the countless tears
the unhappy feeling
i couldn't explain why?
i just feel helpless and upset about it.
The hole i dug for myself to jump in to it.
Yes.
i think i got hurt.
rather deeply.
im slowly climbing out from this hole.
dont worry. i will get out of it by myself.


This morning, woke up early.
went back office to clear some stuff.
Its still early.
Went library to do some research.
Met Kel for lunch at airport.
Went home.
Watched tv awhile.
Had medicine.
Lie on the bed.
Use handphone's WiFi.
Chatting via Ebuddy for an hr.
Slept.
Woke up at 7 plus?
Had dinner.
Lie on the bed again.
Was having so much random thoughts.


Yes. im stubborn.

nights.