A New Year is starting. 2011. It suppose to be a happy year for me at least. I have been waiting for 11.11.11 to come. I used to tell dad, mom, cousins and friends that I'm gg to have a celebration. A big one. It's once in my life time that such a nice date occur. But dad didn't have the chance to celebrate together w us.
Reading back the post I wrote last yr, same date. I hope for good health for my parents and family. I wish for everyone to be happy. But all this wishes i made turn out to be more like a nightmare. A big cruel joke made on me. Till now, frankly, I still can't get over the loss of dad even though 3 weeks has pass.
I hate 2010, really. But I want to thank 2010 for making me grow up. Grow up in a way that I have to set my priorities right. I hve to shoulder the burden together w mom to this family going. I have also learn to make friends wisely. Yes, in the past, I m judgmental. I judge when people come and tell me something about that particular person. I'm easily affected by others' words. And because of this, I lost friends. Friends that I know for years over friends I know for months. HAA. Sad to say, it's a 人咬人的世界. You don't know who will turn their back and stab you. But at least I'm out of it. Nicknames and bad words are given to me. It really upsets me alot initially. And finally I understand the worst feeling of it when I gave people nicknames.
I'm not going to make any resolutions this yr. I will just live life to the fullest. To do what that is needed to be done.
I want to thank my relatives, friends, colleagues, my 2 best butts and gf for going through the worst and tough time with me. <3
Just hope that 2011 will be a better year for me, for you, for us, for everyone.
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