Hi girlfriend. (:

i love you ah ma. always, it will be.

I remember baby saying that i only got 2 emotions whereas others got 3.
a normal person have 3 emotions-happy, angry and sad.
She say i only have happy and angry.
Because she feels that whenever im upset, i wont show it out to people.
When she say that, this set me into stream of thoughts.
People always classified me as "happy go lucky" person. Someone who is always cheerful and no worries.
But who really understand what is really inside my mind?
No one knows.
But except myself.
I dont see the point in adding my sadness on people's burden when that person may have his/her problems.
Sometimes, i feel that im weird.
Or strange in the way i think and put things. HAAAAS.
Pardon me.
Everything will its way out isnt it?
Life is like a road.
Afterall, the road is never straight. It has curves, bends, ups and downs.
We have to find a way and figure the way out ourselves.

anyways, im on long leave. Today is just the starting and i think im hibernating at home.
Its really very comfortable to be able to stay hm and just do work at my own pace. Rather than rushing my work here and there in office.
and the worst thing is the manager keep cursing me, hoping i wont get a job after i graduate.
She may think its a joke. Cause she keep on giggling which i dont think its funny at all.
KNS!
its not like as if the company is paying me a lot.
and i wont WANT to stay in the company being a HR assistant.
i will prove her wrong, i meant it.



time to get back to assignments.