text me so early!
LOLS!
and i was like rushing home just now.
and damn KPE was having traffic jam!
read baby's blog to know what she has done done for today.
Nothing interesting today!
But she bought lotsa masks for me!
WHEE!

Today was home all day. Was doing assignments.
Initially meeting BFF and woman for dinner.
But she was sick.
Postpone to wednesday night instead.
Meeting BUTTS for lunch on thursday.
(:
and Friday, Baby will be back!
Will be driving her car to go and pick them up.
SCARY YO!

alright for these short updates.
Time to do my assignments!
tomorrow still gotta wake up early.
Have to get out of hse by 730!
(:
nights folks




i want to be the best for you.

i realised that my block here got 3 elderly couples who are still so loving.
They live at different levels.
And everytime i see them going out together as a pair. And both of them will hold each other while walking.
Sweet and loving isnt it?
Yesterday mom and dad saw another elderly couple having breakfast together at Kallang Airport. And mom was telling dad that in future they must be like them to go out together. LOLS!
Random.
But i feel that its really a blessing that these elderly couple can be still so loving towards each other upon reaching this age.
Cause from some people i see, those old uncle is wasting their time somewhere together with some HOT BABES around them.
HAAA!

Updates for today.
woke up at 730 today!
jump out of bed cause im late!
HAHA! last night i got insonmia please.
Roll on the bed and play games on my phone till 1 den slp.
WOOO!
woke up in the middle of the night because i thought i heard my phone ringing.
Cant slp afterwhich! Toss and Turn again for 30 mins.
Fall back to sleep!
And i only woke up when rie msged me.
Luckily the sms come on time.
Went airport to do my assigment.
Still left with 5000 words!
Tomorrow i must add oil to it!
Depressing.
Met up with rie's small aunt!
And i had a good laugh. Cause her aunt is really damn funny with her mimicking and expressions!
She came to guide rie thru the interview tml!
Good luck eh woman.
(:
no panicking yo.
HOOOOOO XI!
Reached home at 6.
Went to have dinner with family at Parkway
New York X2
WOOOO
i must say. this dinner is fcuking......................................................FULL!
And i feel like vomiting right now!!
Thanks to mom.
Really. For making me feel so uncomfortable now.
And the most happy thing for the night is i got to chat w baby on ebuddy jus now.
HAHA
this is the power of data bundle in IPHONE!
I didnt know she was online until i on ebuddy to try my luck to see if she is online.
Gave her mom's no to msg as starhub user can sms another starhub user via web.
But my sotong mom didnt bring her hp out!
C.H.U.I
but wadever it is, i still managed to chat w baby for 15 mins.
(:
And im feeling pissed now
The damn loading time for TUDOU is taking years.
KNS!
I wanted to watch 1 episode for the show.
But i think i wan to slp more now.

nights folks.
(:
happy working tomorrow people.
HAHAHA!



i miss everything about you.
(:

Yesterday Aunt went back to New Zealand with lill cousin
Baby went to Korea for 8 days for holiday.
And after sending Aunt off at Terminal 3, I walked over to Terminal 2 to send baby off.
Pass baby a letter(which she didnt expected it) and a bag of chocolate i bought from candy empire.
I can see that she was surprised with the things i gave her.
And she gave me a big bear hug and wanted to cling on me like a koala bear but i asked her to stop it because who knows people might take a picture of us and post it on STOMP!
Nowadays, its like a IN thing to post things on STOMP inregardless of serious things, stupids things, lame things, ridiculous things.
Oh yea, baby also pass me her car keys and ask me to drive out if i want.
She see me too high already and thought i can drive a manual car well.
HAHA! And she added that: Dont anyhow drive your affair out yea.
NONSENSE MANY MANY!
but seriously, i dont dare to drive a manual car please.
If im going to drive, im scared that the car might stall, roll back, cant move or the gear will be pulled out by me! Cause its like so long since i touched a manual car. Plus, dad's car is Auto please.
Who cares abt manual car now. LMAO!
Yea. and so today marks the 1st day that baby is not by my side.
And i promise her that i will blog out what i have done for the day for her to see.
Anyway, blog is like a diary isnt it?
But this is a PUBLIC dairy.
Anyone, Everyone can view.
Alrights.
it seems weird that baby is not in spore.
Firstly, i got no morning msg from her.
Secondly, i got no calls from her.
Thirdly, i miss her nonsense.
Forthly, every sat, we will spend it together.
And there are more to list out.
But she did send tweets to me.
HAHA!
and the funny thing is she tweet for the whole world to see can!
alamak!
i think she is too eager to tweet and thus, forget that its not only me and her that have twitters.
LOL. silly isnt it?!
Anyway, today is not wasted also.
Went grandma place to pick parents up.
Finally had dinner there. Its like 12478472113 years since i ate there.
Send dad back den went out with mum and aunt to parkway.
Went borders to read some books.
Had Snacks at MOS burger.
And now, here i am blogging and trying to load one HK drama for me to watch later.
LALALALA.
alright. time to couch on my bed to watch the show.



