When i was young, we are often asked to write compositions. Titles are always about the same. For a couple of compositions, they asked me to write: " the person you respect the most, the person you love the most in the family, etc etc"


Most child will tend to write their father/mother. Afterall, the two person are considered the closest to us. For me, i chose to write to my grandma. Its not i dont love my parents. I do love them. Grandma was like a second mom to me. Since young when i was born, Grandma took up this responsibilty to look after me. Im the 1st grandchild my grandma and grandpa have. They are so elated when im born and they shower me with lots of love. My parents took me home only during weekends. Soon after, my bro was born. Mom chose to look after him at home. Thus i continue to stay at grandma place together with my 3 aunts and 2 uncles who are not married then. All of them treat me like a little queen and they played with me everyday after they came back from work. They read storybooks to me and teach me simple languages and how to write. In the day, Grandma and Grandpa will be the one who will be looking after me. And when im 4 years old, Grandpa passed away. He has an unknown virus attacking his body and after a week in hosp, he died.


Grandma then took up this responsibility to look after me by herself. I still remember whenever im sick, the remedy to it is a bowl of mian xian with lotsa of omelette strips in it. Grandma will always try to get me to finish up my food and medicine by giving me treats or giving me to drink sips of ribena as its my favourite. Its until when im 7 and have to attend primary school, Mom den bring me back home more often.


When Grandma is free, she will sit infront of her sewing machine sewing clothes while i will be at one corner doing my things. Everynight, when aunts and uncles are not back home, Grandma and I will be sitting in the kitchen eating dinner. After dinner, the both of us will on Channel 8 to watch those variety shows together.


Wherever grandma goes, i will want to follow. That is why she always try to persuade dad to let me stay at her place whenever dad dont agree.. Dad always feel that i got pampered by grandma as whatever i wan, whatever i do at grandma place, she never say no or scolded me before. Even Bro and sis feel that grandma side me more though sometimes im the one who start the fight.


Grandma often brings me to malaysia to visit my grand aunt there. And whenever we go to market and saw frens/relatives, she will always intro me proudly as her 1st grandchild and she will tell everyone to call me "ah girl". To grandma, though i have grown up and in my 20s, she still call me "Ah girl" and she always treat me like a child.


Grandma will always cook the food i love to eat whenever i stay at her place. she knws what i love to eat, and my habit of eating food. Take a fried egg for example. She will always fried the egg and not overcook the egg yolk because she knew i love to drink the egg yolk. And if the yolk cooked, she will have the whole egg herself and cook a new one for me. Last time in primary school, five stone is so popular. In the end, when grandma knows that i would like to have one sets of myself, she make 2 sets of them for me.


This entry wont be able to finish as there are thousands, millions of things that grandma has done for me.


i love you grandma, always it will be. (:

Weekends is always occupied with things to do. Besides assignments, I also have to make time for baby, family and myself! It's seems like 24 hours are not enough! Damn.
This evening, Aunt is back from
NZ w youngest cousin. I feel happy to see them. So does grandma. (: I wonder how my 3 other little cousins are coping back there when they realized tt aunt is nt around for 3 three weeks! Oh dear. In another 3 weeks, baby will be going for her 9 days Korea trip! So
Happening isn't it!? Roar~ I will be stranded here alone. But no worries baby, I won't go astray! I got assignments Here. They will accompany me. lols.
I'm counting down 9 more days! I can just leave the company and focus on my sch work.
Work suck. The people suck more! Especially guys when they dun even behave like one! CHUI!
Alright. Enuff of ranting! Time for bed! Nights folks.


I love my silly gf, Skye. (:

HAHAHAHAHAHA! this is a unglam picture~
BABY claims that she is cute!
i disagree with that!
this picture shows everything!

some random updates.
today the sky turn so dark when its like going to be 6!
and as you guys know, im lazy to bring umbrella.
Then the 1st thing that got into my mind when the clock struck 6 is to .....RUN ASAP to the bus stop!
And really, i run as fast as possible to the bus stop.
hmmmm. okay, nt run lah. maybe walk fast!
Then my dumb girlfriend msg me and ask if i got an umbrella not?!
Then she kept calling me.
For goodness sake, i cant feel that my phone is actually ringing! I am walking so quickly can!
In the end, she was actually down my office waiting in the car while im on the cab!
Then here come the angry part for both of us.
HAHA!
Lets skip the unhappy part.
But she still come and meet me and we went to have dinner.
Afterall, we patch up shortly.
(:

i shall work hard during this weekends. No lazing FEL!
Assignments, i love you. WOO!


You, all that i matter. :D

My silly gf is cute isn't it?! lols! We r like acting in some bollywood show. Holding each other hand n dance!
Tonight is a night that is filled with lotsa tots which set me to think. What will be my future be?! Good qsn isn't it?! I think I'm a spendthrift which spending money like noone business. What baby said to me just Now do make senses. Thanks dear. I ll try to change this habit! Alright time for bed. Night dear. I lovebyou.

its tough to make decision when A n B are equally important.
Time is running out for me.
Can i have 48 hours instead?
But this means i will have to work for longer hours?
I feel so sadden with this working life cycle.
WE only got 24 hours.
Let say we spend 9 hours at work. and 7 hours to slp.
Half of our time is wasted!
Can we just work for 2 hours?
My assignment are going to be due soon!
30th April!
and im DOOMED!
yes. D.O.O.M.E.D!
I need a thesis writer right now?
Anyone willing to take up this job?
12k words. 200 bucks!
HAHA
sounds good? LOLS!
Seriously, i just hope this assignment plus exam will end fast.
Den i can look for a related industry job.
And make my degree cert in good use!
For goodness sake, this cert cost 30K alright!
and im slogging like a BULL to pay my parents the school fees!
HAHAHAHA!
This is the chance to ask GIRLFRIEND to buy me more hashima and birdnest becoz i have been working hard.



time for assignments!
gotta fall in love with the notes again.
woooo.

Today marks a happy day whereby me and gf got together 7 mths ago. Time flies fast isn't it!? Thanks baby for the sandwhich you made with the omelette, honey baked ham and cheese in it and it is nicely cut into pieces for me. (: thanks for buying my favourite cakes for me and eat! Though it's kinda SINFUl, but I super love the cakes.! I enjoyed this late night supper picnic at barrage today. Haha. Hugs.
Let's walk thru this together yea. (: iloveyou.

Happy 7 mth silly baby. (:

It seems wrong

Feels that everything don't seem to be the same anymore.