having menses is a CHORE seriously.
my back is aching like HELL!
my stomach is round and BLOATED!
and i whines, grumbles and complain non stop.
sorry folks for doing that to irritate you guys.
But i cant help it.

School was rather fun and interesting today?!
i dont know how to define these 2 words actually.
But as what the teachers describe this module, its simple and EASY!
Cause both are independent studies.
and i seriously feel so troubled with thinking the topics on what to do, who to interview.
Send messages to friends to help me to look out for people in the industry.
Not any Mary, Lucy or Lily!
I need managerial positions and above.
And i initially thought of approaching the travel agency which my co have been buying air tickets from for our workers to go back..
But some stuffs happen.
And then, it make me look stupid!
Was rather pissed and unhappy.
Thought of alternative options.
And i remembered i got a granduncle who works in travel industry for around 20 over years?
And bro was saying that he is very knowledgable.
Thanks grandma. mum and aunt for helping me to pull contacts from him.
And hopefully i can start doing this damn report which is going to due in sept!
Sounds like i have 2 mths and i can take some own sweet time.
But time really flies damn quickly
And now we are in the mid of the year when i tot i just celebrate my 21st birthday only?!

And today im basically slacking at work.
Chatting, Surfing the net and stoning!
Nothing much to do.
Or should i say, i dont feel like doing.
Just feel so lazy to finish up whatever is left over.
Was surfing for "TIPS FOR PRAWNING".
And Travis was saying its very cruel to Kill a live prawns which is still struggling for its last breathe.
hmmmmmmmmmmm.
i dont know.


Maybe you dont really love me.
Thats explain the limited things you talk to me
sometimes, i do wonder more than what you are wondering.
its just that you dont know.


hello. my baby.