nights folks.
((:



the best thing to hold on in life is each other.
i love you baby. (:

Met up w my 2 best friends. Thy are cute aren't they? (: hearts them many many. Wheee.



I want to be the spoke woman for hashima! Wooo. Simply love them to the max though it's seems gross to eat the frog body fluids.


This is a gift from my beloved papa love-Casper and ros. Hee. The ones baby bought for me is still intact. I will eat them when she is off to Korea next week! Time for bed. Nights folks. (:

Hi girlfriend. (:

i love you ah ma. always, it will be.

I remember baby saying that i only got 2 emotions whereas others got 3.
a normal person have 3 emotions-happy, angry and sad.
She say i only have happy and angry.
Because she feels that whenever im upset, i wont show it out to people.
When she say that, this set me into stream of thoughts.
People always classified me as "happy go lucky" person. Someone who is always cheerful and no worries.
But who really understand what is really inside my mind?
No one knows.
But except myself.
I dont see the point in adding my sadness on people's burden when that person may have his/her problems.
Sometimes, i feel that im weird.
Or strange in the way i think and put things. HAAAAS.
Pardon me.
Everything will its way out isnt it?
Life is like a road.
Afterall, the road is never straight. It has curves, bends, ups and downs.
We have to find a way and figure the way out ourselves.

anyways, im on long leave. Today is just the starting and i think im hibernating at home.
Its really very comfortable to be able to stay hm and just do work at my own pace. Rather than rushing my work here and there in office.
and the worst thing is the manager keep cursing me, hoping i wont get a job after i graduate.
She may think its a joke. Cause she keep on giggling which i dont think its funny at all.
KNS!
its not like as if the company is paying me a lot.
and i wont WANT to stay in the company being a HR assistant.
i will prove her wrong, i meant it.



time to get back to assignments.

Grandma has passed away for 8 days. Yes, she pass away on 26th march. And for the past few weeks before her death, we r all mentally prepared that she might not be able to make it for long. The good thing is aunt is able to make it back from NZ and see grandma for one last time. Grandma has been suffering from pain for the past few mths. And now she is finally freed from pain and being look after by Angels above.
Thanks my 2 best butts-Yahui and Eileen for attending my grandma wake. Not forgetting my dearest baby for paying thr last respect to grandma also together w the herbal tea she bring for the past few days. Thanks to everyone who text me n show me the concern for the past few days. I'm okay really. (:
Went club on thurs which baby feel tt I shud do so bcos I'm too stressed up to her. It's quite BORING. In the end, me, baby, papa love-Casper, mad did our self enjoyment. We drink and dance.
Kk. Time for bed. (:

When i was young, we are often asked to write compositions. Titles are always about the same. For a couple of compositions, they asked me to write: " the person you respect the most, the person you love the most in the family, etc etc"


Most child will tend to write their father/mother. Afterall, the two person are considered the closest to us. For me, i chose to write to my grandma. Its not i dont love my parents. I do love them. Grandma was like a second mom to me. Since young when i was born, Grandma took up this responsibilty to look after me. Im the 1st grandchild my grandma and grandpa have. They are so elated when im born and they shower me with lots of love. My parents took me home only during weekends. Soon after, my bro was born. Mom chose to look after him at home. Thus i continue to stay at grandma place together with my 3 aunts and 2 uncles who are not married then. All of them treat me like a little queen and they played with me everyday after they came back from work. They read storybooks to me and teach me simple languages and how to write. In the day, Grandma and Grandpa will be the one who will be looking after me. And when im 4 years old, Grandpa passed away. He has an unknown virus attacking his body and after a week in hosp, he died.


