Hi dusty blog. Today is the 2nd of April. By right I shud be home today. But but.. I extend my trip till next week!
This trip is really a chaotic and hectic one. Partly because it's my first time back packing to a so faraway country. Got alot of information did not read up. Then the roads got so many names which make me confused! But nevertheless I did enjoy myself too.it would be great if babylove is with me.
We have promised that it will be our next goal to work towards with!
And through out this trip, I miss all my close ones and make me learn to cherish them. I miss you both too,dad and grandma.
Alright. Time to go to the airport and fly back to Auckland.
Can't wait to see the 3 little monsters. HAHA!

counting down to the days that im leaving the company.
and im counting down to the short getaway trip with gf and sis on our 19th monthsary!
(:
Afterwhich, there comes another holiday trip for me.
Initially to NewZealand to find Aunt and family!
But due to unforeseen disaster, we decided to go another place to take a breather.
Yep Yep.
And after these holidays, time to get a job!
i dont wan to be classified as the strawberry club like what my sis always say.
And as i was just browsing some jobs online, some company are paying so little but their job scope is like 2 pages long!
OMG!
Some is like underpaid for that position title!
Prays hard i will get a good company with good prospect and most importantly GOOD PAY!
(:

Hope everything will just go smoothly.
For myself, for family, for babylove also. (:
She is now working sooooooooooooo hard for her upcoming business.
And because she is working so hard, her white hairs are coming out strand by strand!
Cause her brain cells are over used.
HAHA!
hope that she will like the hand blender i gotten for her as a encouragement for the start of her business.
:D

i miss you dad and grandma.

time for bed. nights folks.

Having been tossing on the bed. Having wild thoughts and make me feel abit scared at the same time. Recently I kept dreaming abt dad. And in all these dreams, I will be crying really hard. And when I woke up, I realised I'm indeed crying. Yesterday I got a nightmare. I dreamt that this time round, it's my brother who pass away. It seems real. I told baby abt it when I woke up this morning. I feel uneasy totally.
Today, I had a good day with babylove. We went shopping in the noon. And we were drinking happily afterwhich. It's smth that we seldom do. I can't believe we each finish a one big litre cup of beer. I was suggesting that we do this every weekend! We indeed need a chillout session. (: yep yep.
Time for bed! Good nights.

Insomnia since last night 2am till now.
I have not slept since then.
And i feel rather hyperactive now.
Went to see the doctor earlier. Took 1 day of MC!
He said that it might be due to overstress.
Feel so chui-ed.
Thanks to the pile of things i have to do!
FML.
So screwed up.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhs!
shall go swiiiiiiiiimmmmmmmmmmmmmmming now!