Having been tossing on the bed. Having wild thoughts and make me feel abit scared at the same time. Recently I kept dreaming abt dad. And in all these dreams, I will be crying really hard. And when I woke up, I realised I'm indeed crying. Yesterday I got a nightmare. I dreamt that this time round, it's my brother who pass away. It seems real. I told baby abt it when I woke up this morning. I feel uneasy totally.
Today, I had a good day with babylove. We went shopping in the noon. And we were drinking happily afterwhich. It's smth that we seldom do. I can't believe we each finish a one big litre cup of beer. I was suggesting that we do this every weekend! We indeed need a chillout session. (: yep yep.
Time for bed! Good nights.

Insomnia since last night 2am till now.
I have not slept since then.
And i feel rather hyperactive now.
Went to see the doctor earlier. Took 1 day of MC!
He said that it might be due to overstress.
Feel so chui-ed.
Thanks to the pile of things i have to do!
FML.
So screwed up.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhs!
shall go swiiiiiiiiimmmmmmmmmmmmmmming now!