Grandma then took up this responsibility to look after me by herself. I still remember whenever im sick, the remedy to it is a bowl of mian xian with lotsa of omelette strips in it. Grandma will always try to get me to finish up my food and medicine by giving me treats or giving me to drink sips of ribena as its my favourite. Its until when im 7 and have to attend primary school, Mom den bring me back home more often.


When Grandma is free, she will sit infront of her sewing machine sewing clothes while i will be at one corner doing my things. Everynight, when aunts and uncles are not back home, Grandma and I will be sitting in the kitchen eating dinner. After dinner, the both of us will on Channel 8 to watch those variety shows together.


Wherever grandma goes, i will want to follow. That is why she always try to persuade dad to let me stay at her place whenever dad dont agree.. Dad always feel that i got pampered by grandma as whatever i wan, whatever i do at grandma place, she never say no or scolded me before. Even Bro and sis feel that grandma side me more though sometimes im the one who start the fight.


Grandma often brings me to malaysia to visit my grand aunt there. And whenever we go to market and saw frens/relatives, she will always intro me proudly as her 1st grandchild and she will tell everyone to call me "ah girl". To grandma, though i have grown up and in my 20s, she still call me "Ah girl" and she always treat me like a child.


Grandma will always cook the food i love to eat whenever i stay at her place. she knws what i love to eat, and my habit of eating food. Take a fried egg for example. She will always fried the egg and not overcook the egg yolk because she knew i love to drink the egg yolk. And if the yolk cooked, she will have the whole egg herself and cook a new one for me. Last time in primary school, five stone is so popular. In the end, when grandma knows that i would like to have one sets of myself, she make 2 sets of them for me.


This entry wont be able to finish as there are thousands, millions of things that grandma has done for me.


i love you grandma, always it will be. (:

Weekends is always occupied with things to do. Besides assignments, I also have to make time for baby, family and myself! It's seems like 24 hours are not enough! Damn.
This evening, Aunt is back from
NZ w youngest cousin. I feel happy to see them. So does grandma. (: I wonder how my 3 other little cousins are coping back there when they realized tt aunt is nt around for 3 three weeks! Oh dear. In another 3 weeks, baby will be going for her 9 days Korea trip! So
Happening isn't it!? Roar~ I will be stranded here alone. But no worries baby, I won't go astray! I got assignments Here. They will accompany me. lols.
I'm counting down 9 more days! I can just leave the company and focus on my sch work.
Work suck. The people suck more! Especially guys when they dun even behave like one! CHUI!
Alright. Enuff of ranting! Time for bed! Nights folks.


I love my silly gf, Skye. (:

HAHAHAHAHAHA! this is a unglam picture~
BABY claims that she is cute!
i disagree with that!
this picture shows everything!

some random updates.
today the sky turn so dark when its like going to be 6!
and as you guys know, im lazy to bring umbrella.
Then the 1st thing that got into my mind when the clock struck 6 is to .....RUN ASAP to the bus stop!
And really, i run as fast as possible to the bus stop.
hmmmm. okay, nt run lah. maybe walk fast!
Then my dumb girlfriend msg me and ask if i got an umbrella not?!
Then she kept calling me.
For goodness sake, i cant feel that my phone is actually ringing! I am walking so quickly can!
In the end, she was actually down my office waiting in the car while im on the cab!
Then here come the angry part for both of us.
HAHA!
Lets skip the unhappy part.
But she still come and meet me and we went to have dinner.
Afterall, we patch up shortly.
(:

i shall work hard during this weekends. No lazing FEL!
Assignments, i love you. WOO!


You, all that i matter. :D

My silly gf is cute isn't it?! lols! We r like acting in some bollywood show. Holding each other hand n dance!
Tonight is a night that is filled with lotsa tots which set me to think. What will be my future be?! Good qsn isn't it?! I think I'm a spendthrift which spending money like noone business. What baby said to me just Now do make senses. Thanks dear. I ll try to change this habit! Alright time for bed. Night dear. I lovebyou.

its tough to make decision when A n B are equally important.
Time is running out for me.
Can i have 48 hours instead?
But this means i will have to work for longer hours?
I feel so sadden with this working life cycle.
WE only got 24 hours.
Let say we spend 9 hours at work. and 7 hours to slp.
Half of our time is wasted!
Can we just work for 2 hours?
My assignment are going to be due soon!
30th April!
and im DOOMED!
yes. D.O.O.M.E.D!
I need a thesis writer right now?
Anyone willing to take up this job?
12k words. 200 bucks!
HAHA
sounds good? LOLS!
Seriously, i just hope this assignment plus exam will end fast.
Den i can look for a related industry job.
And make my degree cert in good use!
For goodness sake, this cert cost 30K alright!
and im slogging like a BULL to pay my parents the school fees!
HAHAHAHA!
This is the chance to ask GIRLFRIEND to buy me more hashima and birdnest becoz i have been working hard.



time for assignments!
gotta fall in love with the notes again.
woooo.

Today marks a happy day whereby me and gf got together 7 mths ago. Time flies fast isn't it!? Thanks baby for the sandwhich you made with the omelette, honey baked ham and cheese in it and it is nicely cut into pieces for me. (: thanks for buying my favourite cakes for me and eat! Though it's kinda SINFUl, but I super love the cakes.! I enjoyed this late night supper picnic at barrage today. Haha. Hugs.
Let's walk thru this together yea. (: iloveyou.

Happy 7 mth silly baby. (:

It seems wrong

Feels that everything don't seem to be the same anymore.

:D gooooood morning.

THIS IS WHAT LAME BUTT ASK WHEN I TOLD HER I SAW HER ON TV?! LOL.

:D

i think i have laze too much.
feeeeeeeel so lazy seriously.
As for last week, i tink i only work for 1 and 1/2 days!
oops!
anyway,
Going on a holiday has been a good one.
Especially with close friends.
(:
and i miss the bargaining sessions in BKK!
the tuk tuk car, elephant rides, eating at the road side, foot massage and grabbing of snacks from their 7-11!
omg omg omg!
im gg back to BKK in feb!
but is for sch assignment purpose.
how sians this can be?!
and i think baby is gonna miss me like crazy! LOLS!
without my nonsense and craps for 3 days.
(To baby: PICK ME UP AT THE AIRPORT THAT DAY OK?! I WILL BUY U BEER IN RETURN)
HAHAHA!

now, its stressed up periods.
Be it in school or at work.
Everything is piling up
Come on, give us a break.
I need to take a holiday break again in june.
Yes, holiday again!
i need holiday. this time round, lets go to......................................................genting again!
HAHA!
seems like a rountine to keep travelling to msia.
wth?!
short getaway holiday trip lah.
genting is a good choice!
whatever.
Plan later when its nearer to the date.

blah.

let me think.
whats there to be updated?!
...
hmmmmmmmm.
oh. i got an IPHONE!
HAHA!
and i get an iphone is nt because i need it!
its because i want to be part of the iphone clan! HAHA
stupid reason isnt it?
i find that im ridiculous actually.
But another thing is i finally can have the same phone as BABY! ((:
Hip ah?!
and getting an iphone does nt means im RICH!
infact im quite poor, seriously
i still owe Cas Pa money!
thats fateful 1000baht!
some morons at work keep irritating me and spout nonsense.
Saying im on par with my boss coz in the office, only 2 of us using iphone.
SARCASTIC ISNT IT?!
if im so called on par with him, why im nt the boss of the co?
SHUT THE ASS UP please.
idiotics man humans!
blah.


anyway, my back is aching now.
my bed is calling out for me.
And im also waiting for baby to reach home.
off to bed!
nights folks.
(:




u, part of me. i meant it. (:

im studying for my Etourism now.
Damn! FREAKING DAMN LONG SINCE IM STUDYING FOR AN EXAM!
goodnessssssssssssss sake!
words recognise my cutie face!
but i dont remember a single thing!
I neeeeeeeeeeeed loads of tonic for my brain.
Baby today treat me ONE good stuff which i have been asking for.
HAHAHAHA!
Its something i always say i wanna eat!
But i have been waiting to eat tt cause its nt cheap!!
Come on!
Make a GUESS!
lalalala.
ITSSSSSSSSS..........................................
HASHIMA!
HAHAHA!
alright! not everyone appreciate this!
To some, they may think its grrrrrrrosssssssssss!
but its so cooooooooooling after eating that!
:D

finally today we changed money to go BKK!
OMG!
friday we r going to BKK!
EGGGGGGGGG-CITING!
lol.
But im still waiting for my exam dates to be postpone!
i can only know by tues!
HOLY SHIT!
DAMN!
BLAH!



alright. time for bed!
nights folks.


till death do us apart